Find your tribe in a Sea of Creativity
I am very very new to the dream smp fandom, but can I just say that I love it? It’s fucking awesome. I just started watching canon two days ago, and I’m hooked, ladies and gentlemen. I have absolutely no idea what’s going on, but I’m hooked.
I came here for a reason, though, not just to introduce myself, though that might be a good place to start. Hi! I’m strawberry frog, you can call me frog, or strawberry, I don’t care which, and I suffer from hallucinations, which is why last night when I stumbled upon the subsection of fanfiction where Technoblade has hallucinations, it made me cry so hard I called my friend up in a huff and a fuss and she thought I was dying. I was so happy. I was so happy, guys, I can’t remember the last time I was this happy. (Ha, I’m saying guys like I have an audience-- remember, kids, words are just for the void. Nobody knows me, and so long as I don’t know them they can’t hurt me.)
Technoblade has hallucinations! Technoblade has hallucinations! Technoblade has schizophrenia in AUs, Technoblade has hallucinations and they cause him problems and they cause him paranoia and distress and all of the things that they cause me and it’s not just part of some half-assed trope where the hallucinations are just a false diagnosis and it’s really just magic powers, superpowers, supernatural influence. No. Technoblade has powers, sure, but the hallucinations aren’t his powers. They’re a side-affect, and a harmful one at that, and I have spent too many long nights hiding alone in my bed from monsters only I can see waiting for this. It makes me so happy, in that twisted, cruel way that being seen in distress strikes your soul like midnight church bells.
My hallucinations are debilitating. I spend days awake at a time, simply hearing my best friend’s death cry on repeat and wondering if this time it’s real or if I’m being stupid again and wondering when it’s going to stop. Technoblade tries his best to drown out the cries for blood, I do my best to drown out my fucked-up delusions and the people I see in my side-view mirror who disappear when I look twice.
I just. I want to know, how did a fucking minecraft fandom make me feel more seen that anything else I’ve ever consumed in my entire life? Please, somebody, tell me. I’ll even present my application for people to talk to me about it.
See? Here: PROS AND CONS OF TALKING TO ME ABOUT THE DREAM SMP
pros:
-I will love you forever
-I know basically like two things so you can explain everything to me in incredible detail and I will listen with great attention and interest and it will make you feel important
-Maybe I’ll write something for you one day
-I’m a lesbian
-I’m the funniest person I know
-I like Technoblade
cons:
-None that I foresee
So. Talk to me?
To the legendary hero that was Technoblade, may he be as loved in his next life as he was in this. May his channel get to a billion subscribers in honor of his greatness, may his close ones be given as much time as they need to heal. Know he was true to himself till the very end and let him rest in peace knowing he made such a wonderful impact on this world.
Goodbye Technoblade. It was an honor knowing you. o7
🍎
musical man
lol zak dies
It isnt much, but I still wanted to show my gratitude to him and for all the memories I've made since joining this fandom <3
And the universe said I love you.
Butchered it a lil bit that's ok because the blade never dies!
I hate how my drawings make me look half my age 😔✋
Also why the fuck does whitener do that? If your gonna cover mistakes why make it worse?
Aside from that and the poor lighting, hope yall like it, maybe someone can do an actually good redraw and I can reblog with random hcs. Also this was a request from someone in techno's server, if yall want me to do something pls dm me, I'd be happy to. Trust me, my art is usually better than this.
1st time drawing wither skull + shadow practice!
Fuck dying markers all my homies hate dying markers
Phil: Who the fuck added me to a fucking group chat?
Techno: Language
Tommy: Yeah Phil, watch your fucking language
Wilbur: OKAY, WHO TAUGHT TOMMY THE FUCK WORD?
Tubbo: 'The fuck word'
Ranboo: Seriously? You guys use the f word all the time.
Phil: Oh my gods he censored it
Tubbo: Say fuck, Ranboo
Tommy: Do it, Ranboo. Say fuck.
Está ai pra quem gostar e é só botar no aleatório:
Youtube Music:
Muito provavelmente vou alterar e colocar mais músicas, mas já está muito boa desse jeito!
Amei esse album! Em especial o cover dessa música, além do gênero ser meu favorito. Techno dance és Maravilindo.
Calminho, romântico, melancólico, alegre, fofo, nostálgico e essa versão de piano faz dormir. Zzzzzz.
Melhor coisa.
E guten nacht para os noturnos da madruga que nem eu.
The Blade
My first sketch of him
Wilbur comes from a poor family and became a mermaid hunter to keep food on the table for his dying father and little brother.
Techno is a mermaid who is constantly hunted to the point that he s missing half his tail fin
MY NEW EP HAS BEEN UNLEASHED UPON THE WORLD!!! COP IT TODAY FOR BANDCAMP FRIDAY <333
。*♡(✿˘з(˘⌣˘✿)✧*。
More of "kalel, no!" from the other day. (✿0ᴗ≦)
:) last 2020 post!
Technoblade was an amazing man he was awesome and creative he was an inspiration to us all made a giant mark on all of hearts and we will forever miss him
Technoblade never dies
Take care of yourselves everyone, it’s going to be a very rough couple of days. It’s going to be a very rough couple of months. It sucks. I’m so sorry to everyone in this community, to the CCs and his family. It’s such a rough hand he was dealt. Drink water, make sure to eat, reach out to friends if you need, try your best not to beat yourself up, I know Techno would want all of us to remember him at his best and be happy for the good times we got. I don’t know how we’re supposed to move on like this but we’ll get through it and always remember the amazing man he was. Technoblade never dies.