coming to terms with the fact that i really truly may have this
me when i literally experience this exact same loop every single month. one day, i'm gonna spiral too low and never come back up. what am i gonna do then?
there’s a part of me that wants to be completely and utterly alone. then there’s the other part that desperately clings to anyone i care about. i feel rather pathetic either way.
anyways i'm gonna write all my thoughts and emotions down on paper and then burn it <3
when you’re no longer friends with someone and you have no intentions of being friends with them ever again but you’re still crying over it bc you really thought you made a friend but it turns out you were stupidly wrong 😅
“are you seeing anyone” you mean like a hallucination??
"u look tired" dawg i'm going insane
i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess
it's hilarious being self aware. i'm watching a clown performance, for real.
“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach
"be yourself" okay, but who AM i though?
can you tell me you love me very much please
If someone changes their tone of voice during a conversation with me I feel like the whole worlds collapsed on my body.
BPD culture is feeling embarrassed when you stop masking and show how you really are feeling. When all your insecurities come to the surface, you feel vulnerable, even lost for speaking about them.
please don't give up on me 😭😭 you are the only person that's keeping me alive rn and i dont want to lose you
i have no energy left for anything
the urge to fall to the ground throwing a tantrum sobbing really loudly but like in a super angry way y'know what i mean
“do you want to talk about it?”
no, i want to kill myself because of it.
"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired
“Good luck. And DON’T fuck it up.”
Barbie (2023) dir. Greta Gerwig
Just because a girl speaks her mind, doesn’t mean she’s a psycho.
Linda Cardellini as LINDSAY WEIR Freaks and Geeks (1999 – 2000) created by Paul Feig
GREY'S ANATOMY | 2.08
emily: man, im going to hell in every religion
finished brooklyn nine nine after a solid (maybe) two weeks of binging. my life is empty and meaningless. also jake peralta is bisexual.
insp.