you cannot lie to me anymore :)
I prayed for her to protect a child her energy is so heavy, I’m so exhausted
I might break up with my bf I just feel like he doesn’t love me he just doesn’t put in effort or he might submissive idk like I don’t think he ever liked me
Mother is within us all she is within all forms of life if one isn’t with life then they would have to cleanse themselves because they are sinful and use items that represent life to show your worth to mother, that could be menstrual blood, plants, blood, animals even dirt take care of life as a duty to mother
;)
schizophrenic horror fans are gods strongest soldiers
Im Ngl I feel like what I do to myself isn’t even self harm like idk why I do it honestly it’s relaxing like when people drink tea or something I’m not aroused by it at all I’m not a masochist I can’t even explain half the shit I feel and when I try to people try to speak for me I hate that I hate people like is it really bad to harm yourself and torture yourself if it makes me feel relaxed and content?
I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)
"A symptom of being schizotypal is dressing weirdly"
You can just say you have no fashion sense it's okay
Mother wants you to seek her, all you have to do is call out to her, her energy is pure and ultraviolet :)