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This is just a cute post to remind or to tell people that if you want faster and better responses please contact my discord which is :
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I thank you kindly for reading this quick post
omg is your pfp and banners based off lose the princess?? i always loved the character whatt
Hihi!!!! You’re my first ask omg… (*´꒳`*)
And yes!!! I really liked the song while making my profile.. my account is based on Jirai Kei and pink themed characters because i find them cute. I’m a Jirai Kei myself so I also just like the aesthetic a lot too.
Thank you for the ask!!
I haven’t no! I’ve seen art and screenshots around over the years but I never even knew the name of it lmao
Yeah that’s fine lmao!! I don’t mind at all!!
bro i binged that shit i liked it a lot but the slow burn was almost as slow as cupid’s chokehold is planned to be-i wanted to die at how dense they both were
okidoki!! you officially have ur new tag ✨✨
Honestly that’s so fair, that’s where I get my dub content also lmao
Yeah it’s not fun but hey, rents paid
Sorry lmao,, if it helps my irl nickname is Beehop lmao (it’s my name in alphabetical order)
Idk dog I’m no good with naming things
ohmg i just started watching kimi ni todoke?? finally lol its been on my watchlist for YEARS have you seen it??? bro why didn’t someone make me watch this ages ago?? i love it???
cute! do you mind if i make it ur tag? i think it looks pretty cool :D
SORRY JUST SAW THE THING LMAO
idk?? I’ve never been a dub person lmao so I have NO idea,,,
Yes it was very fun!! It’s really nice to make time for silly things like that,, cause I work ALL the time lmao (like 40-50 hours a week)
!!! Imma go read the new chapter now!! So excited for it!!!!!
lowkey don't remember if i watched it in dub or sub anymore.. like i really might have just watched in sub and watched dub compilations on yt
BRO😨... ur stronger than me fr i'd be burnt out after the first week
🫶🫶
i need to make you ur own tag atp bc we be yapping but idk what to put 🧐
That’s sad lmao,,, though I’m a sub girlie myself haha
I had a girls night with one of my irl friends!! We got drunk, complained about life and watched anime!! We got through the first season of Haikyuu, went to bed, snapped awake at like 7 a.m. then watched most of BNA
Other than that work has been kicking my ASS
I JUST SAW A TIKTOK OF THE MOVIE’S DUB AND I GENUINELY DONT RECOGNIZE IT AT ALL???(except tanaka and kuroo) I SAW IT IN SUB BOTH TIMES BUT DID THE CASTING CHANGE OR HAS IT JUST BEEN THAT LONG SINCE IVE HEARD THE DUB
ALSOOO I JUST FINISHED WRITINGGG CHP 5
mighttt post it today but idk if i want to wait until tomorrow since the last chapter was also posted on a monday 🧐🧐
glad you had fun! it’s always nice to rewatch an anime especially w other people lolol
Absolutely!!! Take the time that you need!! I’ll still be here to read it whenever it comes out!!
And I FELT that,,, I’m always STARVING for really just any fics for him tbh
ohmg i had a dream last night where i was rummaging through a pile of dvds and found all four seasons of the haikyuu dub and i got so excited-safe to say that's the most disappointed i've ever been to wake up.
anyways that pretty much sums up my little break how have you been the last two-ish days^^
Mmmm that’s so fair,,,, I feel like my actual writing always leans really formal and I hate it 😃😃
I’m so excited!!! I’m so down bad for this man and your fic I’m frothing at the mouth for more 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡
i have like a quarter of the chapter left to write but i’m gonna take a little break now
im a bit busy tomorrow but hopefully i’ll be able to finish it and post it friday morning unless i decide to make another midnight post^^
im so glad ppl actually like ittt 🫶🫶 i started it mostly self indulgent bc it was hard to find a smaus for him that weren’t like abandoned
It really is lmao
Also I felt that in my bones!! I was writing a silly lil thing for MHA YEARS ago and had to take a break from writing for personal reasons and then I just fell out of the fandom in general,,, but I had MUCH more fun with the texting/twitter bits than I did the actual writing portions lmao
But I’m genuinely so excited for what’s to come lmao 😳😳🥴🥴🥴
broo im fighting myself over which writing style to use bc its so natural for me to write in 3rd person omniscient but i prefer reading in second person and i hate ittt
look forward to it!! i actually have so many plans and ideas i want to share but im waiting until i get to a certain point in the series before i announce anything 😔😔 its killing me so badd
THATS MY HUSBND AAAAHHHH SO HANDSOME!!!!!🩷💕❤️❤️💕💕❤️🩷❤️🩷💕
Lmao no worries hubby takes care of me 🥵 (lmao but fr I’ve learned when I need to take proper breaks and such!!)
