idoubtanyonecares

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I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than “Fine” when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be “I don’t want to do this anymore”

//Å.G.P.// (via idoubtanyonecares)

i posted this almost a year and a half ago. things have gotten so much better than they were back then. i know that many of the people who read this felt the same way i did at the time due to the amount of notes it has. i hope that some of them/you are also doing better now. even if it's not by much.

I know what it feels like now.

right

we won’t forget each other, right?

Just let me let go. I’m tired of trying.

Wishing Upon An Imaginary Shooting Star #2 // Å.G.P

You should have never even said hello.

– I’m sorry // Å.G.P

You think that everyone is important, but for some reason you don’t think that applies to you.

It does. I promise. // Å.G.P.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this. We weren’t supposed to cry at night and hide ourselves from the world. I hate it. I just want my life back.

Wishing Upon An Imaginary Shooting Star #1 // Å.G.P.

JUST LET GO OF THE MEMORIES

a message to my broken mind // Å.G.P.

Silence is the most dangerous way to see inside a person.But also the most effective.

You Just Have To Watch // Å.G.P.

She’s a bitch. Her tips and tricks take over your head and suddenly lunch is water and dinner is ice and all you’re eating is gum and peppermint candies. But it’s not your fault, It’s hers.

Forgive Yourself // ÅGP

The only difference between EAT and FAT is one line.

— Such a fine line // Å.G.P

Maybe to you it’s ‘just a band’ but to us it’s air. We inhale music as easily as you exhale hate. You look around and see how many people you can ruin, but we look around and see how many of them just need help

It’s Not Just A Band, It’s Our Survival // Å.G.P.

Shh, Don’t make a sound, my love. They’ll never understand what you’ve done. No matter how far you haven’t come, they’ll still think that happiness won. If they hear about your pain, chances are things still won’t change. Maybe one day they will see, But by then you’ll just be a memory.

Å.G.P.

Yeah, stars can’t shine without darkness. But what do you do when even the stars start to fade away?

}Å.G.P.{

I'm done.

I give up. I've been so much better for so long, but all of it is back again (as always). I'm just so done with this. I'm such a burden on everyone and I'm so disgusting... Could someone please just end my life right now? At least then my friends and family won't think its their fault for not knowing that I needed help.

And once again I find myself in class, writing sad quotes instead of doing my work.

The Quiet Girl In The Back // Å.G.P.

During the day, I try as hard as hard as I can to be positive. And most days.. I succeed :) But every single night, the pain comes rushing back. And I don’t think any amount of positivity will end that…

Å.G.P.

I had to Reblog this ❤️ it's so relatable

One day you’re gunna find out that my love stories are no longer about you and when you do I hope it breaks you. I hope it slowly breaks you the way you did me.

(via @thatgirlinthegreenjacket )

But darling, you help everyone. Well... Everyone but yourself.

It’s exhausting, isn’t it? // Å.G.P.

You know, I used to be your first choice. Sometimes I wonder why I’m not anymore but then I remember that it’s because she came into your life, and who would ever choose the broken depressed girl over the beautiful happy girl?

The Broken Depressed Girl // Å.G.P.

Sometimes I wonder if you even want to be my friend. You never seem to want to talk to me, so why not take it one step farther?

Å.G.P.

That moment when you’re sitting in class and trying to pay attention, but eventually you just give up because all you can think about are the memories. The memories that you made with meaningless people back when you were naive and oblivious to how easily they could shatter your glass heart. But you’re stronger now because you’ve finally rebuilt it. This time out of solid steel instead of the fragile glass you used the first time. But there is one big flaw in fixing a broken heart… The memories will never disappear. Your brain will never let you out of the prison you created. There is no way to escape… So you continue sit in class and try to pay attention, but it will never work because all you can think about are the memories.

Å.G.P.

Her: I feel like it’s always raining..

Him: How?

Her: The whole world just seems so gray. It’s as if someone laid an everlasting blanket of fog over me.

Him: But you said things were getting better..

Her: I thought they were, but how could it possibly get better when people just keep hurting me. How could I feel better when there isn’t a single person who likes me.

Him: I like you.

Her: you’re lying

Him: I'm not!... *sigh* I don't think you understand how much I love you..

I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than "Fine" when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be "I don’t want to do this anymore"

//Å.G.P.//

We can get through the daytime without a single black thought. But as soon as our heads hit the pillow and the lights go out, our minds are quickly consumed by the darkness. When we open our eyes the next morning we feel the same way we had the day before. “fine.” But every time we open our eyes after a night of darkness, a bit more of our light has slipped away from us. I can’t help but think that someday all the light will be gone. So tell me… How do you live without light?

You don't.

I swear, no matter what I do I still end up fucking up my relationships and friendships with other people.

Why the hell do they keep giving me more chances?....I wouldn't.

Her: I don't trust you anymore.

Me: .. Makes sense.

Her: How?

Me: I don't even trust me, so why would you?

It’s 5 AM and I can’t stop thinking about you. The sun may be rising but my mind is falling...

Falling into old habits....again

You only like me when you're lonely..

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How am I supposed to move on when every time I try you just start flirting with me again.

I keep going back to you