Complaining - Blog Posts

back from hibernation

yahoo im gonna crash out if spotify changes and removes songs again like i was listening to my good ol nostalgia playlist and the slowed eeeaaaooo i had in there was super different it was lowkey just beeps that happened to sound like eeeaaaooo theyve also taken off the or3o + cg5 version of anything you can do and doki doki forever and the clover songs (or3o's lil electric swing thing) are HANGING ON BY A THREAD like if i click a clover song it sends me to a version with an impossible number of filters on it idk why spotify's just telling us "nuh uh no more silly songs for you" but its pissing me right off atp i might go back to youtube music 😭 i genuinely cant be bothered to find any silly quotes for these weeks im tired sorry </3

I still find it damn annoying! Mythology doesn't belong to anyone. There are stories based on metaphors and phobias coming together to make sense to things people wanted to explain back then! If we can't use golems, then this means we aren't able to use greek monsters, like Cerberus, or Thor, or even the words Angel and the Devil......

Mythology was made to be shared and people do make stories to share with the world. The book of Enoch and Genesis became works that inspire many! This is not cultural appropriation is appreciation! Artists use these mythological creatures because they don't need to explain whole new beings, because they are already well known.

Again, if we can't use these, then why are they publicly known and open. If this information shouldn't be made public and not be used by others then it should have been a Mystery School!!

And I hope no one gets offended by calling religious stories mythology, because it is the right term. Mythology doesn't mean that it isn't correct. Just look up the defenition!!! It means a collection of allegory stories, especially one belonging to a particular religious or cultural tradition.

Thank you for reading my angry ramble!

Hope you guys have a good day

One thing I'd suggest is not calling him a golem specifically unless you're Jewish. Golems are apparently pretty dang specific to Judaism, and most of the answers I've gotten on "is it okay to use them in stories if you aren't Jewish" tend to vary from "Get a Jewish sensitivity reader first" to "No".

Then again, I'm not Jewish myself, so take that with a grain of salt, but I've seen a lot of posts from Jewish users complaining about people always calling every rock creature and fantasy robots a "golem" for several years now. I personally choose to err on the side of caution, though.

That said, Cementoss could still probably be a stone puppet or animate statue granted life.

Fuckening

Cultural appropriation is already bad now its just annoying when it's like "oh we've appropriated too close to the sun and now all mention of this word evokes the appropriation instead of the original".

I am saying this with frustration toward the people who yoinked the word, not those pointing it out.

Anyway yeah gonna need a new word but the creature description fits but also tbh Cementoss isn't gonna appear that much

I have a crush on a girl and like 90% sure she’s straight! I am tweaking, like she’s cute and funny and hkgjdjdjks she has blonde curly hair and freckles and she looks like she would be a surfer like she gives the vibe of midwestern idk just ahhhhh

when u look up elf on tumble I’m looking for either silly little elf guys not understanding mortality or time or world building NOT AN ELF GIRL WITH HER TITIES OUT!!!!!!

A small rant

I hate how right-wingers try to excuse spreading hateful or ignorant ideas as "just a joke" or "I'm just asking questions". Like they somehow think that jokes or questions cannot be rhetorical.

It's like some people think that ideas just don't affect the real world in any tangible form. Like they are just having a purely theoretical conversation that effects nobody at all.

People on the right need to realize that rhetoric is very capable of inspiring violence. Saying shit like "trans people are groomers" is the kind of shit that gets trans people killed.

And public figures who advocate hateful rhetoric will always try to distance themselves from the consequences of their words, saying shit like "I never said I condone violence", even when violence is the natural logical conclusion of their words. Yall cannot act like implying that Jews run the world is not a call to action to commit violence against them, that is pure bullshit.

A common argument that I hear from conservatives is that "people of the past were not so sensitive like people of today"

Mf people in 1950's America threw a tantrum because someone of a different skin color wanted to drink at the same fountain as them. Don't give me this bs about how people back then "weren't sensitive".

So my family ordered food and here the thing is, my food got forgotten. The people forgot to give it to us. And here is the thing my food was the only one they forgot. So you know kinda angry

Doflamingo helping Sophia with all that sickness.

