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A bond is a nation

(Request: Just after L'manburg started she started to see how Wilbur neglected their little family spending all of his time on making his nation she saw the passion in his eyes and she knew that L'manburg had changed Wilbur so she confronts him and they get into a fight and she decides that she is going to leave with her kids but Fundy refuses saying he wanted to be like his father and didn't want leave him basically he simply refuses to his dad so she and her daughter (fundy's twin) leaves and after wilbur's Fundy tries to find you since u where his only family)

You and Wilbur were young and wild and impulsive but deeply in love, nobody could break your bond with. As years went on you both married and Wilbur and was excited and decided that building a nation would protect him and his friends. You were completely on with the idea and loved but you find out months into it, you were pregnant with a set of twins which made Wilbur work harder. You knew this was his dream to have a nation so you said nothing when he started to stay out later or not talk to you as much. But it became so much you just snapped one night. he walk into the house you sit on a chair not to fair “ you’re late” he looks over seeing your swollen womb and you flip through a book not even looking up, he hums walking towards the room, it made you angry and you got up “ Wilbur” he turns, his hairs a mess and the glasses that usually rest on his nose were gone, you look up at him “ your never home “ he comes closer “ darling this is for our family” you glare at him “ it stopped being for family when you stopped having dinner with me and look at me, I’m having twins ALONE” He’s face becomes sad then you look into his eyes not seeing the man you loved, you start to cry and he gently pulls you closer kissing the top of your head “we’re almost done I promise” his promise was fulfilled and on the day the nation was finished your beautiful twins were born in the walls of the new nation. You gasp gripping your husband hand as he gently kissed your forehead and smiled “ your doing so well my love” you smile weakly and scrunch your eyes shut tight screaming out as you feel them move out your womb “ baby I can’t do this, I can’t do this” he grips your hand “ yes you can yes you can” you scream out then hear a small cry you smile seeing the little fox ears and tail made you giggle lightly then another contraction rips through you causing you to move up and your head back. Wilbur smiles “ your so close darling come on “ you give it all you got and your meet with a little burnet with pale skin, her skin was like scales but had a pear like apprentice. She cries out causing your son to wail, you cry lightly looking to your husband “ their beautiful “ he cries lightly as the nurses rests them on your chest. You breath lightly “ we need names beloved” Wilbur sits close moving his fingers over your sins little fox ears and they wiggle away and he whimpers “ he will be funny and she will be Anna” he chuckles seeing her elf like ears. You laugh feeling at peace everything felt right, your husband was your husband again, when you both went home he was so infested in his son and daughter that you simply forgot all that happened before then when the twins turned two it was like his emotions went away, people from other nations came. It was a simple dispute until they threatened war. You and your twins where near the pond in the middle of the nation you called home. You daughter moved above the water swimming around as your son held onto you while you were in the water. “ mommy look” your daughter swims up flipping, you laugh “ good job Anna”she laughed as fundy paddled around messing with little Lilly. Bit was a sunny day a beautiful sunny day one you’ll never forget. You hear a loud boom. Moving to grab the twins and run, a firework lands right next to you sending you flying with the twins. You scream getting back up and hiding with them in your arms, they cry and shiver that night you and Wilbur are at each other’s throats “ their trying to take our nation “ you glare at him “ a nation that was supposed to protect your family but no, I ALMOST GOT BLOWN UP WITH OUR CHILDREN IN MY ARMS “ he starts to ramble on and on about the nation. You clench your fist “ I’m leaving, you don’t even see this nation has consumed you “ you open the doors to the office and look to the twins “ go pack were leaving “ Wilbur comes out “ no your not “ you turn glaring “ yes.I.am” your son starts to cry once you guys get back you daughter hung on your leg as you son hugged his dad “ I want to stay mommy” it broke your heart seeing him so distressed but you

knew leaving was the right choice you step forward only to have Wilbur step back with his son “ he’s made up his mind” you kiss your son goodbye and leave never knowing that a few days away would turn into years. You and Anna are sitting in front of your little cabin, you hear horses and you both look up not recognizing the strangers. You get up wiping your hands and they stop on their horses. You move towards Anna to protect her” who are you” they remove their hoods, you gasp seeing your son grown up and your husband covered in scars and his hair is slight white.they both look sad, you come closer and they drop their heads about to speak but you just pull them close hugging them, you cry lightly. Fundy looks up “your not mad” you wipe your tears as wilbur keeps his arm around your waist “ I forgive your father but I was never mad at you, it was your choice to stay, I’m just so glad your both back” that day the twins regrew their bond and Wilbur brought the wedding ring you left and asked for forgiveness and for you to be his again. You kiss him deeply and smile “ is that a yes “ you laugh and nod “ yes yes yes” he picks you up spinning “ I love you” you smile big “I love you more”

