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So I decided to rework my old BSD tattoo and flower shop au

I finally decided to come back to this au after a lengthy hiatus from it, why did I suddenly come back to it? I just recently got a tattoo for myself and it reminded me of this thing I made so why not improve it since I'm bsd obsessed again.

Character lineup:

ADA (Armed Design Agency)

Additional Info:

Their shop is one of the best in their area

As intimidating as the place is, the people there are fairly welcoming

Kunikida is the only person there to make sure the place stays in top condition

The owner has strong values of sentimentality and remembrance in the form of tattoos

PM (Port Meadow)

Additional Info:

A go to spot for the best bouquets

Located across the street from the ADA

Rumours say the flower shop is a front for the owner to hide crime activity

Hirotsu and Kouyou have worked in the shop the longest and both know a lot more about the place

Miscellaneous characters (+Guild Coffee Shop)

Additional Info:

Around the block is a cozy coffee shop run by Francis

Lucy and Atsushi became friends after a scar cover up session

Poe is considered Ranpo's favourite client

Kyouka's parents are alive but they're always overseas

Made a rushed fanart for Chuuya because it's his birthday :>

I did 16yo Chuuya so it could be his sweet sixteen lmao

Why they so pretty.

Hi! Are you able to make a “bro, I am straight up not having a good time” but with aku instead of atsushi? You don’t have to!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUYA MY FAVORITE PORT MAFIA EXECUTIVE<33

I didn't draw Chuuya anything for his birthday sadly 😔 but happy birthday, chibi :]

Moving my Inktober BSD content over here real quick...

IMAGINING AKUTAGAWA WITH ATTACHMENT ISSUES AFTER ATSUSHI DIED IN FRONT OF HIM (or vice versa)

God I know they suck at actually communicating their feelings with words and instead die for each other, but I can't get the possibility of Akutagawa being majorly effected by Atsushi's death enough to where he can't bear to leave Atsushi alone, out of my head

(side note: I think Akutagawa should join the Agency. We already know from beast he'd make a pretty decent detective)

I know Akutagawa's terrified of losing Atsushi. And Atsushi had to die to save him for him to even realize that 🙏 Asagiri you wizard I love how you write Sskk's relationship

But like, just imagine an Akutagawa trailing Atsushi around like a lost dog (one could almost say...a stray dog) on his days off or Akutagawa constantly checks up on him and calls him or just like small little, caring things like that. Akutagawa with the realization of how much Atsushi means to him

Also, speaking of sskk clinginess; sskk reunion

Asagiri is most likely going to do what none of us expects with however he approaches the sskk reunion, but oh my goodness every new chapter that drops changes my ideas for how it'll unfold

I wonder if they'll talk. If they'll hug. They should probably hug. And talk. They really need to talk atp

And you know they're going to argue. But not a real argument, the kind of sskk argument that they only do to talk about their actual problems

Ohhhh there's just so many layers to sskk and I don't know if I can pluck them all apart. And right now I'm really just wondering about the what ifs of their changed relationship

(I'm absolutely PINING for a chance of Atsushi asking "do you hate me?" which makes Akutagawa have to answer with his current/future character growth)

Little guy 🧡

Do you think Beast Atsushi has nightmares of Akutagawa with his neck slashed open

i haven't seen anyone say this so

if this is gonna happen immediately after atsushi comes back from wherever he is it would be the first time he sees akutagawa after he remembered everything.

AND

Akutagawa remembered atsushi after he "died"

SO IN OTHER WORDS, as far as atsushi knows, akutagawa still doesn't remember him.

Akutagawa is LITERALLY telling him that he remembers without actually saying it isn't he

sskk reunion hug but now atsushi knows that by embracing akutagawa he's also embracing HIM

what if Atsushi kept the coat. What if after all of this he tries to hand it to Akutagawa, who just swats it away and hugs Atsushi tight. What THEN

Look at his face. Look at his sorrow

The absolute most solemn look I've seen on Akutagawa, where he realizes Atsushi wasn't just some beast he could kill. Atsushi wasn't just an obstacle or a test, because Atsushi is human

Akutagawa sees that in him

I have no idea how Asagiri is gonna handle the end of the six months deal, knowing him it's going to be what literally no one could've expected, but the premise really interests me now. It always did beforehand, but still, now we know more about how Akutagawa feels about Atsushi. And Akutagawa doesn't know it yet, but Atsushi witnessed his past and trauma. They're bonded, connected and understand each other on yet another level now

And genuinely, I don't think Akutagawa can kill Atsushi

Ty @dancing-dawn for the tag! This seems fun

Last song: Change by Taylor Swift; I found a used CD of Fearless at this record shop and it's the stolen version, I decided to buy it because it was already used. Change was the last track on the CD lol (also it came with a beautiful Love Story poster, it's amazing<3)

Fave color: green all the way. Moss green, I'd say. I also love light pink, and grey/white/cream

Last show: Supernatural :> I love Supernatural if anyone who reads this hasn't seen it I highly recommend it it changed my life and it's literally so amazing

Last movie: Forrest Gump. I honestly enjoyed the movie, it's awfully unique. I'd say it's an American classic and I liked it a lot more than I expected (yes I cried a little)

Last book: Bsd volume 20, does that count? 😭 If manga doesn't count, then Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. I know Twilight gets made fun of a lot but personally I enjoy it 😭🙏 I love vampires (Atsushi and Bella have sm in common, with their vamp bfs especially)