So, uh. I published Love at first bite (SanjixOC) and Breeder Village's (DoflamingoxOC, highly problematic) next chapters today on AO3. In this newest chapter of Breeder Village, Doflamingo helps a woman who feels sick after he takes her on a flight with him.

I made a joke making fun of the supposed AO3 author's curse just yesterday.

Then suddenly today I start feeling sick. Bim bang boom, I'm living out my Doflamingo fic fantasy. Except I don't have a Doflamingo helping me out. Fate forgot like the most important part to this equation. So yeah. I'm filing a complaint with Fortuna or whatever idiot was responsible for this.

Also, dear body, please let me at least drink water again? I'm starting to feel like this.

So yeah! A little rant post to file these coincidences together. I still refuse to believe in the curse cause screw that.

After my first bout of sickness I sat down in bed and drew Doflamingo with the last of my energy. I have a very strong tendency towards being melodramatic so I was like "if I go out here, I wanna go out doing what I love." Not that the art turned out particularly great because of that, unfortunately.

Either way! Thanks for coming to my pity party, I'll tone it down from here on out again, but I am just a melodramatic little bitch :^)

Who else wants to complain about how hard it is to fix your sleep schedule.

why are there no feral readers in fanfiction that's at a good amount. Like sometimes it's just dragged on but non are just a perfect amount of feral

I want the reader to say the most random shit in serious situations and just be like "Sorry" but the random shit wasn't something violent but just "gay penguins are really cute" or something like that but I can't get it?? I feel robbed of ADHD reader who actually matches my vibe

"That's the real sickness here, your righteousness and hypocrisy. It's the simple fact that you can't live by the rules you set, yet you still pretend. This is your world. You bulit this. If it's too strict, tear it the fuck down. But don't look at me. Don't take your hate out on me, I just got here. And I have no clue where to go, because from the moment I arrived, all I was ever given were orders. 'Smile. Open up. Cross your legs. Speak softer. Scream louder. Be quiet. Be confident. Be an angel. Be a whore. Be a princess. Be anything you want to be'...."

~Assassination nation, 2018.

Gojo and Nanami

One recurring theme through JJK is how in-universe most people think Gojo is disrespectful, annoying, and an overgrown child essentially. Even if we don't factor in the higher-ups the people around him (Nanami, Utahime) still reflect this. This is very interesting because in-universe Geto is revered before his fall from grace. He was more outwardly polite, respectful, even though many argue he had always had the mindset of being superior, he just took on a different responsibility with it. While I don't agree with that I can definitely see how Geto plays his cards right to not be as 'insufferable' as Gojo while portraying similar behaviour. Now let's look at Nanami, he's a disciplined logical man who adheres firmly to rules, but also ethics and morals. He protects the youth, he can't even bring himself to blame Geto for the choices he later on made because he first-hand understands how horrible jujutsu society is. Why did he go corporate, but it's the same thing there, braindead workers who are simply cogs for people 'above them' to abuse. Who does this impact the most? Gojo. He was a one-man army, he taught, he fought, he barely slept, yet he chose to wake up and do it every single day over and over again. Gojo could've ideally single-handedly handled all curses, ah but he's just a man (human) can't be everything everywhere all at once even if he was the strongest or a god (he's not). Nanami saw how his friend wasn't strong enough to survive in the jujutsu world, hell in the end he wasn't either, so what did he do? He took that out on Gojo. Never respecting the man who's always showing an interest or spending time around Nanami (ruffling his hair, calling him, trusting him). Yet in Nanami's mind, Haibara would be alive if Gojo went on that mission instead. Nanami would be alive if Gojo hadn't been sealed. Nobody would die if Gojo did it all. He knows that isn't right to expect out of someone, hell he doesn't understand why someone who could choose to do anything they wanted and have everything they simply look at, does something as vile as jujutsu. But of course, he's an adrenaline-junkie. We all read about billionaires being sociopaths, only being stimulated by these horrid things, Gojo must be that too.

