Find your tribe in a Sea of Creativity
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Don't you know
How I'm drawn to you
so much, too much
In your eyes, I am lost
The way they shine , whites dancing in the light
Is the only thing that really feels right
The warmth In your embrace,
I shall find refuge in
To all in with you,
My heart it feels at ease and rest, At peace if one could say best
I wish you saw just how much I have the interest
The craziness I hide within me,
To know that each breath you take
My heart, it beats for the unsaid feeling
My soul aches to feel your presence
My heart thirsts for you
Like a parched desert for rain.
Your touch is like a cool breeze,
Your voice is like a soothing refrain.
Your words shall be like the rising sun
Brings light to my heart's darkest nights
In the unbearable tormenting hour, you are my spark of hope
With all my might I might say
I long to be yours
Night and day
body and soul
And that won’t ever change to all With you
—what could have been
If I could find the words, if I could shake the world, If I could turn back time would you still be there? If I could stop the words you say, If I could shake the world way you take, Then would you still be there?
Would You Still Be There, by Of Mice and Men
The color of mahogany
Begins to drape my thoughts
Until it's all I can see.
The difference between
Fantasy and Reality
Is really only
The difference between
Open and closed eyes.
~ceramic-feelings
Even in the darkest hours
My eyes lie bright and open
Not to be faltered by dreariness.
I go three nights,
Wide awake,
And silent during the most boring nights
Of my whole life.
And once again,
I lie awake at 7:14am on Tumblr
Complaining about my inability
To rest my thoughts
Because maybe they're overcoming me
And maybe i'm so consumed
That they wont let me go.
My thoughts won't complete,
And I can hear them cycling
All at once in my head.
I just lay here,
And my thoughts have become
So unfathomable.
I can't hear the words of my own thoughts,
I can only feel the colors.
Pink pouring out of my ears,
Yellow from my eyes,
Red throughout my fingers as I type.
My eyelids, relentless.
I have no purpose in sleep.
~ceramic-feelings
Ugh, I hate when I can only remember the beginning instrumental notes to a song I haven't heard in years. Like I can't even really describe the part in my head other than it's gotta be from the early 2010's, it probably has a Minecraft parody and it's like techno music I think. It sort of sounds like a mix of "Fireflies" by Owl City and Minecraft parody "Creeper" (Aw man).
ohhh how i wish you would look at me the way i look at you....