This Is How Men Should Flirt With Me

it feels good to burn your skin with hot water

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I can’t take it anymore I’m going insane

I know there all lying to me

Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.

Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.

Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.

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i require a lot of love and attention to be functional

The only man I love is my bf

its not psychosis its divine knowledge this time