sad-little-toddler

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Bad news: i dont have a best friend anymore and my mind is telling me that its my fault

Trigger warning: mentions of sh

I wonder how people on my dr will react after finding out that im mentally ill and my sh scars.

I scripted that i have all my scars on my dr because im a dramátic hoe

I really need help, im starting to have panick attacks and its killing me

Im almost two months clean but i really need to cut myself

How to see without my eyes ❌👄❌

Things that scream gifted kid burnout

Being on Tumblr, Wattpad. or AO3. especially AO3

Having several unused notebooks, that are empty simply out of fear of "ruining" them.

A caffeine addiction that started with you pulling all nighters that has progressed into you living off of monsters and never sleeping.

Having a praise or degradation kink, I'm sorry dear, I don't make the rules,

Saint Bernard by Lincoln If you wanna listen

Buying books and never reading them and or reading classics just to say you've read them.

Listening to Mitski , specifically Brand New city

All of Bo Burnhams Inside

Being the mom friend (you wanna give people the affection and attention you never received outside of your academic accomplishments.)

Your love language being acts of service

Having an academia playlist but also having a "lets burn the government playlist"

Hozier

Wanting to run away to the woods but also wanting to run away to a big city and cut off everyone from your past.

Having an obsession with office supplies/stationary

Notes app rants

Sometimes i wonder if i count as a burnout, i had pretty decent grades when i was younger but now im to tired to do my homework, i also used to have a lot of friends but now its almost impossible for me to interact with other human beings that are not my only two friends.

I now that i wasnt refered as "gifted" since some of my classmates were better than me but still, i feel like i was better then than now.

Maybe im a burnout happy kid.

Sorry if i ofend someone who read this shit, im just venting.

I just found out another of my toxic traits:

I tend to romantocize a lot of things in my life since i spended lots of time on the internet its hard for me to sepárate reality to fiction

I just relapsed again

My list of what i want to do before dying (for legal reasons this is a joke):

Smoke weed

Rob a bank

Stab a cop

Become rich af

Commit arson

Crash a car

Steal someone's wallet

I finally found out one of my toxic traits.

I dont like asking for help because i feel like im annoyng and i dont wanna bother anyone with my problems

Im a cTommy kinnie yall

Psst, hey kid, kin a DSMP character and I’ll tell you what you need to hear. 

Y/n walked so the pick me girl could run

Sounds fake but ok

Signs you are Happy with where you are in life right now

Ok, Jesus, get it i guess 🙄

Im gonna be honest, if my friends leave me im gonna commit Hanna Baker, they are 2 out of 4 things that keep's me alive

hey i know i said i was gonna be posting a lot, but i just want to put it out there because it really bothers me when writers specify on who “y/n” is

your name, that’s what y/n first started as and i think that people often forget their version of “you” is going to be different from someone who is another race, color, or body type

y/n should be written so vaguely that tall, short, plus sized, black, asian, indian— so vaguely that anyone can put themselves in the place of y/n

maybe your fic says you can run your hands through y/n’s hair, but if a person with a hijab or 4c hair or someone who has shaved their head is reading, what does that say for them?

maybe your fic says y/n is blushing, it’ll barely show on anyone with rich bronze skin or darker than that?

one of the biggest reasons i became a writer was because the question that came to me a lot was how am i supposed to read this, when it’s meant for someone fair skinned and has hair that she can easily put into a “messy” bun?

now everyone who fits that category of fair skin and can do this with their hair, don’t feel called out.

but you better fucking remember that Y/N is an outlet where all people of size, color, and shape should be able to read

i’m not saying i imagine myself with x reader fics, but when i’m reading, i shouldn’t have to fall away from a fic because my boy is leaving red marks on porcelain skin.

fanfic is for everyone and sure there are poc! or person of color tags

but how the hell else am i supposed to know that the reader is someone who i can relate to?

oh and i don’t want anyone in my askbox asking for white reader because wtf? do you need something personalized???

reblog this shit if you agree

I just made a really deep cut and im panicking but not at the disco

Im not a girl but neither a man so fuck it

men are so awful. reblog this if ur a girl with brown eyes

Reblog If Your Blog Is Safe For

Transgender people

Homosexual people

Bisexual people

Genderfluid people

Asexual people

Pansexual people

Autosexual people

Demisexual people

Bigender people

Agender people

Polysexual people

Straight people

Cisgender people

Straight allies of the lgbtqpiad community

ANYONE

Stiles listens to Girl in red, change my mind

I’m bored, sed some hcs!!!

I think some if my scars are fading, you know what that mean.

Time to make more! :D

*(Y/N) runs away crying and up to the roof. She sings fight song with everyone watching below*

*Bakgou comes up behind her*

“I didn’t know you can sing extra”

*Y/N is startled*

“D-DONT SC-SCARE ME L-LIKE THAT B-BAKA”

Seems acurate to me

i made another horrible quiz, come get assigned a niche lgbtq aesthetic such as “strapping young transmasc farmhand” or “morose bisexual sailor”

A magical girl and not the cute/wholesome type

Im having pretty realistic dreams lately

I'll take as a sign that i should try shifting soon

How do i put myself in a coma?

I am asking this since i cant unalive myself without my family and friends feeling bad

Today i woke up with a little cut at the side of my nose, i think ive been atacked by a ghost cat o something

Im not saying i want to unalive myself but i do want to unalive myself

If i was in Obey Me i would make fun of Lucifer, honeslty, i dont care if he kills me if he does that im gonna huant his ass