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Welcome to own-mp5's late night rables (it's currently almost 2 am as I'm writing this)
> You know, I once mentioned to a friend about how I really do not want Frau Eva to exist in limbus, but the thing is it's not because of the whole "loving her" thing sinclair goes through, more so the illiteracy of the fanbase handling this plot-point if it ever happened, because people already cannot handle the fact that he's an adult in here but then having a character that sinclair claims to "love", even though he clearly loves the motherly affection given by her, something that he lost by growing up too soon. The entire book has him yearning for Demian every once in a while and it's so blaitantly obvious that if you'd read between the lines that he's supressing those thoughts and feelings (especially if you've read his dreams those were sure something) he's not beating the gay allegations is all I'm saying. But I'm sure some people will miss the mark on it and claim that his affection towards Frau Eva is romantic.
> On a related but also unrelated note I actually do not believe Frau Eva will be a character in game mainly because the whole worlds development and stuff feels way to disconnected for it to have her as a character, which now that I'm typing this out makes me think of the line in towsg sinclairs uptie story where Faust is described as a "mother bird" in a sense, which could alure that the people around him are the representation of that maternal love he craves. I wonder how limbus will handle the book from here on out because Kromers stuff was just barely 3 chapters....
Anyways all I'm saying is I do not want people to get the wrong idea orz
Ooh It's this time of the year A very so merry night we hold dear So many, so many regrets bring me to tears Not many, not many notice nor care Oh, oh, oh, my saviour Oh, oh, oh Why does a common fire hold so much power? If only we could be forever naive and pure If only we could lead painless futures If only there could be a forgiving world
Maybe that was when I chose to stay fallen
Lights A star A voice A twisted thought A touch A kiss A distorted dream Ripples (ripples) A well (a well) A stone (a stone) A multiplying desire (desire) A fruit (a fruit) A sin (a sin) A holy mother I'm infected, I'm infected You have invaded and re-created me
Stepped over my body Found a sunny spot Curled into a ball Spinning out the silk From my head to toe Inside the warm cocoon, I dreamt to be like you Though I know there's no undo What do I have left to lose?
Split A sky An earth I fell into a crack (a crack) A birth (a birth) An egg (an egg) A freshly opened membrane A cell A rot A face returned to ashes A wound An art A sentient canvas
Breaking, breaking, breaking the shell Breaking out, oh break it now Show me how, show me how Listen up, my broken child Let's lament, let's lament The life, the death, the good, the bad The never ending curse we cast Control, control, control, release Control, betray, control, let go Conceal, reveal, unreal, surreal Invoke, evoke, decode, reload Let's lament, let's lament The past that only got to live in the incomplete holy land
Celestial (ayiah) We're astral (ayiou) I'm reborn (le rheaiah) Total liberation (katre o lamenta)
My tender skin A vagitus song (essential) I breathed (eventual) And screamed (eternal) From my new lungs (inevitable freeing of the soul)
when I said put anything in my ask box I wasn't expecting this (joking)
ngl I hope sinclair ends up rebelling against demian in some way since (if the book is anything to go by) one of the major aspects of his character arc is learning to not depend on others for comfort and guidance… limbus demian talks about sinclair in very predestined terms, and, while I’m not arguing he’s evil or anything, the expectation of a higher purpose + the fact that book demian is revered as this holy being that sinclair longs to be on the level of… idk it feels strangely kromer-esque to me? minus the familicide of course, I mean more so in terms of what they want from sinclair. demian definitely sees sinclair as more of a person, but there’s still this expectation of what he Could be… all while assuming that sinclair will just accept it once the time comes…
