Sometimes the scenarios i make up in my head amaze me.
They are so beautiul, so dreamy, so perfect, so much *needed*, it makes my heart ache from the thought that they can never come true, not ever in the exact same dreamy manner as they do in my mind. I would never find that perrffectt person and never will those deliberate- indeliberate touches and talks and gazes and moments happen...
It leaves me longing and hopeless, I guess my expectations from life , at moments, become too far-fetched.
The only way out, to turn them into reality, is to-
write down the scenario,
develop a story that is actually comprehensible (paiinnnn),
write a novel,
knock doors of publishing houses,
get it published,
work to make it a bestseller,
become a filmwriter and director,
find a producer,
get external validation for script and find rest of the crew ;))
find the perfect music that goes with my fantasy,
find the handpicked perfect cast,
and make it into a adaptation movie.
(excuse the inaccuracy my process. i am not well acquainted with all this, at least not in this universe, but that is just how i imagine)
Then all my dreams *might* come true. Is it too much? or a bare neccesity for my dream to reality journey, i will never know i guess...
(this also totaly disrupts my path of pursuing STEM career, leaving another dilemma at my hand. Life just wouldnt stop being so *REAL*, now, would it ? :I Now my options are a) Reincarnation, b) discover multiverse and travel to the universe where i did write a novel and make a movie about it, by myself, and watch that.... arghh the things we do for the love of love )
this was just a thought, no self-emotions were hurt in this post (ok, maybe a few) (excruciating pain right in middle of heart, a major headache here and there.)
What good is helping people when the only things you get acknowledged for is your mistakes? Mistakes, made because you are just human, and all you were trying to do was help?
Everyone needs their dark space,
a safe place,
in a dark room, under the blanket or
in them closed eyes.
Where they can hide away from the world,
just for a moment,
think the whole goddamn universe
and just be...
" Adversity is the Mother of all things Beautiful... For its only when the Moon sets, a new dawn arrives. "
(og)
If you can't
respect her ,
even as much
as your fellow 'men', your 'bros',
don't even bother
loving her
in the first place.
Cuz you don't even know
that respect is above
all the love that you can show.
Love comes complimentary
with respect and true care,
but they might not come along
with the sole love you show her.
This is as true as it can ever get... We are nothing but the some of everything around us. Everyone and everything, and how we perceive it.
“Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I’ve ever known.”
— Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters
You know how that saying goes, "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all".
I feel like there is a desperate need to bring "if you have something nice to say, don't hesitate at all".
We often fail to realise that when you see something nice or pretty in someone, it's very important that you let them know in the most polite words possible. It's not that hard. If anything, it's the thing that comes most naturally to us social animals.
Most people deal with issues related to self image and sometimes it's important that they get to know how nicely people see them, without having to ask. It brings them out of their own mind.
You might think "oh my god their hair is so fluffy and wavy today i love it" and keep silent and all along they might be thinking that their hair looks wild and like an animal and they hate this much volume and they wish their hair had normal fluff. It's just an example, ykwim.
So if you think something is nice about somebody, who does not need to even be close to you, DON'T HESITATE AT ALL.
Most people never hesitate while being "brutally honest" but will hold every word back when there's something nice to say, cuz they wanna look cool somehow?? I never got that math.
There's no need to lie either, if you don't have anything nice to say, you can always say nothing at all.
But if you do, please for the sake of this world, let that person know. We never know how much someone might need that. And it will always keep the cycle running, of noticing nice things about others and IN TURN, YOURSELF. Cuz how can you hate something in yourself which you found really nice in someone else!
Let's make our society a kind and nice space.
If you have something nice to say, don't hesitate at all!
This is same as a prayer we used to do everyday in our school.... Reminds me of my good old days in previous school.
"Ye mat kaho khuda se ,
meri mushkilen badi hain.
Ye mushkilon se kehedo,
mera khuda bada hai."
Such beautiful lines .... Had to share them
Lets sit out and watch the rain pour. I'll look at you and envy the rain drops that fall on your face, so delicate, sparkling like stars. Tracing down your face like my fingers wish to.
I've never gulped water with such rush. With such restlessness, like i do now. I hope for it to fill me up. Completely. From inside. Like its a heavy plug. The hole in my chest would stop bleeding for once, and my heart would float for a second in the emptiness, it used to drown in.
-mauli