Sometimes Stpd Is Shame. Constant Shame. Shame So Intense It Bleeds Out From You, Into The Rest Of The

Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.

Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.

Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.

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3 weeks ago

I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)


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1 week ago

Josie and the pussy cats

I desperately want to cosplay Valerie from Josie and the pussy cats I would post it here if I ever do it

Josie And The Pussy Cats

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3 months ago

cluster a culture is having a safe person who you'd like to talk about stuff and things with and then just. *loud incorrect buzzer* wrong! actually you should shut up forever

3 months ago

I’ve been feeling an entity watching me for the past couple of weeks


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2 months ago

I miss being high

3 months ago

I’m getting suspicious of a family member trying to make me sick


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1 month ago

I don’t want to interact with society anymore I want to be alone


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2 months ago

Last night I was terrified to fall asleep because I felt like I was being watched again :(


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