YESSSS THATS still one of my favorite jokes, and I say it ALL the time,, to the point my roommates will quote it with me lmao and none of them have any interest in sports anime whatsoever lmao
okioki good-as long as you don’t overdo it!!
hdhdjd that’s how yk a bit’s made it somewhere lolol
working on chapter 5 rn and i hateeee writing actual words i don’t really i actually love writing its just more of a love/hate kinda thing://
praying i can get this bit over with and get back to the texting bits soon🙏
(Sorry for late ish response work made me sad)
But I’m also rewatching!! I’m about to start the Seijoh match in season 2 I’m screaming!! I always forget how much I LOVE all the characters!!! I get a new top 10 every time I rewatch!!
Yaku will always be my #1 ACTUAL HUSBAND though 😤😤✊🥴
awww noo make sure you get enough rest
i saw the movie again today and ur man ateee
i got to the point in the rewatch the other day where daichi died and i cried of laughter. i couldn’t stop laughing bc i forgot how much we joked ab him actually dying and saying “nice kill tanaka”
THATS SO CUTE I LOVE THEM lomls fR I have phone cases for both of them 😌😌
And itS DAMB NEAR IMPOSSIBLE SOMETIMES
rewatching haikyu bc i miss it <3 on season two rn (my fav) hinata and kageyama are currently suffering through saeko’s driving rest their souls
bro the yaku and noya have a special place in my heart they’re both so important to me its unreal
That’s so real honestly (I’ll probably be wearing my Yaku jersey lmao)
That’s so real,,, but I also have stupid low iron and fucking CRAZY high blood pressure so I have a hard time differentiating what is from where LMAO
i dont really remember the yaku scenes bc they were so few but most of them were basically talking ab his relationship/small rivalry w noya it was so wholesome tho i could hardly call it a rivalry
dhskdjd wait i kinda get that its hard to tell isn’t it?
Damb,,,, it makes me so sad that he’s so undocumented(?) or just not as well loved as other characters because he’s LITERALLY my husband
I’m not surprised Bokuto rivaled him in screen time as Bokuto IS a fan favorite (he’s actually my little brothers fav)
I FELT that dog I SEVERELY need to be medicated for my anxiety it gets BAD
IKRRR I LOVE HIM🫶
BUT BOKUTO HAD MY ATTENTION THE ENTIRE TIME IM NGL MY MAN💞 (i was in fact wearing a fukurodani hoodie despite the fact they werent playing) yo ur brother has great taste 🤞
its crazy bc i just realized this the other day, but when i get anxious, it’s not really my hands that start shaking (i mean they do but not often) but my legs-there’s this specific muscle near my left knee that honestly bothers me bc it twitches a lot-but i’ll get so nervous that my legs start to feel funny and it feels like i cant walk or i’ll just fall
DOG I FORGOT ABOUT IT TOO LMAO NO WORRIES
Lucky!!! I haven’t been able to see it yet,,, I have CRAZY stupid anxiety so I don’t wanna watch it by myself and none of my roommates are into Haikyuu,,, but I FINALLY convinced one of my work friends to binge it so we can go see it together lmao
IM SO WXCITED TO SEE MY BOY ON THE BIG SCREEN THE LOML
BRO YOU BETTER GET READY I DON’T REMEMBER SEEING HIM A LOT
HE WAS IN THE MATCH THE WHOLE TIME BUT BRO PROBABLY HAD LESS SCREEN TIME THAN BOKUTO AND MOST OF HIS SHOTS WERE JUST HIM WATCHING IN THE STANDS
the scenes he was in were really cute tho 😭
being scared to watch it alone is real tho, i ended up watching it with people i know but am not really close with because i didn’t think my friends would wanna watch it w me 😭😭
OMFG THANK YOU
I like your theme too 😳😳
But what can I say? Yaku was my first love,, and you never forget your first!! Evidently I’ve talked about him for years enough that my family knows who he is without having ever seen the show!! Last time I got a new phone my father got me a phone case with Yaku on it!! And he barely comprehends that anime exists as a genre!! It actually made me cry!!
WAIT INFLUENCING THE FAMILY IS ACTUALLY CRAZY
im not that dedicated 💔💔
with bokuto tho? 🫣
love him and everyone knows 🫶🫶
Something, something... Angst art :>
I played a bit with the filters on the second one
Also Wraith I will write my part as soon as my pretty little head will be so kind and remember what I wanted to write yesterday
Also I know I didn't quote Nightmare perfectly but I drew this at like 10 pm yesterday and I remembered it wrong pretend that's what he said-
Wrote something based on the idea Cray and I thought of:
Desperation wasn't new to Killer. It was what drove him into madness in the first place, filled his soul with so much Hate that he scarecely recognized himself as a Monster. Sometimes, he'd find himself lost in the hallways of the castle while his soul melted like those DT-riddled amalgams.
