I Apologize For My Waxing Poetic Blame It On The Brainworms - Blog Posts

god the jayce&viktor divorce has me SICK every time I think of it. To viktor, jayce is the only one who appreciates him, the only one he views as a friend. But when jayce revives him his morals and his fear for annihilation collide once again. Viktor has repeatedly been unwilling to harm others for his ambitions, shutting down his projects for hextech when sky died. But what happens when the only one who understood you breaks those morals? But what happens when you’re the one who’s injured? But what happens when your ethics and love and ambition meet each other and you can’t reconcile with that? What happens if the one you need most is the one who crosses the line? What happens if the one you need most gifts you the curse of life again when you had embraced death’s grip for your hubris, the ambition you spent your entire life yearning to satiate? What happens if out of misery and confusion and sorrow you look to the one you need most, and it’s the one that harmed you the most, and now that you can no longer meet their eye, you can’t turn to anyone else? What happens if the one you need most is tainted forever in your vision, and you are left to wander the world without a piece of your soul? What happens if the one you love is the one that breaks you? IM SOBBIGNF