Find your tribe in a Sea of Creativity
so much of my life has been “you know i always really wanted to…” and then not doing the /thing/ because I gaslit myself into thinking i couldn’t. But now? now!! NOW?!? i’m free will maxxing babeyy! I will write a shitty shorty story! I WILL BUILD MY LEGO SET! I WILL BUY A MINI FRIDGE! I WILL GET A DEGREE! WHO WILL STOP ME!!! Not me!!!
Let me recount the journey the lord has placed me on over the past two months.
1) Made an account on tumblr after realizing this is peak social media for my brain (generally focused on fandom related content, formatting detoxes my brain from consistent easy dopamine, not a single soul I know in my day to day life is even aware of the existence of tumblr)
2) Quietly consumed all the content I came here for in the first place, found my favorite ships, found content for fandoms I had considered dead etc. while doing my best to observe the ecosystem without causing any kind of disruption to it.
3) Realized the Tumblr ecosystem does not give a shit about me and I can use this as a diary now! YIPPPEEEE YOPPPEEE YOEPEPEPE YAYAYAYAYAYA WOOO HOOO