He fought the king of curses because he likes fighting. He watched everyone around him die and did 'nothing' because he doesn't care. He's a teacher for the shits and giggles, he rescues students from execution and gives them childhoods because he hopes they're strong someday. Fuck Gojo could bleed and he'd marvel at the colour contrast, if he cries he'd bottle the tears to sell, if he dies he berates his entire life when he gave you everything. Was that not what 236 was? Then the subsequent arts showing him putting care and affection towards Geto while being annoyed by Gojo. It's one to be annoyed by him, but if you think he's a god you'd respect him. If you think he's morally reprehensible you'd hate him. But to make a martyr out of a live person, to view a living being through a lens to make them superior and expecting them to uphold that, you only do that when you're ignorant and dumb. Nanami is none of those things, to explore the disgusting thoughts and mindsets he showed toward Gojo as time went on due to his frustration at his comrades falling would've been beautiful. Instead, we have character assassination and everyone standing for it.

How would Shoko feel as her longest friend lay in pieces in front of her and she can't bring herself to cry because she doesn't even remember the last time they had a real conversation. She thought about how she should've handled Geto's body a year after the fact, but she just went and let someone vandalise Gojo's?

Fuck you're telling me that the airport had everyone in high school clothing but for what? Was it because it was the first and last time he was a human? And the worst part is this is one of the many unexplored things in JJK, it's so frustrating. I have so many more points about this too, Sukuna and Gojo, Gojo's relationship with his students, the little fun trivia bits about him. And that's just Gojo, other characters also have so fucking much that just, god man. It's like a self-fulfilling prophecy.

“You don’t act like your source!”

shut the hell up I’ll beat your ass

I cannot wait for this tooth infection to go away.

It hurts.

I wish my antibiotics would work faster.

Bro Tumblr's DM system is absolute shit like its one bot telling me to get therapy some bot who has looked at the two really shitty pieces of art I've made and was like "hey Picasso can i make a mother fucking mural out of this dog shit?" and then like 10 porn accounts who don't know that I'm underage like bro I thought Tumblr got rid of the porn

Wtf is it with nsfw blogs and their obsession with weirdcore? Why, out of ALL OTHER AESTHETICS, they choose fucking WEIRDCORE??? WHATS SO SEXY ABOUT EERIE LOW QUALITY JPEGS WITH CRYPTIC TEXT??? There are probably WAY MORE nsfw-based aesthetics out there, but NO, they turn a blind eye to it and choose the one that is one of the most absurd and misunderstood for it's content. Weirdcore has already been so misunderstood during the lockdown period, being turned into people with tv heads, wings, and trendy clothes, and now it's being associated with NSFW OUT OF ALL THINGS??? SERIOUSLY WHAT IS SEXY ABOUT WEIRDCORE??? I SWEAR I COULDN'T LIST HOW MANY NSFW BLOGS HAVE INTERACTED WITH MY WEIRDCORE EDITS AND HAVE REBLOGGED THEM. NOR COULD I COUNT HOW MANY TIMES I'VE BEEN FLASHED BY SOMEONE'S ASS WHILE LOOKING AT THE BLOGS OF PEOPLE WHO HAD LIKED MY WEIRDCORE EDITS. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT IS SO FUCKING SEXY ABOUT WEIRDCORE?!?!?! WHAT IS SO SEXY ABOUT IT THAT THEY JUST HAVE TO PUT IT ON THEIR NSFW BLOG SO THEY COULD JERK OFF TO IT WHILE REPLAYING THEIR LITTLE FANTASIES OVER AND OVER?? WHAT IS SO SEXY ABOUT IT THAT THEY SUDDENLY LOSE ALL RESPECT AND THEIR SELF PROCLAIMED DIGNITY JUST SO THEY COULD REBLOG IT WITH THE MOST VILE AND HEINOUS SHIT KNOWN TO MAN?? I AM JUST FUCKING LOSING IT.

ive been wanting to start cleaning up my page and actually (semi-) frequently posting but it’s been real hard to do that when i get a new/switch hyper fixations every other fucking week

by the time i’m like “oh yeah i’ll post some pokémon content” im back into one piece again UGH HELP MEEE