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YOU hates terfs

How to see without my eyes ❌👄❌

Things that scream gifted kid burnout

Being on Tumblr, Wattpad. or AO3. especially AO3

Having several unused notebooks, that are empty simply out of fear of "ruining" them.

A caffeine addiction that started with you pulling all nighters that has progressed into you living off of monsters and never sleeping.

Having a praise or degradation kink, I'm sorry dear, I don't make the rules,

Saint Bernard by Lincoln If you wanna listen

Buying books and never reading them and or reading classics just to say you've read them.

Listening to Mitski , specifically Brand New city

All of Bo Burnhams Inside

Being the mom friend (you wanna give people the affection and attention you never received outside of your academic accomplishments.)

Your love language being acts of service

Having an academia playlist but also having a "lets burn the government playlist"

Hozier

Wanting to run away to the woods but also wanting to run away to a big city and cut off everyone from your past.

Having an obsession with office supplies/stationary

Notes app rants

Shifting try 1

I didnt make it but the next day i had a kinda lucid dream and it felt pretty realistic.

Im getting closer

I want to shift but im scared that the people in my dr are conscious that im not from their reality and every time i shift they try to kidnapp me or some shit

Im gonna be honest, if my friends leave me im gonna commit Hanna Baker, they are 2 out of 4 things that keep's me alive

My list of what i want to do before dying (for legal reasons this is a joke):

Smoke weed

Rob a bank

Stab a cop

Become rich af

Commit arson

Crash a car

Steal someone's wallet

Yet

Jeff Bezos didn’t even explode :(

This is my OC (credits to the original artist)

Apollo Dolent Gretchen

15 years old

Birthday: october 30

Height: 5'1 (155)

Wizard: Filii Daemonia (a magic user who descent from demons)

Sexuality: gay

Info: He is the last wizard left of his family, lives with his widowed father in a small town called Whispering Hills, wich is filled with supernatural actividity.

His father doesn't know that he is a wizard since he always works outside the house and Apollo usually use that time to practice magic.

He has the ability to talk to ghosts since when he has little he had a very serius accident that temporally killed him.

Has a low self-steem combined with a dark sense of humor, an anarquist ideology along with a strong depression and anxiety.

His mother died at the age of six and two years later after her death, he and his father emigrated to United States.

He doesn't like to talk about her, since he was a very troublesome childe and did ot have a good relationship with his mother, wich make's him feel guilty about her death a he is very reversed with emotions.

Quote: The saying "Blood is thicker than water" is shit, if your family hurts you and abandons you, they are not a family.

Curious fact: He can't create his own spells, enchantments or curses because of his human side but there is a ritual that can fix that.

Likes:

Dark humor

Magic

Music

Sleeping

Anime

Eating

Frogs

Dislikes:

Himself

Most humans

His family (they toxic)

Social events

Thing related to holiness (has an irrational fear)

Frogs (he thinks they are cute but he still afraid of them)

Reblog if after you figured out your sexuality you started quetioning your gender or if you are already questining both your sexuality and gender