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Could I request a Wilbur x pregnant reader!!! Please????

War isn’t forgiving but I am

During the war you tried day and night to get him to stop just leave it all alone. You understood that what was happening was wrong but you were months into pregnancy and refused to get involved with the baby on the way but he refused to stop fighting so the baby could live in the country he built but in the end, he was arrested and put into prison along with dream, lmanburg was destroyed. Everyone went their own ways. You cried for days during the trials. He sat in the wooden chair with his head low, his red beanie dirty and dusty. You couldn’t look at him it all hurt so much and caused to much stress so for the last days of trial, you just didn’t come. You went to his father Philza, he welcomed you with open arms and helped any way he could, tommy and tubbo both went to the prison multiple times to see him and they told you he constantly begged for your forgiveness,he wrote tons of letters that you couldn’t bring yourself to read. You didn’t hate your husband, you loved him more then anything but with what happened, many many people were looking to kill you and the baby, which tommy told Wilbur which made your husband became extremely angry and refused to see anybody until you came, he lashed out on everyone and hurt other ppl in the prison even sam was hurt during it all. You thought you could just hold out till the baby birth but sam came begging for you to visit him, he stopped eating and refused to go outside when there was free time, he was writing and writing. Sam looks to you “y/n please forgive me but you need to see him, I understand your with child but he’s going insane, we fear for our safety now and for his own” you sigh gently moving your hand over your now eight month belly “ I’ll…I’ll come tomorrow “ he gives you a nod, the whole night you tossed and turned thinking of everything that could happen. You feared he hurt you and the baby but you had to remind yourself he wanted a child ever since the wedding and before, he would never hurt you….you hoped. The next morning you leave with Philza going through the security and everything. Sam was fast about it. You walk through the hall to the door, Sam unlocked it and you look in seeing your husband on the bed, his beanie nowhere to be found and his glasses were dirty and he looked extremely skinny, Sam put a chair by the door “ call if you need help “ Wilbur fingers moved “ if it’s someone other then y/n,I will kill them “ you shivered feeling the darkness in his voice, you were nervous but spoke “ that’s not very nice beloved” you never seem him move so fast in his life, he shot up falling back as tears ran down his eyes, he came closer but slowly “ please be real, please tell me this isn’t a dream please, I’m begging you” he back up yelling “ SAM SAM” you get up touching him, his eyes widen “ your warm, omg your warm” he hugs you tightly “ your real your real” you hug him back “ I am, I am” he sobs holding you close and drops to his knees with his head down and cries “ forgive me y/n, forgive me please I love you. Please don’t hate me everyone else does, don’t hate me please” your heart breaks as you rub his back lightly “ please stand love, please. I don’t hate you” you sit back down as he looks up from your lap “ then why didn’t you come sooner y/n, how many months along are you “ you felt shame and felt lost, he comes closer and you see the scars on his face, his eye is sunken from the beatings, he looked broken “ eight months,I..I..I don’t know why my love, I was scared” he stepped back and you grab his wrist “ not of you no oo my not of you “ you see his shoulders relax “ after the trials I got threats love, they threatened the baby’s life, I had to go further away” you saw his face drop and his eyes looked blank, he gets closer holding your hand “ I’m….I’m sorry y/n, I should of just stopped now your so far along, I won’t even be able to see the birth of my first child” you knew this all broke him, you rub his shoulder and cup his cheek “ maybe you won’t have too” he looks up fixing his glasses “ what do you mean beloved” you hum.

