I Will Connect With The Gods From My Culture Then I Will Have A Deeper Understanding Of The Divine Feminine

What was the most pain you’ve ever felt?

In the corner of my room I saw a statue of similar to those in meso America it scared me

Maybe if I was born without a vagina, anal, and breasts I wouldn’t be molested, maybe men wouldn’t sexualize me, maybe male friends wouldn’t try to date me, maybe I wouldn’t be cat called maybe I wouldn’t feel uncomfortable in my own body maybe I would love myself

I like torturing myself :)

mother :)

Mother is within us all she is within all forms of life if one isn’t with life then they would have to cleanse themselves because they are sinful and use items that represent life to show your worth to mother, that could be menstrual blood, plants, blood, animals even dirt take care of life as a duty to mother

cum inside you while i tell you that you belong to me

Anyone else homicidal instead of suicidal?

Schizospec culture is not understanding why people demonize voices/hallucinations/delusions so much. They are just trying to keep me safe even if they aren't very good at it.

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