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Oh my god. oh my god the gay angel went to superheaven
NO CAUSE IM STILL FUCKING WEEPING
NEIL GAIMAN SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN
(I don’t mean that I think you’re great but I still need processing time 😭💔)
Aziraphale there better have been something in that coffee or I’ll burn all your favourite books myself.
I think what makes this even more exceptionally heartbreaking is that to Crowley, Aziraphale is basically saying in so many words that he doesn’t love him as he is, the demon that despite being a demon, has gone out of his way for Aziraphale time and time again and been there for him every single time he needed it. He wants the Crowley that is “good” by default, uncomplicated and easy to love, not the actual, complicated person he’s been through thick and thin with and has had to work through difficult situations and emotions with. God, that is such a fucking gut punch
‘‘he and i… go back a long time’‘ oh it just hit me in the chest that aziraphale can talk freely about crowley without fear now. he doesn’t look up or over his shoulder he looks straight at crowley and smiles and acknowledges the span of their relationship. oh no the queer catharsis is kicking in early oh no
“Good Omens Season 2 will be quiet, and gentle, and romantic.”
No thoughts, head empty, just Crowley’s little apology dance.
Neil really just updated his long fic slow burn with a chapter 2 after a 4 year hiatus and then left an authors note like haha hope you like it I’m working on ch 3 but idk if/when it’ll get posted bye!
hello i am fucking devastated by that ending okay. im not usually the type to cry at any media, and this reduced me to tears my god i cant even fucking think argh why would you do this you
Maybe Aziraphale asked Crowley if he was still a demon in rome bc he was sure Crowley did a too-good thing for hell in the whole Job Story and then already had faith he could become an angel again
Like he's too good of heart to be a demon, surely heaven noticed their mistake somehow
*Azi and Crowley discussing/ fighting after all the stuff that happened and they can talk in peace*
*crowley expecting an apology etc and nearly screamed at azi*
Azi: "but.. It was my First"
Crowley: "Wot -" (are you talking about now again?!)
Azi: "It was my first kiss, Crowley"
*silence*
Azi: "And you pressed it on me. Without- (asking me?) Without love. Just.. just fear.
Crowley looks at him with an untitled expression, not sure what to say. In his eyes, he gave him all the love he could ever give.
Azi: "Fear of being abandoned. Of being alone. Like you felt you always were."
Crowley wants to say something and his mouth opens, behind his glasses building up a small tear-
Azi: "But I was there. You were never completely alone. And you know that. *He gets quiet* I did not deserve that.
I- *voice shaking* forgave you for kissing me.. like this - (in a hurry, without content and with nearly only desperation).
Crowley: "You didn't even listen to me back then, huh?"
*He takes off the sunglasses, first time in presence of the angel since the kiss. But he doesn't look at him. He's cleaning them with a small peace of fabric - looking down, eyebrows raised*
Crowley: "I wanted you to be with me. You didn't quite listen, did ya? I had already lost you! In your angel head you were already decorating your new Office in Heaven! I-"
*fastly puts sunglasses back on to look at Azi. Sees him there - finally listening. He seems to be able to understand it this time.
He takes them off again. Eye meets eye*
Crowley: "Maybe I was desperate. I mean- who wouldn't, if.. ugh.. if maybe the. The love of your life, perhaps - I couldn't let you go. After all I knew, heaven didn't want to treat you right! - you didn't know what happened in heaven, what happened to Gabriel!"
And then my dream faded, I am sorry.
But I feel like this was an healing experience after the ending of Season 2.
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So I saw a lot of people talking about the kissing scene, and I would like to share my thoughts. I think that the reason why Aziraphale says "I forgive you" is because he is afraid that the kiss is an attempt to tempt him and not to show him love. By the time of the kiss he has the mindset of heaven vs hell and he does not see Crowley as a separate side, but as a demon (we can see that when he says "you're the bad guys"). Because the kiss is so desperate and aggressive, he does not want to see the feelings Crowley wants to show him, but instead, he sees an act of demon trying to tempt him. He's trying to believe that this is the truth so he can go to heaven without any doubt. In the audio description, we can hear that Aziraphale is disappointed because he does not want to see the love Crowley is showing him. We can see that when they are kissing, angel is trying to kiss back, but chooses not to in the end so he could choose the 'greater good', which is fixing heaven. So that is my theory, I hope my English is not too bad
you can pry my ace headcanons from my COLD DEAD HANDS
While crying my eyes out
the way i watched through the whole credits waiting for aziraphale to go back
I AM NOT OKAY!!!!!
WE WERE FED BUT AT WHAT COST???!?!?!!
Aziraphale: doesn’t remember which side was responsible for a historical period 🤔 🤔
also Aziraphale: remembers exactly what food they were eating three centuries ago on his lunch date with Crowley 😍 😇 😈🥞
or alternatively, ”Aziraphale, look! look at what what i did! i did the thing that you want me to do, Aziraphale! be proud of me! please come back now!”)
This is important. The tone Crowley used. It’s like he’s ready to change the name the instant Aziraphale says he doesn’t.
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