Fave flavor: probably coffee flavor, or mango. They're both very different but usually you can't go wrong with either

Tea or coffee: tea! :D can't live without it tbh, I love chai tea the most

Currently working on: filling up an entire page in my huge ass sketchbook with only drawings of Atsushi (I've already decided on the title of the art work and it's called "pov you look in Akutagawa's sketchbook")

Relationship status: single 😔 I low-key want a boyfriend ngl, I met this one boy at my library and he was really charming and cute oml I hope I see him againnn

Last thing I googled: probably ao3 😭 I have approximately 500 thousand billion ao3 tabs open and I never close them and I keep opening them

Looking forward to: Reputation and Debut TV<33

Current obsession: did someone say sskk, I swear I heard someone say sskk, because yes, it's sskk. I would die for them atp have you seen sskk they should get married and kiss and I love them and oh my God asagiri writes them so well I'm obsessed sskk my loves I love them I'm so normal about them I swear but also I'd jump off a cliff for sskk but like in the normalest way possible

anyways, tags~

@mi1ikan @randomkorndog @solanumflare @spaceace00

Tagged by @dickggansey tyyy Nico i love doing these <3

Last song: Dream Boy - Waterparks

Fave colour: Red and purple

(More specifically the shades cadmium red deep and dioxazine purple❤️💜)

Last tv show: Watched old episodes of Project Runway earlier today (does this count)

Last movie: I'm currently watching Angels and Demons

Last book: The last book i properly read was BSD Gaiden, but i've been rereading some short stories by Ray Bradbury from "The Golden Apples of the Sun"

Fav flavour: I don't think i've one but for the sake of the game i'll say Peach i love peach flavored candy so much, (and the actual fruit!!)

Tea or coffee: Coffee

Currently working on: Besides the endless drawing wip pile i've been looking into making my own keychains ^^

Relationship status: Single

Last thing i googled: "The Great Gatsby" (needed to check the year of publication)

Looking forward to: Can't think of anything ajdhsjs maybe going to a sticker fair with my friends later this month and the manga tomes i ordered arriving

Current obsession: Bungou Stray Dogs (i've been riding the new chapter high) and i'm less vocal about it but recently i got into Honkai Star Rail, it's slowly taking over me

No pressure tags: @angelozi @gothicmatter @uncannyannieg @gyagu @kyouka-supremacy @knightzp & anyone who wants to do it!

Saw someone on Twitter saying that maybe Dazai image shattering and becoming the headmaster was because Atsushi saw Dazai for who he really was and now the headmaster and him are in the same level.

Two abusers who stripped the humanity out of children for "their own good"

I'm literally throwing up rn don't talk to me

It's a sskk fanfic competition and your opponent is Asagiri Kafka, who has written:

sskk riding each other

sskk biting each other's neck

sskk having romantic dates on huge ships

Coffee shop!AU

... where sskk try to kill each other in said coffee shop

Inverted!AU

Knight!Akutagawa

"Just the two of us?"/"Do we need any more?"

"Away with you, you fool."

And more to come.

You are not winning.

It really was homoerotic bloodsucking…

we need an international sskk day. 8/8 or 1/22 are contenders...

bro got so relaxed during a nap he un-tigered

sskk fans (me) really won with this chapter i will never get over it.

“And then… and then…” AND THEN WHAT AKUTAGAWA? YOU FELL IN LOVE??

Mood: atsushi reaching for akutagawa as one of them dies

Atsushi asked "why did you save me?"

Akutagawa wondered "why did you protect me?"

And that's just...sad

It's sad that they're so doubtful of the other's feelings. Atsushi doesn't feel like he deserves to be loved, and although he's connected to Akutagawa and they have a trust that runs deeper than words, I think he's scared that Akutagawa doesn't care for him, and he doubts and doubts and doubts

We don't know the full canon reason on why Akutagawa saved Atsushi, but we know it's because he *cares*, but Atsushi doesn't know that yet

I don't think that Atsushi doubts Akutagawa's strength or abilities, or his capacity to care for others. I think Atsushi doubts how lovable he himself is, he thinks he's not worth loving, not worth anything

And it's similar with Akutagawa, he probably thinks whatever he feels towards Atsushi is one-sided, and maybe he even fears that Atsushi hates him (although he obviously doesn't 😔)

They've been abused and traumatized emotionally so much that I think it's hard for them to realize how much they care for and about each other

I'm sure there will eventually be a chapter or two where Atsushi and Akutagawa can finally talk, and I can't wait for that because it'll really show their combined perspective on who are they are together

God they're so in love

Asagiri why do you do this to me

that one saying " to be loved is to be changed " but its akutagawa from the beginning of the manga slowly evolving to become way softer and loving and turning into what we saw in the last chapter, i love how the artstyle also changed, he looks so beautiful atsushi must be really jn love with him

FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT IT ISN'T HATE

Akutagawa 👏 doesn't 👏 hate 👏 him

He was just told to hate him, taught to hate him

Akutagawa was so ready to despise Atsushi, to kill him, and then...

And then he really saw Atsushi for who he was

He learned about Atsushi and grew to know him and trust him, seeing Atsushi as his other half

He saw Atsushi from his own perspective, no one else's

I think he loves Atsushi.

if, you know, he didn’t think Atsushi was already dead

You’ve got to be fucking kidding me

"you know the reason yourself, don't you?"/ "and then..." of course it's going to be left at that. what could he even say. what exists between the two of them is ineffable, larger than life. they're literally going to defeat god with it. no words. only actions.