Oc

Yesterday on the train I didn’t feel real I felt hallow

I do not believe anyone when they tell me they love me

Anyone get scared to sleep to sleep because they feel entities watching them

I had a psychotic episode yesterday and the maintenance saw my hell of a room when I was outside now I’m embarrassed

I’m tired I can’t do this anymore

i require a lot of love and attention to be functional

bpd friend

I had a friend he has bpd and today I had a psychotic episode I tried to text him again and he blocked me idk if I caused that or he probably split or something even so I’m not even mad, he’s genuinely a nice guy and fun to text I did try to him help when he was going through issues if I was the cause for him to block me I’m so terribly sorry I truly am

Disrespecting a mother is sinful