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i was told ti post this here
@waddei’s DTIYS! :3 I didn’t do anything super different , but I still hope you like it!
(tw flashing!!!) give it up for traumatized teenagers! yaaaayyy
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"If I get bad news from the council...I'm gonna protect Tubbo by any means and make sure that Tommy's also good."
"If push comes to shove, I'm probably gonna have to be on Tommy and Tubbo's side."
Bench Trio my beloved.
Despite everything, it's still You.
ill say ive fallen into loser territory but i think i was always here bro
In the beginning of the smp, Tubbo was a lot like Aimsey, wasn't he?
He was hopeful and optimistic, and he was full of joy.
But Tubbo learned.
He learned that nothing he loves stays.
Lmanberg, Wilbur, Tommy, Ranboo,
none of them ever stayed.
And seeing Aimsey, someone just like Tubbo, so hopeful and naive,
It broke something in him.
So I was reading Tommyinnit's clinic for supervillains and accidently saw some very angsty siren art and started crying, but then I actually read it and Wilbur get's revived and the first thing I think is
"I went through the five stages of grief for no reason?
It was in the Camarvan that Wilbur had held Fundy in his arms for the first time and whispered promises to the new-born, tear tracks fresh on his face.
It was in the Camarvan that Tommy had looked at him, with wide eyes and mouth agape, finally sinking in that this was Wilbur's son.
It was in the Camarvan that Tubbo learned how to tie diapers, until it had become ingrained in his brain. Tubbo would forget about it until later, when another child walked into his life.
It was here that Eret would ruffle his hair, talking fondly to him even when Fundy was sure he had done everything wrong.
It was in the Camarvan that Lmanberg and Fundy's childhood had started, and though Fundy's childhood had been mere months, it was with the Camarvan's destruction, that Fundy's childhood ended
I have a headcanon that when Michael grows up, he becomes a history nerd and is always asking others about wars and other things.
Imagine him asking Eret about Lmanberg, and being very grumpy with him for a day after learning about the betrayal.
And he really wants to ask Tommy, but Tubbo's warned him to not go around opening old scars.
And imagine him asking Techno about Pogtopia, imagine Techno not really wanting to, but taking one look at Michael's big eye and giving in.
Imagine that journal filling with stories of the past, imagine Tommy leaving bits and pieces of the more peaceful parts, imagine Tubbo doodling the lmanberg flag in the corner. Imagine Michael with this book filled with memories, some painful, some good. But memories nevertheless.
final hour
hc that tubbo is REALLY insecure about his missing eye, so he wears an eyepatch in new l’manberg and absolutely hates it. it’s too big and garish, it rubs up on his wounds all wrong, he hates seeing himself with it. it makes him feel weak. ranboo notices (of course he does) and thinks that tubbo deserves to feel handsome again. they set off after a cabinet meeting to see if ghostbur has any books on prosthetics.
it should be noted that ranboo has no fucking clue what they’re doing. in the weeks after the plans inception, he has amassed over fifty handcrafted glass eyes, of which exactly zero will work. they’re too big, too small, not the right color. he even managed to make one with a rectangular pupil before they thought better of it. it's a shame, too, that was his best one yet. they're tired and frustrated and the eye collection is really starting to creep him out. ranboo considers asking for help.
ranboo remembers the tumultuous political state of new l'manburg.
ranboo thinks this may be a one-man project.
it really shouldn’t be a surprise that tubbo finds out. they've been practically attached at the hip since ranboo joined, and he was never any good at keeping things from tubbo anyway. they're popping over to ranboo's to get supplies for whatever adventure they're going on today, and the little chest labeled SECRET DO NOT OPEN is too full, propped open with dozens of lumpy glass spheres. tubbo notices (of course he does) and gets halfway through a i can't believe you have an eye fetish before he realizes. ranboo thinks it's a bad sign when he goes silent and an even worse one when his eye goes all misty and aw shit he made the president cry.
he's stuttering through an apology when tubbo's one eye meets their two and he asks is this for me? did you make these for me? ranboo nods and tubbo smiles like a kid on christmas, watery and bright. they've missed that smile. before he knows what's happening, tubbo's tackled them into a hug, sending both of them careening to the ground. ranboo vows there and then to give the man anything and everything he desires now and forever, just so he can feel like this again. not a veteran, not a politician, just tubbo, carefree and kind.
yeah, that sounds like a good life.
as quickly as ranboo went down, he's being pulled back up with tubbo insisting that they try every single eye, previous adventure abandoned. they spend the day like that, going through the chest, laughing at some of ranboos earlier attempts, and screaming with excitement when one managed to fit.
he looks beautiful. more confident, brighter, somehow. they burn his eyepatch that night. ranboo had already gotten him a better one anyway.
you think your gifted kid syndrome was bad? ctubbo was made the leader of an entire nation when he was 16 years old.
Hes one of the smartest dsmp characters but hes also so stupid and he has many mental illnesses and hes just a little guy and hes a 80 year old man and hes a butch tmasc and a chain smoker and hes a trans gay man and he was an alcoholic at 16 and he has no parents but he has daddy issues he has committed several crimes but hes innocent
i just remembered ctubbo used to be associated with bees i havent thought about tubbo and bees in like forever
Also i see the c!Wilbur and c!Tubbo paralells.
"Tommy are we the bad guys?" because of his grief and want of his home back, not feeling like he deserves to get it back.
"We are the bad guys." c!Tubbo says, as he grieves the loss of a family and a home that will only be filled with the ghost of his husband.
Neither are villains.
day 3 of dying and dying and dying and dying
hello mr. president
tired, staggered, and old.
everyone asleep quick post manburg cabinetduo (ft tubbo’s horns growing in and quackity letting him borrow a beanie to hide them for a little while)
art block has kicked my ass, my ass is kicked
Silly guys though
Bonus ocs
Tubbo definitely goes from a scrawny little kid during Manburg to a buff dude in Snowchester
Forgot to make tommy taller whoopsie
Not my best work, but I'm happy with it, really need to make a better c!tubbo design though lol
I sleep soundly knowing c!Tubbo won’t a bad ending. I am also awake till 2 am because I feel like he won’t have any ending. ALSO NO CABINET DUO ENDING IS SAD. >:(