“maybe Sam will let me have the baby here, if your behavior improves” he smiles for the first time since you’ve arrived “ I will do anything anything to see my child’s birth” you smile “ I’ll speak with Sam” he gets closer “ can I kiss you” you smile nodding, he kisses you softly cupping your cheeks and smiles through the kiss “ still the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen” he chuckles leaning down moving his hand gently over your swollen womb “ girl or boy “ you smile “ a little girl” his eyes light up “ really “ you smile “ would I lie “ he shakes his head “ I love you” you cup his cheek kissing him softly “ I love you too”. After two weeks of begging sam allowed you to have the baby their which everyone except Wilbur we’re completely mortified by it, Philza chocked when you told him and the boys lost it saying that they would lock you in the room until the birth but the only person who came around was Philza, he loved his son and you so he agreed to help with his granddaughters birth. That night you arrived at the prison a day before your due date you already started having contractions, Wilbur since then had cleaned up and was officially considered a normal prisoner. Six hours into the night you gave birth to a beautiful burnet baby girl, her lungs were strong and Wilbur cried the whole time while holding the infant, he thanked you and that night all three of you finally were at peace, he was at peace. He kisses your head “ goodnight my love” he brings his daughter closer smile “ you as well”.

on change, trust and future / c!tallerduo web weaving

"healthy competition" (stream) // parties are for losers by ferry // art by nightferns // the wilbur van by sootwilbur // eight by sleeping at last // art by nightferns // art by nightferns // kt's official guide to coolness by ferry // your sister was right by wilbur soot

Sometimes, Wilbur wonders if he had entered the wrong world when he came back to life.

The world as he knew it, was bright. Even in Pogtopia's cold walls, there was warmth, small but bright, full of life that seemed to never go out.

The world that he came into, with grey hair, and a patched up scar, and memories of a train station that had haunted him for years, is much colder.

There's little to no light. Wilbur sometimes wonders how the flowers survived.

He wonders how he will survive, when Tommy's glow no longer lives within him.

Maybe Tommy will shine brighter with time. Maybe, he can be the one to make him smile! Wilbur wants to take out his old guitar and sing. Maybe that will cheer Tommy up.

He wants to hug him (but Tommy doesn't like hugs). To make his old shirt anew, to dye that white streak away, because Tommy's not like him. Tommy's bright and playful, and full of light.

Not a little broken boy held together by bandages and scars.

TOMMY KNOWS TOMMY KNOWS TOMMY KNOWS TOMMY KNOWS TOMMY TOMMY TOMMY KNOWS

It was in the Camarvan that Wilbur had held Fundy in his arms for the first time and whispered promises to the new-born, tear tracks fresh on his face.

It was in the Camarvan that Tommy had looked at him, with wide eyes and mouth agape, finally sinking in that this was Wilbur's son.

It was in the Camarvan that Tubbo learned how to tie diapers, until it had become ingrained in his brain. Tubbo would forget about it until later, when another child walked into his life.

It was here that Eret would ruffle his hair, talking fondly to him even when Fundy was sure he had done everything wrong.

It was in the Camarvan that Lmanberg and Fundy's childhood had started, and though Fundy's childhood had been mere months, it was with the Camarvan's destruction, that Fundy's childhood ended

c!Wilbur singing the chorus of 'Dear Theodosia' to child Fundy.

That's it.

That's the post.

I finally figured out a satisfying way to shade hair :D

Smp the owl house au

always thought that techno would be in the beast keeping coven and Wilbur would be a bard in the bard coven and tommy wanting to be like both his brother figures and likening both music and animals would be trying both in the mixed track 

all of the bench trio would be in the mixed track as the trouble makers of the school 

ranboo would be in the illusion track because that’s the closest to teleportation in the owl house and he would also be in the oracle track because he is associated with time or the healing track because they seem to be connected with ice and he is apart of a anti government group in cannon that does stuff in cold climates and snow Chester is in a cold area also it would be ironic because water hurts him in cannon but yeah one of those two would be his second track because he likes to stay out of conflict and they have the least use in a violent confrontation 

tubbo would be in the potions track because he can use them as bombs and he can poisons also ranboo being associated with and him being associated with fire would be cute and as his second he would be in the abomination track so he can make the owl house version of his “workers” in snow Chester 

we were best friends/we were brothers/we were shotgun barrels + your brother died a year ago/your brother is sharing your bed/your brother is ten years away and you are twenty years older c!wilbur and c!tommy. s3-centric

