I Want To Write Relationships That Are Complicated.

Dear Innocence,

                                Where are you?                                 What happened?                                 Who I’m I?

&. SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

“please look at me.”

“is s/he really just a friend?”

“i’m just disappointed.”

“you know i’m not like that.”

“don’t give me space. that’s the last thing i want with you.”

“i know you still love me.”

“i can’t think straight with you.”

“why are you so stubborn?”

“don’t do this here.”

“trust me on this.”

“please don’t misunderstand me.”

“you… you never had a problem with it before.”

“i know i shouldn’t be here.”

“what do you mean by that?”

“you deserve more.”

“can you just kiss me? one last time? that’s all i ask.”

“i’m scared.”

“i swear i’ll do things different this time.”

“s/he’s beautiful. i hope s/he makes you happy.”

“i want to believe you, i do.”

“not everyone is going to hurt you.”

“i’m… i’m trying. i really am.”

“i can’t sleep.”

“how long will this go on for?”

“can i hug you?”

“do you ever mean the things you say?”

“you won’t understand.”

“you’re making me think that what they told me about you was right.”

“am i too late?”

⨳ — BLACK SAILS; I

send one for my muse's reaction!

“We must surrender while we still can.” “What are you doing? Why aren’t you on deck with the crew?” “Oh, so you’re a coward, then?“ “Get down!“ “You know who that is out there?“ “Good cooks are in short supply, even for criminals.” “Please, let me inside.“ “Move away from the door!“ “We also know what it’s like to see our brothers die in the service of no end other than a tyrant’s pride.” “This one wants to join. Says he can cook.” “Minor obstacle. But we’re getting close.“ “What a cunning bastard you are.“ “I won’t give you the satisfaction of crying out.” “Justice is about to be done, and you turn your back.“ “No, no. I never said never. I’m too old to be using that word.” “This is one of those times where we pretend that we both don’t know that you’re lying.” “Get the fuck out. You want to run at first sign of trouble, be my guest, but don’t expect me to fucking help you.” “Now what the fuck do you want?“ “When you are strong, you are a necessary evil. When you are not strong, you are likely soon to be dead.” “It’s my money, isn’t it? Must I answer for how I spend it?” “Tell me, what is it that is so precious to you?” “Pleasure should be shared equally. It’s the only way to avoid hurt feelings.” “Look, this deal, it’s really a terrible idea. There are so many ways it could go wrong.” “Me, I can’t help myself. I see an opportunity, I take it. It’s a sickness. Truly. But you, you can still walk away.” “I wondered when this visit would come.” “You’re in a festive mood.“ “You should keep your distance till I signal you to return for me. If anything should happen and I don’t return soon…” “Your man in [LOCATION]. I need you to make an introduction.” “You may have nothing to lose, but I have a future planned I’m not so willing to throw away.” “Let me make myself plain. I will have that name.“ “[NAME]. You’ve caught me at business. I must ask you to return another day.” “Tell me something, [NAME]. Do you have gossip here?“ “Do I even want to know?“ “You are so ready to see the worst you cannot see what is right in front of your nose.” “The world is so full of surprises. Let it surprise you.“ “We have no kings here. I am your king.“

jesslynshepard:

friend: can i send you this meme / turn this into a thread? me:

Last ones for tonight

Searching - Submitted by SHIROASA #deefb7 #98dfaf #5fb49c #414288 #682d63

“STAND   STILL,   STAY   SILENT”   STARTER   MEME.

❛   what’s with the hostility?   ❜

❛   there’s literally nothing worth seeing or experiencing outside.   ❜

❛   you just had to show up, didn’t you?   ❜

❛   i don’t want you to be all alone.   ❜

❛   it’s for your own protection.   ❜

❛   i wish i could understand what is happening right now.   ❜

❛   …do you need to talk?   ❜

❛   i don’t care.  you can leave now.   ❜

❛   i want to sleep forever.   ❜

❛   but…you have to keep going. you promised me you would.   ❜

❛   sorry, sorry!  i’ve crossed a line, i’ll back off.   ❜

❛   thank you  ——  for trying to help.  and not leaving me behind.   ❜

❛   i swear i’m not like that anymore.   ❜

❛   it’s not an insult, just a statement.   ❜

❛   i misread the situation.   ❜

❛   i wish…we had gone home already.   ❜

❛   you were supposed to go to bed, you know.   ❜

❛   don’t be afraid!   ❜

❛   it’s been awhile, huh?   ❜

❛   i missed you too.   ❜

❛   do something about your hair, it’s a disgrace of a mess.   ❜

❛   you have done a good job.   ❜

❛   did you wake up in a bad mood?   ❜

❛   don’t go anywhere without me  ——  …please?   ❜

❛   _____…focus on me.   ❜

❛   we’ll see each other again some day.   ❜

❛   don’t be sad.   ❜

❛   i’m sorry.   ❜

❛   you can’t leave me like this!   ❜

❛   uhh, could you slow down?  i’m not catching a word.   ❜

❛   you don’t understand anything.   ❜

❛   no matter what, we’ll at least be friends.   ❜

❛   don’t touch that!   ❜

❛   i’ll leave you behind if you are a risk.   ❜

❛   do you want something?   ❜

❛   could you leave, or…   ❜

❛   can we both agree to not investigate what the source of that was?   ❜

❛   i’m tired.  so very tired.   ❜

❛   come on, now.  be truthful.   ❜

❛   i am not here for your salvation.   ❜

❛   the world will be made to suffer with me.   ❜

❛   sometimes you young people give me migraines.   ❜

❛   it’s not acceptable to give up and die without trying.   ❜

❛   why…why aren’t you freaking out?   ❜

❛   unbelievable.  attention span like a pigeon.   ❜

❛   how can you just sit in here doing nothing and not go insane?!   ❜

❛   you can’t help me. ❜

❛   you’re such a…piss head!  i hate you!   ❜

❛   …i can’t be alone… ❜

❛   i saw something move over there!   ❜

Horoscope: Sagittarius, Pt. 1 - day

starters based on things my group chat has said.

❛Shit, I’m being attacked by porcelain clowns.❜

❛I think ___ and I just cringed from how white that was.❜

❛I’m fine with you punching me in the nads, but don’t you mess with my Pepsi.❜

❛I need to like, cry.❜

❛My beautiful voice mimics the words everyone is thinking, but is too shy to say. ‘Fuck you, ____’, I whisper into the air. A sigh of relief fills the audience. They all nod their heads in agreement. Hushed voices all around the auditorium, all carrying the same message. ‘Fuck you, _____’.❜

[TEXT] Stop with the :3c face. Nothing good ever happens when you do the :3c face.

[TEXT] andnlifhtbg3ts mad [TEXT] grts mad [TEXT] gets mad [TEXT] that one

❛We have to put a warning label on _____.❜

❛What? Is my three-inch thruster too much to handle?❜

❛Yeah, but isn’t your ego as big as your dick? WAIT, FUCK.❜

❛If only you knew I made 32k since June. Then you would treat me differently.❜

[TEXT] _____, will you space succ me?

❛I can’t believe that ______ is going to space suck ______.❜

❛______ is a tranquiliquest.❜

❛______ doesn’t feel pain. You know, because he blocks the pain out with testosterone.❜

❛Once I got punched in the dick and I didn’t even give a fuck. I have really high pain tolerance.❜

❛Nootnoot. The musical.❜

❛I want ______ to go to Cowboy Camp.❜

❛Eternal suffering isn’t as bad as they all say!❜

❛I can’t believe ______ is fergalicious.❜