manessathevamp

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maybe I was sent to kill him maybe it’s what mother wants

youtube

I’m happy my YouTube is getting views

I’m tired I can’t do this anymore

Black Bat Flower

(tacca chantrieri)

Josie and the pussy cats

I desperately want to cosplay Valerie from Josie and the pussy cats I would post it here if I ever do it

I love how women have sexual freedom under satanism

my ex friend bragged about knowing my address thinking I forgot I knew I just didn’t give a rats ass he not even like that the guy stutters out in public tf I gotta worry for 🧍🏽‍♀️

average Nazi 😂

acting like they didn’t loose to the USSR 😂

I just found out a gay white supremacist is following me 🧍🏽‍♀️ like white people aren’t superior and it’s cringe to think so, I’m honestly not even mad at that type of mentality I laugh at it like how are you gay and a white supremacist at the same time they don’t like gay people 😭 pick a struggle

bpd friend

I had a friend he has bpd and today I had a psychotic episode I tried to text him again and he blocked me idk if I caused that or he probably split or something even so I’m not even mad, he’s genuinely a nice guy and fun to text I did try to him help when he was going through issues if I was the cause for him to block me I’m so terribly sorry I truly am

I keep ruining relationships with people 🙃

voices

I heard voices today and they told me my current new friend is a good person and we should stay in contact so I’ll do just that :)

mother :)

Mother is within us all she is within all forms of life if one isn’t with life then they would have to cleanse themselves because they are sinful and use items that represent life to show your worth to mother, that could be menstrual blood, plants, blood, animals even dirt take care of life as a duty to mother

breaking up

I might break up with my bf I just feel like he doesn’t love me he just doesn’t put in effort or he might submissive idk like I don’t think he ever liked me

I cried so much today because I was upset about my trauma and this song made me feel better

you asked when you knew the answer you saw it happened I hate you mother

Maybe if I was born without a vagina, anal, and breasts I wouldn’t be molested, maybe men wouldn’t sexualize me, maybe male friends wouldn’t try to date me, maybe I wouldn’t be cat called maybe I wouldn’t feel uncomfortable in my own body maybe I would love myself

maybe I am meant to be alone maybe I’m unlikable maybe I’m unlovable i don’t know anymore everyday I have to fight off delusions on wether people actually like me or not I have to fight off isolation

tired

For the past few days I’ve been in pain coughing immensely the allergies and pollen triggered my asthma I was using expired medication but I went to the clinic today so I should be getting them tomorrow, I hated it I had to use my pump. and asthma machine multiple times per day I was scared I would have a asthma attack it’s so scary not being able to breathe :(

can you relate?

I have this issue I don’t like when people are affectionate with me it just disgusts me I don’t know why I legit feel uncomfortable

being satanic means sexual freedom no god telling me when or how to have intercourse to be a satanist is to live for yourself and not for gods

darkness

darkness isn’t evil darkness is creation and the divine feminine the universe first started in darkness when a baby is in its mothers womb it’s dark :)

when I search up ars goetia and I see helluva boss

I almost overdosed 🧍🏽‍♀️

I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)

two faces

I knew that you are a liar I saw the way you treated others who had similar experiences to me, and I didn’t get anything but you rushed to their side to help them that’s when I knew it was all a lie :)

Never trust anyone they all lie :)