galaghiel // “give me a god i can relate to,” blythe baird // “slade house,” david mitchell // wr0wn // how i leapt from the stratosphere by mountains of the moon // beckyblah // trades and tariffs by the dodos // catmunches // “miss you. would like to take a walk with you,” gabrielle calvocoressi // future starts slow by the kills // toKtopus // cold love by rainbow kitten surprise // bobbing on apples by regina spektor // idalus // sue zhao // “a thousand teeth (yours among them),” odaigahara // wrigglebrains // malalaisee // two by the antlers // we were patriots by the mountain goats // “anatomy of a hug,” by luna lu // sharkodactyl on tumblr

[ tmw ur prisoner gave u nothing again n your malewife is clingy af ]

Also i see the c!Wilbur and c!Tubbo paralells.

"Tommy are we the bad guys?" because of his grief and want of his home back, not feeling like he deserves to get it back.

"We are the bad guys." c!Tubbo says, as he grieves the loss of a family and a home that will only be filled with the ghost of his husband.

Neither are villains.

at the crown of eternal sunlight

hello mr. president

tired, staggered, and old. 

million and a half people

aggie doodle from a board i and a buncha other artists hung out on + c!rainduo wip :J 

Do I need you, my hope, my gun? Do I owe you my everything? My heart, my liege, my second birth

the way wilbur and quackity cut to scar each other though with those words, “you are in my shadow. act like it.” because quackity has always been second. to wilbur, to schlatt, to karl. this is the one place where hes in charge and hes the star, of course he’s never gonna hand that over to wilbur. wilbur, who he tells “i don’t think of you at all.” because he knows damn well all wilbur ever wanted was a legacy. to be remembered. to be loved. and he wasn’t even given a grave.

they knew exactly where to bruise each other before they even put their fists up.

ctntduo vol2 reunion predictions

you forget yourself

On the third of November 2020 there was a birthday party

Fellas is it gay to feel horrified when your rival says he doesn’t think about you?

a memento, and a well-intentioned change of perspective

My C!MCYT headcannons pt. 2

Heyyyy I remembered I actually can post shit on Tumblr and I promised a part 2 so here it is please enjoy! Please note this is all my own opinion and that I apologize if you dislike them, I may change certain aspects of already created lore and some parts of Minecraft as a whole to fit my ideals better.

TWs: cursing, death, mentioned witchcraft (????), death, “accounting” (Wil said Sally was an accountant and we all know what that truly means), possession, abandonment, trauma (ig?)

- witchdoctorponkwitchdoctorponkwitchdoctorponk- Ponk is a doctor in the SMP (I can’t remember if this is cannon or nah but it is in this reality) when someone gets hurt on the SMP they usually go to him, but because most medicines and such in Minecraft are y’know potions he knows his way around them and as a joke people call Ponk a witch-doctor.  He’ll give people all kinds of neat potions and such to help them recover faster or ease pain, and since to make the complicated potions needed for his lien of work he ends up falling into the hole of witchcraft.

- Charlie knows more than he lets on, he’s been around for thousands of years- and is the same age if not older than Philza (who I hc to be almost 33,000+ years old).  He’s definitely seen some shit, he just may not want to reveal or accept what he’s seen, because of this he puts on the mask of knowing little about the world to shield not only himself but also those he cares about from the horrors he’s seen through the years.

- I am in support of Demon Sapnap, he’s like a hybrid of whatever tf Bad is and to me it just makes more sense that a demon would adopt another demon.

- “if Bad adopted Sapnap would he count as a dilf?” “Ace shut your mouth.”

- (After being reminded of Puffy’s boundaries, I am changing this to only speak of my dad!Schlatt and son!Tubbo theory) Tubbo is Schlatt’s son, or at the very least we think he is, for my headcannons I’m just saying they are.  Tubbo’s mom I’d assume was either human or some other horned hybrid (probably another sheep hybrid) but due to Schlatt’s alcohol problems and bad attitude she probably left him not long after Tubbo was born which lead to Schlatt being unable to take care of him and his addictions getting worse yadda yadda. AND NO HE WAS NOT ADOPTED BY PHIL.

