I Had A Psychotic Episode Yesterday And The Maintenance Saw My Hell Of A Room When I Was Outside Now

This is how men should flirt with me

I’m so tired of men why can’t I just be friends with guys who don’t like me why do they always treat me like a sex object why do I keep getting harassed by them why do they pretend to be my friend for months just for them to confess they like me I’m tired of it I don’t like you or want you all I want is to be friends then my kindness turns to hate for them and then they blame me as if I did anything stop treating women like potential girlfriends I’ve had this problem done one me so many times It’s mentally exhausting then they get upset when I say I hate all men or I hate men like go fuck a man or something

Blood Bath 🩸🩸🩸

Im Ngl I feel like what I do to myself isn’t even self harm like idk why I do it honestly it’s relaxing like when people drink tea or something I’m not aroused by it at all I’m not a masochist I can’t even explain half the shit I feel and when I try to people try to speak for me I hate that I hate people like is it really bad to harm yourself and torture yourself if it makes me feel relaxed and content?

Does anyone know any schizotypal characters I want to relate to them :(

I love mother :)

STPD culture is being worried you're accidentally sending out secret messages to people because you just assume everyone reads into things just as much as you do

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I destroy everything I touch

I fear I am getting worse I do not trust my therapist or my psychiatrist to tell them this

Maybe if I was born without a vagina, anal, and breasts I wouldn’t be molested, maybe men wouldn’t sexualize me, maybe male friends wouldn’t try to date me, maybe I wouldn’t be cat called maybe I wouldn’t feel uncomfortable in my own body maybe I would love myself