I Need My Bf To Do This With Me

Yet you remain Still you remain And she says: Pray for daylight Pray for morning Pray for an end to our deception...

I want to drink my boyfriends blood

what r ur kinks

being loved

Intro

Name: I have many names Cherry, Carmilla, and manessa

Gender:Cisgender

pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: Busexual currently taken I’m not into poly

Diagnosis: PTSD, Schizotypal personality disorder, Asd,ADHD (I DO NOT VALIDATE SELF DIAGNOSING AND NO ITS NOT VALID I DO NOT CARE)

hobbies: reading, making meditation music on YouTube, Roblox, watching history videos, music: goth, break core, bachata, cumbia, metal

I support Satanists and those into the occult, do not dm me about your abrahamic faiths I will block or troll you

all about me ahh post

introduction ahh post

let’s all love lain :)

tired

For the past few days I’ve been in pain coughing immensely the allergies and pollen triggered my asthma I was using expired medication but I went to the clinic today so I should be getting them tomorrow, I hated it I had to use my pump. and asthma machine multiple times per day I was scared I would have a asthma attack it’s so scary not being able to breathe :(

I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life I cannot trust people

two faces

I knew that you are a liar I saw the way you treated others who had similar experiences to me, and I didn’t get anything but you rushed to their side to help them that’s when I knew it was all a lie :)

Never trust anyone they all lie :)

Schizotypal is like having thoughts that people are out to get you and your mind convincing you that your friends and family don’t like you

Does anyone else torture themselves idk I might be self harming myself