- while we’re still on the topic of Puffy- they use to be a pirate captain, but settled down after a while then later adopted Foolish.  But Foolish was not the cause of her leave, but rather she needed a break for the dangerous pirate life which lead her to the SMP.  She stayed for a while but by the time she was finally ready her crew had already left her behind because she had taken too long.  She eventually forgot about her days as a pirate until many years later when she found the ship again.

- Tubbo and Ranboo have confirmed that their C!characters are indeed in a romantic relationship but I’m not ready to accept that Tubbo fell in love with the enderman he was suppose to steal money from. (He can do better smh ✋🙄)

- Ranboo teleports in his sleep which is the only way Tubbo is actually able to go to sleep because it means that there is no longer a monster nearby since they keep Micheal in a separate house (if I’m remembering lore correctly that is).

- purpled is an alien, what kind of alien we don’t know.

- Sally wasn’t an accountant that deals with letters and numbers, she was an “Accountant”.  She ran away with Wilbur to live happily with their child, but then cause Salmon don’t lie very long she died of natural causes.  Wilbur was thrown in a deep, deep, depression which somehow lead him down the path of making a drug van.

- If Velvet (antforst’s significant other) joined the SMP there are two things that may happen. 1.  He’d be able to undo whatever the egg did to Ant.  The whole true love conquers all trope but in a different way, it’s still true love but instead it’s giving Ant the motivation he needs to fight back against the egg and possibly helping save everyone else. 2.  He’d join the egg in order to be with Ant just as Bad did for Skeppy, history repeating itself almost.  Though I think it’d be 1 instead there is still this possibility, the Egg lures people in through empty promises of giving them their greatest desires, and Velvet’s greatest desire would most likely to be with Ant.  This lead to Velvet’s possession, yada yada, bam! More food for the fan artists.

- Dream is homeless but also not, like he has a house but it’s not his and he’s rarely there.  So someone on the SMP (idk who, probably Foolish) had built him a house as a gift in the earlier days of the SMP, but nobody knew of it other than person who built it.  But the person who built it still technically owns it making it their house and not Dreams, because of this Dream isn’t there often since he was too busy, then he went to Prison and it was basically abandoned.

my c!mcyt head cannons cause yeah

Shout out to the people who actually read this, thank you I’m new to this whole tumblr fandom thing so if my head cannons upset you I apologize.  I will be going against lore or what streams have confirmed as lore because I am too sexy for rules.  These aren’t in any kind of order also.

I will also be changing some parts of Minecraft itself for parts of the head cannons because I am god at the moment.

TWs: swearing, death was said like once or twice, worried about mum and dads relationship given that it’s a bird and his fridge wife who’s secretly the goddess of death, and Karlnapity ✨angst✨

- Eret is a flamingo hybrid.  That’s all I have to say for this one.

- Technoblade is a Piglin Brute, he fancy, he strong, he’s like 8″ in cannon, and he scares the shit out of me.  He is the brute.  However, he doesn’t like to admit it for a strange reason, he finds the system in which Piglin’s elect their brutes similar to a government system and idk he just doesn’t like being a brute.

- Wilbur and Tommy are Philza’s only kids.  I’m sorry but I can’t get behind the Wilbur and Techno twin thing, a death bird and a the goddess of death disguised as a fridge having two human children I can let slide.  A Piglin Brute however? Nah, it’s supposed to be a weird ass family but there is only so much I can take.  Instead Techno is more like the son Philza never had despite having two sons, Techno seeing Phil as a fatherly figure but not his actual father and vice versa.

- Tommy once got so pissed off at Revivbur that he just like, took his old guitar and threatened to beat him with it.

- ✨Angst✨ I see many people depicting Quackity wearing a necklace with Karl and Sapnap’s rings on it and I am down for a jewelry wearing Quackity don’t get me wrong, but I need to make angst.  Quackity had the necklace and wore it for a very very long time, but when he realized that Karl and Sapnap weren’t coming back he stopped wearing.  It’s tucked away in a box under his bed for when he’s finally ready to let go.

- Philza is a mega simp for Mumza which is why he built the forest.  Mumza had asked her husband to make her someplace she could stay so that the two of them could finally be together again, she wanted to be apart of her family’s lives even if being the goddess of death made it difficult.  So Philza being Philza he made her the forest, after she settled in she was sure to enchant it just to have the extra feel of “home”.

