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Technoblade and hallucinations

I am very very new to the dream smp fandom, but can I just say that I love it? It’s fucking awesome. I just started watching canon two days ago, and I’m hooked, ladies and gentlemen. I have absolutely no idea what’s going on, but I’m hooked. 

I came here for a reason, though, not just to introduce myself, though that might be a good place to start. Hi! I’m strawberry frog, you can call me frog, or strawberry, I don’t care which, and I suffer from hallucinations, which is why last night when I stumbled upon the subsection of fanfiction where Technoblade has hallucinations, it made me cry so hard I called my friend up in a huff and a fuss and she thought I was dying. I was so happy. I was so happy, guys, I can’t remember the last time I was this happy. (Ha, I’m saying guys like I have an audience-- remember, kids, words are just for the void. Nobody knows me, and so long as I don’t know them they can’t hurt me.) 

Technoblade has hallucinations! Technoblade has hallucinations! Technoblade has schizophrenia in AUs, Technoblade has hallucinations and they cause him problems and they cause him paranoia and distress and all of the things that they cause me and it’s not just part of some half-assed trope where the hallucinations are just a false diagnosis and it’s really just magic powers, superpowers, supernatural influence. No. Technoblade has powers, sure, but the hallucinations aren’t his powers. They’re a side-affect, and a harmful one at that, and I have spent too many long nights hiding alone in my bed from monsters only I can see waiting for this. It makes me so happy, in that twisted, cruel way that being seen in distress strikes your soul like midnight church bells. 

My hallucinations are debilitating. I spend days awake at a time, simply hearing my best friend’s death cry on repeat and wondering if this time it’s real or if I’m being stupid again and wondering when it’s going to stop. Technoblade tries his best to drown out the cries for blood, I do my best to drown out my fucked-up delusions and the people I see in my side-view mirror who disappear when I look twice. 

I just. I want to know, how did a fucking minecraft fandom make me feel more seen that anything else I’ve ever consumed in my entire life? Please, somebody, tell me. I’ll even present my application for people to talk to me about it. 

See? Here: PROS AND CONS OF TALKING TO ME ABOUT THE DREAM SMP

pros: 

-I will love you forever

-I know basically like two things so you can explain everything to me in incredible detail and I will listen with great attention and interest and it will make you feel important

-Maybe I’ll write something for you one day

-I’m a lesbian

-I’m the funniest person I know

-I like Technoblade

cons:

-None that I foresee

So. Talk to me? 

awesamdude supremacy

I think a lot of people are taking C!Tommy hearing C!dream out and accepting his reasonings as forgiveness.

In no way was that what it was. C!tommy didn’t forgive C!dream he just simply listened to him and realised that they both had the same motive.

They both wanted peace on the server and to go back to how it all used to be unfortunately C!dream let the idea of power get to his head and let it control him.

C!dream is still a bad person, he openly admitted to torturing C!tommy and not seeing a problem with it because in his eyes C!tommy was the reason for the lack of peace.

Juts like how I’m C!tommys eyes C!dream was the reason for the lack of peace on the server. They both had their motives and they both went about it different ways but in the end the goal was the same.

C!tommy hearing C!dream out and allowing him to explain isnt forgiveness it’s more of a realisation of everything from the last 2 years and how maybe everything could have stayed the same if maybe they just spoke to each other rather than instantly going to fighting.

And C!tommys little sorry at the end wasn’t an apology for the past more of an apology for what was about to happen. C!tommy had just remembered about the nuke, being so caught up with limbo and C!Dreams explanation that he forgot.

Then the alarms go off and that’s when he remembers. C!tommy had signed them up for their death and there was no escape.

Just after they both realised that maybe they can still get peace on the server, maybe they can start to go back to how it all once was and start to heal, the nuke arrives and all hope is lost.

They’re going to die in this prison, hell on earth for both C!tommy and C!dream. Where they both got tortured and where they both lost a final cannon life (C!tommy twice) and it’s all because C!tommy sealed their fate way before by asking C!tubbo to set off the nuke.

That’s what the sorry was for. Apologising for what was about to happen, for sealing their fate, for essentially getting rid of any and all hope they may have had. Not a sorry for his past and definitely not forgiveness for C!dreams actions.

At the end of the day C!dream is still not a good person and C!tommy knows this but that little bit of hope that maybe they could begin to heal and maybe he could be happy with his friends once again and live in peace was all he needed to not want C!Dream dead for good.

Memories of strangers of brothers

wii boxing 

I've never had cancer but my sister did a few years ago. She's ok now but it messed her up for a while. Cancer fucking sucks so please help those with cancer if your able to :D

Uh not sure if any one has posted this on the hell site but...we should...I think

Also credit to the artist u/Professional_Elitist, I think that who made this. (And by that I mean I think that they are the person made the thing, sorry if that wasn't clear it most likely was but meh)

Guys look it's Micheal

Sorry it's blurry-

this was basically the prison arc right

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 7: Halloween!

TWO ART IN A ROW, WOW!! (Tumblr, don't punch me for this, please…)

Halloween ended 3 days ago, but time and space don't exist for me 😃👍

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 6: Costumes

They are preparing!

No, I haven't forgot, I'm just very busy :))

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 5: Bats Well... One bat. A very annoying bat :)

You have been good today, so you get another art!

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 4: Ghosts

Double ghost!

Am I late? No, never! I'm just living in a different time 👀👉👈

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 3: Vampires

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 2: Pumpkin Carving

Tntduo Halloween Week 2022 - Day 1: Cats

Hello tntblr It's me again :)

Ladies, gentlemen and everybody in between

I present to you my and @roma-sha creation - our first fic! Boo boy centric, endersmile "enemies to friends to brothers", apocalypse setting and lots of angst! Enjoy the trip :D click here

"I am Wilbur Soot! The Fallen Hero: Siren! And you will NEVER forget me now!"

A little You Were Never Meant to be a Hero fanart. I enjoyed this work very much 👉👈

One of the best fics I have ever read!

Oh yes, it's them again 😎🔥🔥🔥

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 8: pride It's the last day and I'm so cool!!! I've completed all of the prompts!!!

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 7: goodbye

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 6: song

Tumbler "banned" my last art and now it is not visible under the tags. Bruh, this is so homophobic 🙄🙄🙄 Update: art is unbanned, yay

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 5: first kiss

Election era tntduo go brrrr

I'm a little late, but I'll try to post art for day 6 in a few hours

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 4: ballroom Dance time!

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 3: comfort 😌

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 2: Genderswapped

It's girls time 🧍‍♀️

tntduo pride week 2022 - day 1: moonlight

I have no regrets 🧍‍

Dtiys in instagram for @/lysarttt

it was my first dtiys and it was a lot of fan to draw it :D

I love when people draw ranboo designs where his black and white half’s are not split evenly and neatly when it looks like splatter paint or something also love when his ears are big and floppy there adorable

my thoughts on Wilbur being from Utah

I hated it at first but now I love what it adds to his character looking back and watching his behavior 

his hatred of Americans was self hatred

And his goals of him wanting to be remembered 

Also his afterlife he was just a average guy working at a gas station boring and always the same so when he got isekaied into another world he lost it I think this ending is great because it’s him going back to his regular life willingly it’s like an Alice in wonderland story where he learns a lesson and returns home changed

I’m also very excited to see fan works with this new information