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Happy Valentine’s!
To celebrate, I made a silly poem!(it’s an assignment and it isn’t targeted to anyone at all lol)
Amica Mea Ad Te
On the days with heavy rain
Where worry clouds the stressed mind
Your existence keeps the soul in the body bound
Words like a bandage to a wound
Soaking up the sadness that bleeds and reassuring that everything would be ok
Your smile is something to cherish and remember
Your face a sentient picture framed in gold
Your the light that shines on a cold empty night
And to that light, I say, I love you
(Hehe…the title is Latin for “My love for you”)
I want to be consumed. To not be myself anymore and become part of something else. That’s what true love is. I want you to give me new life. Set fire to my soul. I’ve spent my whole life hurting, aching but I know love will fix me. Your love will fix me. Kiss me with those golden lips and pour your sunshine into me. It will fix me. It has to. Everything I touch, I leave with scars. Look what I've done to my body, look at my body and tell me you still love me. Touch the scar on my right knee, caress the mark on my forehead, kiss the old wounds on my achilles heel. Take them from me, I give them willingly. What is my body supposed to do without you, how should I move it without your instruction?
My whole life I have been waiting for you. I am a believer prostrating before the altar of my god, you. Wash away my sins, make me anew. Let me be reborn in your light. Make me into something lovable, make into something worth holding. Unmake me from what I am. You are purity and divinity, all things I am not. When God made us, we were made in your image, but not me. Not me. I am a wretched thing, I am not your creation but I could be. I could be beautiful, I know you could make it so.
I once heard someone ask “Do you love God or are you in love with God?” and yes is my answer. Is there a difference? Not to me.
I love you like something that can’t be loved back. I know that, I know that.
Forever Rain
I wish it would rain forever So we could always stay together The world grey and blue But I would always have you Never without the quiet pitter patter But there would be no more chatter I wish we were the only ones left alive And in the rainfall we would thrive Just you, me and the rain In our little domain I wish the world would drown So you would never frown You would love me forever And we would never part whatsoever That would be so splendid To live in a world suspended
Little rabbit, with soft white fur like fresh fallen snow, Where are you running to?
Big fox, I’m off to the bakers, to the beavers, to the beach by brewery lane, And you aren’t welcome.
Little rabbit, I am as kind as a cool summer wind soothing a fever, Why am I not welcome?
Big fox, with your big jowls and teeth, you will eat me whole Slurp up all my bones.
Little rabbit, never in my life for I love you so You quick footed spirit I cannot catch.
Big fox truly? Truly with your corn eyes, your bone teeth, your sunset fur Do you truly love this little rabbit?
I always have and I always will Little Rabbit. You have a big heart Fox. Bigger than you and I. ......................................................................
Big fox, where did you run off to? I couldn’t find you in the stream, in the strawberry bush, in the shadows of the sycamore tree.
Little rabbit, I was not far, not far at all. I went to see if the hedgehogs had any bread to spare during this harsh winter.
Big fox, thank you for trying, thank you loving me, Though my fur is falling out, I’m all skin and bones, and I don’t have much energy for anything these days.
Little rabbit, but of course and thank you for still loving me, Despite my yellow teeth, and patchy fur, and growling stomach
Big fox, I will always love you, You promised not to eat me and even though we have little you have yet to break your promise.
Little rabbit, I never will. Big fox, now come lets see if we can find any berries.
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Little rabbit, I am sorry for what I must do, But my stomach can’t survive on love alone and this winter has been so cold.
Big fox, you promised to love me forever, You swore it under the eucalyptus tree, under the Everdeen bridge, under the everglowing moon.
Little rabbit, can’t you see? My stomach aches so badly, my body feels so weak, my tongue has not tasted meat in so many months now.
Big fox, eat someone else! You can’t eat me, I'm terribly thin like you and I wouldn’t taste great.
Little rabbit, you will do, you will do. Curse me not for what I do, curse my nature as a fox.
