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Hey, unpopular opinion, apparently. But people don’t just “have pain for no reason” doctors say this all the time (especially to women and chronically ill people) and the truth is, Thats literally not possible. Even if your pains are psychosomatic (a word I hesitate to even use because of the way its used so often) there is a reason you are having those pains whether its mental illness, abuse, etc. If your doctor consistently tells you that “well some people just have pain for no reason” get a new doctor. That’s a doctor who is not going to give a shit what your actual symptoms or experiences are.
Just so you know
I swear😩
Nothing.
Nothing at all😁😁
Verses about suffering for Christ. Source.
We started out as friends
We remained friends for a while
And then something else
Something extra, something happy.
The whispers started then
Knowing looks thrown out way
Disapproving frowns shot from behind books
The strain set in.
You didn't care
You decided that the whole world could wag their tongues
You weren't going to leave your dear friend because of their ideas
You said, "it's not true so what's the use"
I did care
Because, you see, what they said was true
I stopped seeing you as just a friend a while ago.
I'm forced to realize that I felt that magic alone
I told you how I felt
And how I hated feeling that way
And how I wanted to disappear from your life
You assured me that all will be well
And now, when we've grown apart
And I can no longer meet your eyes across the hall
I wish you would hold me, draw me to your side, stop me from slowly and surely disappearing
I wish you would say the words I long to hear
And during the long lonely nights
I have a lot of regrets
I shouldn't have expressed my feelings, I shouldn't have had feelings
I shouldn't have destroyed what relationship was there between us.
I ask you to never forget
And you say that you won’t
Not ever
But child
Oh, sweet child
You will
You will forget so much
And that’s okay
Because one day
You will remember
And when you do
There will be no stopping you
I want one everyday,
But this will reduce its value.
So let everyone around me, contribute a golden day to me
364 friends.
Extraordinary things✌
😍
I don't think anyone understands😪
Necessary to avoid unnecessary pain
“At least when somebody’s suffocating, you can tell: you see their faces turn blue, their lips quiver, their eyes buck, and their throats jerk. But when a man is mentally packing his bags the suitcase is never out until he’s already standing on the other side of the door.”
— Kalisha Buckhanon, Conception (via books-n-quotes)
Worst feeling ever😦😭😭
Stephen😍
For real
Even though it frustrates me, I understand why healthy people try to say that they’re sore too when I mention my chronic pain. They’re trying to empathize. But they can’t. They have no way of knowing what it feels like to be in such pain every day.
You can’t compare a paper cut to a battle wound.
The Garden of Eden😇
“I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.”
— Ernest Hemingway, The Garden of Eden (via books-n-quotes)
Biko why???
“When you try rescuing someone and discover they can’t be reached, why would you ever throw that back in their face?”
— Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why (via books-n-quotes)
😥
There’s a new boy, he’s really nice and smart and I don’t like him at all. I call him when I need to talk to someone but you’re the one I think about when I can’t sleep. And it’s your voice I hear in my head when I feel lost. I know you’re not good enough for me and I know you don’t deserve my time and I know you don’t think about me at all and I shouldn’t be thinking about you either. But I go out with him and I wonder what you’d be saying if you were sitting across from me instead. And I hate that I let you still have that power.
I almost stopped it😓
😥😭
For real
“i just want to scream until the ache is gone.”
— 10 for the breathless (via imperiallefty)
That elusive freedom