To Be Scared Is A Under Statement,

Lost in a world of emotions

Covid on my mind

Not a worry for the blind.

It’s not the strain of my eyes

from watching the tv

Or holding my phone all day

It’s the battle going on in my brain .

A pain I feel through shut eyes

The light don’t bother me no more

Used to the dark and the man made lights

With a flip of the switch .

It Seems day and night no longer disgunish

The hurt no longer exists

But neither does my happiness .

Lost in my own mind

But just a empty space .

Dying to breathe in the fresh air

To revitalise my brain .

Lost words that make no sense

Emotions I can’t figure out .

The world has gone crazy

And my brain is on the fall out .

How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,

Just me .

@trueemotions91

“I felt like lying down by the side of the trail and remembering it all. The woods do that to you, they always look familiar, long lost, like the face of a long-dead relative, like an old dream, like a piece of forgotten song drifting across the water, most of all like golden eternities of past childhood or past manhood and all the living and the dying and the heartbreak that went on a million years ago and the clouds as they pass overhead seem to testify (by their own lonesome familiarity) to this feeling.”

― Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums

Love ,

or is it destruction ,

We crave for love ,

For that special touch,

Even if it means our souls get broke along the way,

But why do we allow someone to crush us,

For the sake of that hug,

Or tender touch ,

Is it love we are craving ,

Or the feeling of need ,

Like a baby seed,

Being nourished until it reaches full growth,

Is that growth ,

when we finally realise ,

We no longer need to be loved ,

Coz the only love we need,

Is self love,

To grow from the arms that wrapped us so tight,

Is it time for me to final breath,

Is it suffocation of our soul,

And we only crave because we lost the touch,

To Mother Earth.

@trueemotions91

Listen to the roar

Listen to the core

I won’t kneel again

Nor will my brain repeat again.

When life is passing

Remember to keep smiling .

I look at people every day

Walking past glaring

Eyes all blurring

From a telephone .

Cant be arsed to say hello

To a real huma soul.

not a leg ache

It’s a hand ache

A demolition to the human brain

We ain’t wired for the crown

Or silver tin foil .

We are made from earth

A thousand fucked up cells .

Your ground

When electric is running around

Straight to your brain

Don’t you realise.

You look like a clown

With a upside down

Smile

Not knowing

When your next swipe

Will be more mesmerising

To them demonised eyes

Blacked out from

That devil In a disguise.

@trueemotions91

emotions make me feel physically sick

Yet I fight that feeling everyday

Just because I’m used to feeling that way

It’s not normal

I know that now

It is my soul

Breaking inside

It’s only escape

Since I lock it deep

I’ve ignored every instinct

To fight what I know

Coz the truth be told

I just don’t care no more .

Bottled for far to long

It’s only aim is to remind me every day

What makes me feel vile

But I allready know

He will never complete my soul

Yet forever under his control .

@trueemotions91

Don’t put out the light out on me

I asked

Ever so silently .

He turned ever so slightly

With a grin upon upon his cheek

Blew the light

And I was gone within a blink .

@trueemotions91

A mess from the best

Ain’t like the rest .

She was blessed by the man

With his shoulders at rest .

A danger to the devil from the inside , out

As her emotions were made to be numbed out .

Like hitler , wanting you to be his butler ,

Hid in the darkness from the stars ,

Never knew what it was like to see past the dark .

It’s a shame , but we don’t pass the blame ,

especially when your blinded by The other game .

Now she can see , so much more clearly ,

She is starting to look a lot more pearly .

The sadness in her eyes , are replaced with the sunlight .

The breeze on her skin , awakens her inner self esteem,

Something you tried to keep locked in .

A beautiful soul, you tried to hide ,

Hid beneath your evil eye .

The man with the rainbow eyes , clearly showed up in perfect time .

Her soul was crushing , a big mistake,

Made from the man, with the holes in his skin,

Who now has nothing to sink his claws in .

@trueemotions91

Living life to the bare,

Never realising

I ain’t taking in enough air

To stoned to care

Feeling high as that airplane

In a desert island

Chillin to the beat of

Natures sound

Everyone around

Me is just

Blurring

The flowers keep turning

In amazing circles .

While the fairies are dancing

To my pretty foot sound.

The trees are sucking

From the ground .

The Bees are to busy

To see the flowers are running

Around .

The worms dig hard

But wiggle out the earth

Into it’s next survivors mouth .

The mud is moving

If I lay still enough

I’m sure I will feel it

Pretty things flying around.

@trueemotions91

A woman ,

Is her name

A mother to all,

From the ground she was born

She always stood tall ,

She braces the craziest storm

Because that’s her home,

She carries life to the full

So we can be reborn ,

She gives her body to another

With out a thought for the other ,

She knows power, love & hate

But yet you won’t see her shake ,

She has to be powerful

To raise her next generation ,

To Make sure there matter

In a world with a lot of chatter ,

She has the power to give and take

But she always chooses life

Over any other path

That may call her ,

Because that’s the gate

To her most beautiful

Creations in life,

Always In sight , but guarded

By love , because that’s what mothers do

On this crazy path called life .

@trueemotions91

I believe in fairy’s

In a galaxy far away

Because I’m allowed to.

Dreaming

Some say .

But it’s reality

To my mind

Just Because their can’t see

Them dancing

In the glistening sky

Don’t mean I’m

Dreaming

My life away.

Remember

We all see

What we want to see

Some to blinded

To see thier own

Reality .

@trueemotions91