Big fox, so that’s what it is? I am the rabbit and you the fox so I must run and you must chase?
Little rabbit, yes such is our way. We were deluded to think it could be otherwise
Would you still love me if I were a worm,
Which is to say, would you still love me if I couldn’t take you on walks Which is to say, would you still love me if I couldn’t feed you Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t play with you Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t kiss your head and pet your fur Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t serve you?
If I could provide you nothing, would you still come to me tail wagging Place your head in my lap, lick at my lotioned legs, Whine when I ignore you, chase me when I run from you?
Or would you find someone new, someone who could give you all those things And more. Would it even hurt for you to leave me, or would I be an afterthought? I’d like to think you’d never leave my side, no matter what Man’s best friend and all.
We’ve been together for so long, not us two but humans and canines. When we leave for the stars will you come with us? I’d take you with, I’d take you anywhere I went.
You were made to serve us, but it is us that serve you To a dog, man is God And who would worship a God if they could give no boons, answer no prayers, quell no storms, bless no harvests Which is to say, I don’t deserve your worship
Someone once said that humans are a dog’s whole life while they’re only a chapter to us. What a terribly sad thing to say. You deserve a whole novel
You give me so much and I give nothing in return I weep into your fur and you wait patiently, I injure myself and you try lick the wound to help I lag behind you as you run and you slow and look back waiting for me, I step on your tail and you cry but immediately forgive me, I hold you as you tremble from the thunder that I can do nothing about
I know this is a Dog eat dog world, so I would not feel betrayed If you stopped loving me So I ask again, would you still love me if I were a worm?
I have loved you since We were young. barely old enough to even understand what love even was. the feeling of pure and utter devotion I had felt for you before I fully realized How much love would ruin me. How much it would kill me Tearing me apart, never letting me go Stealing away my heart, never giving it back
Thank God I dreamt of her again.
This was supposed to be a French poetry poll. I'll make one, I promise, but I was distracted by the ladies (I think I'll make at least a Amy Lowell's poll and a Renee Vivien one too later, also under my 'sapphic poetry' tag)
They may not be the ones you would have picked yourself, they're some personal favorites.
Feel free to share yours, though !
Anne Hathaway
XVI (Twenty-one love poems)
Fireworks
One Art
Lighthouse Keeping
The Love of Judas
Wild Geese
For the Goddess Too Well Known
Blest as the Immortal Gods
A definitive factor of being human is not seeing the big picture.
It's very defining. Humans don't see the big picture. They don't see the celestial game, they don't even know their own nature. With a garden full of secrets on their own planet they haven't even stepped foot in, how could they? They know nothing of the blazing, terrifyingly holy power of a not quite ripe apple. Although they have crafted an entire worship around that particular fruit.
No, they know nothing of true eternity. Or maybe everything. If the unripe apple is holy to them too, does it matter that it's not my kind of holy? Does it matter that it's miniscule? There is no such thing as a smaller infinity, after all.
If I love you like the feeling of atoms assembling into wind gusts and solar flares, a human will love you like the feeling of that wind on their skin.
If I love you like the prayer of a million people to the greatest being they know, a god, a human will love you like the prayer of a child to the greatest being it knows, a mother.
If I love you like two black holes caught in each other's gravity, forcing each other into an unholy dance until they collide, a human loves you like watching two coins circling in a cone. Drawing spirals and spirals until they fall, with a gentle ping, into the hole in the middle.
Humans do not see the big picture.
Perhaps they are redefining holy as we speak.
Perhaps they make their own holy, and yet it is equal to mine.
Of each of the things that we have each written,
You were the best one of mine
My love, our words will continue through the darkness,
In order to spark the next flame
Why must I crave the one thing I fear?
I wish to wake up to someone beside me, snoring softly while the morning sun creeps in through the blinds.
I want to be wanted.
Yet the thought of someone falling in love with me is terrifying.
Falling in love is terrifying.
The thought of being left broken is terrifying.
- C