- Callahan kinda fine.

- This was a debate a while ago if Foolish wore a Greek toga thing or if he had “little totem shorts” (if you don’t read that in a snooty voice leave).  Because of the whole Demi-god thing I’d say he wears a toga, however, that doesn’t mean he can’t be comfortable.  When he’s in his more “human friendly form” (small foolish) he wears the little totem shorts and one of those Hawaiian dad shirts. (Fun fact, I own one of those.)

- Karl knows that these are his friends in the Tales of the SMP, he just forgets before can make some kind of reminder.

- Dream picks/bites his nails, I say while I pick at my own nails.  For real tho I just think it’s something he’d do.

- Sam is still a creeper, but instead of having the weird centaur thing he just has and extra pair of arms.  The arms save him from some of the hard work that comes with redstone.

- Punz is too busy counting his bounty money to care what is going on in the SMP, and yes I know he’s part of the eggpire however….solo Punz hits different, it’s the girl boss for me.

- Glatt, enemy to Schlatt, tried to do that thing where you bury a bunch of coins with you so you can get a better afterlife but it didn’t work.  Now he’s just stuck with all these golden coins in his pockets constantly clinking against one another.

- Niki knows how to sew and has made fun patches for Tommy when L’manberg was still a thing.

- Eret’s aesthetic is that one rich wine aunt with a pink color palette that visits you every 2nd Christmas just to shower you with gifts and make your parents insecure.  Also would only show up to Thanksgivings if something important happen (ex: someone dying or a new edition to spoil).

I've seen so many people go "this wasn't a good end for c!wilbur" and "it wasn't true to his character" "there is no growth!"

It was true. C!Wilbur is a bit of a coward. I'm sorry, but he is. And here, here he grew a bit. He said his apologies. He said his goodbyes. And now he goes home. It takes strenght to realise that a place is not good for you, and by staying you are doing more harm than good. And you cannot tell me that there was anything else for Wilbur on that server other than Tommy. But here's the thing: Tommy doesn't need him. He wants him, sure, it's his brother, but Tommy has had a life without him. He has gone through stuff and he has fought and hurt and healed and fell and stood back up. And while I'm sure Wilbur loves Tommy, Wilbur doesn't need him either. What they both need is space to heal. So Wilbur goes home. Goes to the opposite of his limbo, to the warm vastness of the desert, and he'll figure out who he really is behind all the trauma and l'manburg and all that. Who he is when there is nothing more to fight for or about, when he can just be. I'm sad for Tommy, truly. But to pigeonhole Wilbur into a "Tommy's caretaker" role is to take stuff away from both of their characters.

That's really the thing that annoys me the most. This "But Tommy is alone again! Wilbur left him on a beach just like Dream" Yes he is alone. But here's the thing. You are not evil or abusive for removing yourself from a situation that harms you and where you are not comfortable or safe. You are not bad. Dream was a fucking psychopath who enjoyed the abuse he put Tommy through. Wilbur is a mentally ill dude who desperately needs peace and safety. If I'd change one thing, i wish the offer for Tommy to join him would have been on the table. I would have wanted Tommy to refuse, but i still wanted the offer. But overall? I think it was great.

And you know what? I'm glad it was silly. I'm glad it was fun. Because they ALL talked about how it felt like the smp lost some of its magic due to how big and serious it has gotten. I'm glad that it was a bit silly and fun. Fucking Utah. I liked it.

i would like to propose a new fanon part of cwilburs design: a small cut in his face, from when ctommy hit him with the sword :)

i feel like we're too hung up on the whole Utah thing, like it doesn't fucking matter that it's Utah, c!Wilbur is going back to where he was raised and where he lived before the SMP

the Utah bit is just supposed to be funny but the implications are genuine, he's going back to his roots wherever that is

c!wilbur has spent so much time trying to be this grand figure, trying to prove his worth, trying to be worthy of anything, to prove that he's worth remembering and being loved!! he spiraled down so so far that he thought life wasn't worth living anymore! and in the end, after everything, he decided that the only thing he wanted was to go home! that's everything to me!