ren / ńoakka | indigenous | adult (22) | he/they/ghost | https://theendofpolarnight.carrd.co/
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starting sotr is like starting star wars prequels bc u know that everything has already happened and u can't do anything about it (u still hope that everything will be different)
idk if this is an accepted thing in epic fandom or not but. in my imaginary my goodbye animatic odysseus' "why's your life spent all alone? // you're alone" trigger athena to have flashbacks about pallas. like y'know he still has a someone to fight for but her reason already dead for a long time. yeah.
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happy birthday again ya dork (/affectionate)
[ID: a screenshot of a tumblr post. the first poster, gothdrool, has the default triangle icon and says "people who celebrate fictional character birthdays are annoying pass it on". the response, by cub2, a user with a default circle icon, has been edited to read "FUCK this post and happy birthday Anya Beletskya".]
at this point cleave by tart is just another instalment of pafl to me. its canon
Apollo, Nemesis, and Moros appearing in Hades II
writing original stories is So Damn Hard. i have already written four chapters but! thanks for one random thought! i need to change most of them.
yeah spotify wrapped is cool but rb this and tell me ur blorbo wrapped. whos the character(s) you spent the most time thinking about. for me its the angel from oumen mokushiroku and mafuyu asahina
oh, i don't want to spoil it then :"D the roadside picnic ending left me in tears, even if it was. kinda. open ending. absolutely recommend the book, 11/10.
yep, i'm sure of that too. the meat grinder and the zone as a whole a very interesting plot tool and i really look forward to seeing Her (since temnova says She....) more in future. i really want to know more about Her's creation and what temnova has to do with it!!
at first i didn't even think about katya but it has really great angst potential. even if i'm not sure if the meat grinder allows you to sacrifice someone who is outside of it? like. if katya still will be in the center after an failed attempt to save her...
and i don't see the possibility of a happy ending at all. sad, tear-jerking ending is absolutely what i can see for a plot involving east european characters (say i, eastern european /j) and mood of the plot does not promise a good ending either.
ohhh, my friend recommended this object show to me once. i will definitely check it in the future!!! and yeah, i love the fact that like a dog was supposed to be like "the ending song". that would be an amazing ending (bc i love this song so much...) but i'm also very interested in the ending that ferry chose instead. i really hope the ending has something to do with the zone. yura is the only one from the whole cast who, out of desperation, can choose a meat grinder as the final option. and i can't wait to see it if it happens. god, this is such a cool concept...
hey pafl fans
so yura is desperate yeah not super desperate right now but if his first attempt to free katya failed hypothetically i think you all know where im going with this (he goes to the grinder to try to get to the ‘wish room’)
OH. i see. i see. for a while i thought the pafl ending would be like the roadside picnic ending. not because of any negative thoughts, but simply because of. i do not know. aesthetics? tribute to book & film?
the meat grinder is now a very large chekhov's gun that ferry gave us, and i just HOPE that it will make a difference in future. and if a meat grinder is no different from a roadside picnic's meat grinder... who the fuck is gonna be yura's sacrifice.
dima? idk. if the first attempt to save kt fails, he will most likely end up in the hands of temnova again. sanya or anya? for some reason absolutely not. yura, of course, is an biggest asshole i've ever seen, but i can see that he cares about them (maybe a little less about anya). olya? and this is where it gets interesting. i still think the sacrificial lamb lyric from occam's razor is (again) chekhov's gun. especially if she KNOWS about the meat grinder. and has many death flags. edit: oh my god, i just now remembered about sergei. i'm so sorry that i don't even see him as important to the plot. /j
damn, i just love the meat grinder concept. i hope it will make a difference in a future plot.
hey pafl fans
so yura is desperate yeah not super desperate right now but if his first attempt to free katya failed hypothetically i think you all know where im going with this (he goes to the grinder to try to get to the ‘wish room’)
BWAW BWAH BWAHHHHHH HERE WE GO HERES THE GUYS
shout out to ferry @nopanamaman for being the leading cause of my current style after i watched one (1) PAFL video on a whim in 2021 other shout out to tart for making CLEAVE it singlehandedly caused me to draw yura and dimitry for the first time ever matching icons under the cut :3c please credit me if used!
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on freedom, life and despair / laika web weaving
extension of you, by mili // repair, by mandopony // russian panelki // world's smallest violin, by ajr // second child, restless child, by oh hellos // russian winter forest // ugly eyes, by alyona shvets (translation) // extension of you, by mili
names is ren / will / ńoakka but i'm ok with only sasha or santeri!! 22 y.o. indigenous tver karelian and librarian :) also i am a ficwriter but write only in russian. ao3 page!! my native languages are russian and tver karelian, so my english is pretty bad. i can also speak german and ukrainian.
other info in my carrd!!!
my interests!!
epic the musical; lotr; potcs; x-men; star wars; the locked tomb; honkai star rail; pafl; kagepro; doctor who; persona; gothic literature; hades game; vocaloid, synthv, cevio etc; also i often talk or make content about my ocs!
main kins!!
blade hsr; c!wilbur soot; anakin skywalker; harrowhark nonagesimus; viktor arcane; erik lehnsherr; odysseus; hua cheng; mo ran; luo binghe; sunday; yura beletsky; lord garmadon; sun wukong; akechi goro; the master; haymitch abernathy; will turner; alexander hamilton; grantaire; jason dean.
main ships!!
renheng; xingyue; c!tntduo; anidala; melvik; cherik; odypen; hualian; ranwan; bingqiu; garmasako; shadowpeach; shuake; thoschei; reylo; hanleia; obitine; everlark; snowbaird; haydove; willabeth; hamliza; jdronica; saurondriel; silvergifting; catradora.
dni!!
i can be ok with anyone tbh BUT! if you're terf, homophobic, racist (especially anti native racist), fatphobic, aggressive mlw shipper, aggressive ang/bang or obi/kin shipper, then we won't be able to get along.
after two cwilbur posts with p4fl songs i hope people understand that i am #1 cwilbur & yura parallels truther.
november 16th // pogtopia c!wilbur web weaving
the festival… (stream) // pogtopia //convergence, by ferry // it`s the same with me, by vladimir mayakovsky, trans. by andrey kneller // art by nightferns // the only heartbreaker, by mitski // the fall, by lovejoy // smithereens (stream) // this train's on fire, by akvarium (translation)
l00ks like the tw0 sides will have t0 c00perate
hell0 PAFL (especially yurima) nati0n
i have brainr0t (cries) /j
the smiles of summer are lost on me,
i find no secrets in winter
but i have observed almost without fail
three autumns in every year
yura beletsky, parties are for losers by ferry // three autumns by anna akhmatova, trans. by mary besemeres
on change, trust and future / c!tallerduo web weaving
"healthy competition" (stream) // parties are for losers by ferry // art by nightferns // the wilbur van by sootwilbur // eight by sleeping at last // art by nightferns // art by nightferns // kt's official guide to coolness by ferry // your sister was right by wilbur soot