Find your tribe in a Sea of Creativity
If I’m not a little scared of him is he even hot?
tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to deal with losing you.
Big, bad, naughty rock star,
Your claws are shinin' bright in the dark
Liftin' up my little red skirt
I know you’ll leave me here in the dirt
So I’ll nod until my neck snaps
Worn down to paper thin skin
And measly shrugs
Traded my glare for a complacent grin
Plastic tea cups for ceramic mugs
Stolen glances for a rehearsed laugh
Soft ice cream for thigh gaps
It seems easier now,
To starve than swallow.
My tongue is raw,
Jagged teeth dug into the muscle
Excuses never slip.
By Friday, life has killed me
Sunk to the bottom.
“Fallen angel,” they cry,
Drunk sailors watch, aghast,
Hopeless, lifeless, she lie.
They dredge her up,
Callin’ her pale hue tragic,
They study her vacant eyes,
A morose sight, bloated to the surface,
On days of somber skies,
They think of her.
A lonely girl, too young to die.
What will life look like 2 years from now?
Can I hear the train whistle between the brush of trees?
The howling of coyotes and roars of mountain lions,
Maybe I’ll be cruising down the golden coast.
I’m hungry for it.
Dry toast and black coffee from a waitress named Diane
It’s not just surviving anymore
I’ll feel at home once the ocean breeze hits my face,
Once it takes my hair between its salty grasp.
I’ll feel whole
Unrecognizable
Unknown.
On my own
No one to please
Just me and a couple sand fleas.
Lick the wound till it’s raw.
Blew out the candles but I still don’t see you.
the longer i don’t see you, the more the bitter bite soothes my tongue. i’ll spike the coffee if it helps the day pass by.
he wants the ballerina in the music box
to spin around for him
and flutter her eyelashes
not the dancer in his bed
prêt à ramper dans ses bras
my sweet summer glow burned for a star that was too bright for me
life is but a dream
almond rum,
stale air,
and a sunlight soaked loveseat
hey raine!
Quick questions:
fave shows?
Fave flowers?
aesthetic (clothing wise) or clothing you’d wish to have?
fav foods?
(your silly fan)
okay how did you find me so fast LMAO i literally just opened up😭
oh well, ill take it.
I mainly watch movies, so ill talk about movies + shows.
movies: thirteen, pearl, girl interrupted
series: girl from nowhere, adventures of tip & oh, fuller house, total drama, dynasty, saiki k, Barbie, Steven universe, and shameless
my favorite flowers are tiger lilies, and a specific type of rose. I don’t know what it’s called.
my favorite foods are blueberries, sushi, chocolate, gummies, and chipotle
my aesthetic irl is feminine. everything in my closet is pink, black, red, or white. <3
add an anon emoji next time! <3
i don't fucking care but i'll be thinking of it a couple times a day just because <3
can i have all of my embarrassing memories deleted off the face of the earth please they're haunting me
like why don't u see the me that's performing for everyone
make my bed a coffin at this point
but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3