And he knew Nightmare wasn't far behind, hands and claws grasping at his shoulders and throat, whispering all of his sins like a Judge. It wasn't rare to see Killer hunched against a wall and sob so hard he choked on his own breath.
He'd remember Cross try making his way to him - or was that Horror? - and say something muddled but stop. Maybe they realized he was a lost cause and gave up trying. Or Nightmare simply selt them away. He can't quite tell with how his sockets flood with liquid Hate.
Sometimes, he seeks Nightmare out before an episode, when he can feel it in the back of his mind and thrumming in his soul. Staggering into Nightmare's office and collapsing at his feet as his legs gave out.
If there was one thing he did remember, it was the way Nightmare smiled at him. Like someone sick with pleasure at seeing another in pain. It was a mean smile, one he'd made all the time before the episodes came more frequently. It was a wonder Nightmare still sent him on missions. Maybe he liked watching Killer try to take lives before seizing up.
"Killer."
His head tilts up from his spot on the dark carpet, knees rubbed raw from kneeling.
"Who allowed your thoughts to wander. Pay attention."
With that, punishment came swift and agonizing - a tentacle had shot itself right through his ribs and forced his body to tilt back as he was pinned in place.
"AAAAGH!!! Uhhhnn...! Hah... hah.....hah... sorry...." He grunts out, pain shocking through his bones with every faux breath.
Every moan of pain was met with a slow twist of the tendril, never once giving Killer a moment of reprieve.
"Mm. You came to my office to hurt. Don't waste my generosity."
Killer slowly grins, he cant help it. Yeah... He deserved this. He needed it. Someone to keep hurting him. Because after all that fucked up stuff he did, maybe it was about time he paid for it.
Another tentacle shot through him, and his head was thrown back as he screamed. He screamed and eailed until his throat was hoarse and no sound could escape. Nightmare's laughter quickly filled the silence instead, his twisted glee replacing his bloodcurdling screeching.
Any would have thought this was torture beyond measure, a fate anyone would do anything to avoid meeting again.
But they knew. They both knew.
He would come back for more.
And Killer would be the magician and would name himself the "Mad hatter" and Cross would be his assistant just to make sure he doesn't do dumb shit and hurt himself
And Horror would be some kind of polymorph, and Dust would be the tamer
And Ink would be the clown
And Error would be the stage master
And Blue and Lust would give out the tickets
And they would call themselfs "The Sansircus"
GUYS HEAR ME OUT
Dream and Nightmare part of a circus and theyre both trapeze artists
WAIT WAIT I HAVE MORE
And by the time Killer realizes that Nightmare hurts him more and he's behind half of his suffering, he already became masochist, and so, since he's having his trauma waves less and less, he starts causing himself physical pain, but because of that, his body grows weaker everyday, until he cannot get up.
And that's the point were Nightmare realizes what he had done is almost the same thing what others had done to him in the past, and decides on trying to help Killer.
To that, Killer would have two kind of reaction:
The first one is, that he pushes Nightmare away, because his mind is telling him to get hurt, but he knows it would kill him, and thinks Nightmare would just make it worst.
The second is that Killer lets Nightmare close to him, because he wants Nightmare to hurt him, since he doesn't realize psychical damage can be just as bad as physical.
Neither has a good outcome.
i don't think we talk about when Killer isn't smirking or causing chaos.
Those dark moments he has alone in his room when he can't think of anything to do, or is too unwell to get up and do anything. Nothing can distract him from the horrors of his trauma.
Hatred having no outlet other than himself.
Girl, I genuenly thought first that you were gonna say he's sleeping.
But on the other hand, Nightmare can take away negative emotions to use them, right (Or at least that's my headcanon, idk how you feel about that)? But he isn't taking away his negative feelings, because he enjoys it. And that could be one of the reasons why he wanted Killer to join him in the first place. He wanted to feel all that negativity stronger, he wanted to enjoy it more, so he came up with the solution that he brings the source, A.K.A. Killer closer to himself.
And so, Nightmare isn't letting Cross, Dust and Horror help him neither, because with their help his negativity source would get weaker in minutes.
i don't think we talk about when Killer isn't smirking or causing chaos.
Those dark moments he has alone in his room when he can't think of anything to do, or is too unwell to get up and do anything. Nothing can distract him from the horrors of his trauma.
Hatred having no outlet other than himself.