Grey Asexual - Blog Posts

Did any other aroace-spec people try to write fanfiction when they were younger, but struggled to write romance/romantic scenes? Because I vividly remember trying to write fanfiction when I was younger, but not really knowing how to write the romance because that wasn't something that I felt that much. And this goes for all kinds of romantic fanfic, reader insert, OC insert, shipping, etc. I tried writing all of the above, and every single time, I was unable to write, or even sometimes start, the romantic scenes, because I just didn't know what exactly that felt like or how romantic relationships started. And even when I could get through writing fanfic, it just felt SO unnatural and weird to actually write; like not bad, but just odd, like not realistic. But somehow, people really liked it, so I guess I did something right lol

I WANT A QPR SOOOOOO BADDDDD!!

I want someone that I can call my partner, but not necessarily in a romantic way. I want someone to hug and be close to. I want someone who I can listen to and who can listen to me. I want someone who shares my interests. I want someone that will agree to discuss and respect our boundaries with one another. I want someone who I can just be with, like we can just exist together. I want someone who will go book shopping with me and just listen to me gush about different books. I want someone who will walk down the halls with, and maybe we'll hold hands and maybe we won't. I want someone who will always be ready to comfort me and who I can comfort whenever they need it. I want someone who will help me calm down and think through things carefully. I want someone who I can explore and go on adventures with.

Basically, I just really want a queerplatonic partner/relationship.

About me

DNI: minors, terfs and zionists.

hi, i'm Rosie, trans puppygirl from ontario canada but with hopes of moving to finland before the decade is over.

quirks: adhd, autism, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, separation & social anxiety, symptoms of bipolar 2 (namely hypomania and depressive episodes).

likes: collars, physical affection, cats, punk fashion, walks, crates (like the kind you'd put a 4 legged dog in) puppy treats (hrt related meds), cold days, thigh highs, fruit juice (apple, orange, etc), ice cappuccinos, metal music and the pop artist Mothica.

dislikes: storms, thinking, candy (of any kind), politics (keep it to yourself), religion (same as politics), classic rock (i find a lot of it creepy), sad media, not being able to talk to my gf for more than 12 hours, loud noises, bright/flashing lights, daylight, darkness and large groups of ppl.

special interests: cars, animals (dinosaurs included) and computer hardware.

gf/futurewife/owner: @the-adhd-sorcerer .

triggers: hospitals, fireworks, paying attention to my breathing and others yelling.

birth year: 2003.

birthday: sept 23rd.

hrt since: 9th of sept 2023

types of drugs i've tried: weed, alcohol.

drugs i want to try: mushrooms, peyote, ecstasy.

drugs i won't try: pretty much anything i haven't tried or want to try, especially opioids (including ones used in hospitals like morphine).

sexuality: abrosexual between t4t lesbian and grey asexual.

romantic attraction: trans women.

extras: furry, therian, twitch streamer (when obs wants to work), below average skill gamer, cat lover and makeup inept (mostly due to shaky af hands).

asks welcome.

Edit#2: dumb puppy edited this saying she won’t reply to dms from people she doesn’t follow before enabling the option to prevent people she doesn’t follow from dming her…

Edite#3: list of things i won't do here

https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vT11wfqrQ1C38Mj-5i6_pk5OSYmO3pHk6rbkAA8lh-LjeSiwkdcbyVkNr5CI8NyjvxReQmoIYfYTzvc/pub .

i wanted to add some subtle pride designs to my redbubble shop

more designs are on the way