What If It’s You? &&  What If It’s Me?

Your muse protec

But your muse also attac

reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore

     I REMEMBER EVERYTHING.

          i remember it as if it was yesterday.

The Empress of China starters

“Aren’t you worried I’ll tell her everything?”

“Aren’t you worried we’ll kill her?”

“I think it’s a blessing in disguise”

“I should have killed you to be safe.”

“Except for taking a peek in distance, what have you done for her?”

“For me, to love someone means giving them the right to choose.”

“Don’t sell yourself short and miss a perfectly good chance.”

“When the flowers were blooming, we were passionately in love. When flowers were dying, why did you disappear like the tide?”

“For survival, I buried my dreams.”

“For a good night’s sleep, I never stopped sharpening my sword.”

“Never leave today’s work for tomorrow.”

“You lucky devil! You have no idea how lucky you are.”

“Why do you want to stay?”

“In front of that man, you’re not happy. You have no dignity.”

“Why do you ask me to see who you have become? Why can’t you see for yourself what has become of you?!”

“Perhaps you’re right. Neither of us is who we used to be.”

“This is what ruined me. I forgot love is a gamble.”

“[Name], take me away, as far away as possible.”

“I’ll be leaving soon. I hope you can go on living and be happy like today.”

“Believe it or not, I wanted to help you.”

“No doubt you have paid the price, but at least you’re alive today.”

“If I were you, I’d make myself useful again.“

“Listen to me, the day is long, don’t be disheartened by a temporary setback or admit defeat.”

“I don’t get to choose my own destiny.”

“[Name], promise me, no matter what happens in the future, I hope our friendship will never change.”

“Don’t ask what the future lies for you, as long as you have no regrets when the curtain comes down.”

“How dare you stand in my way!”

“I’m trying to help you.”

“If you harbored ill intentions, why did you save me?”

“I envy him. He’s free to love and hate, and leads a carefree life. To be in such a place is like a dream.”

“I still can’t see what’s going through your head.”

“From now on we should avoid seeing each other.”

“To you, I carry no weight at all. Not even that of a weather. No wonder you’re tired of me.”

“How you wish to live your life, it’s your decision to make.”

“I’m sorry I let you down.”

“I can only hope to repay your love in another life.”

“Let me go with you.”

“Nothing is going to stop me! For love I’ll burn ‘till my last breath.”

“STAND   STILL,   STAY   SILENT”   STARTER   MEME.

❛   what’s with the hostility?   ❜

❛   there’s literally nothing worth seeing or experiencing outside.   ❜

❛   you just had to show up, didn’t you?   ❜

❛   i don’t want you to be all alone.   ❜

❛   it’s for your own protection.   ❜

❛   i wish i could understand what is happening right now.   ❜

❛   …do you need to talk?   ❜

❛   i don’t care.  you can leave now.   ❜

❛   i want to sleep forever.   ❜

❛   but…you have to keep going. you promised me you would.   ❜

❛   sorry, sorry!  i’ve crossed a line, i’ll back off.   ❜

❛   thank you  ——  for trying to help.  and not leaving me behind.   ❜

❛   i swear i’m not like that anymore.   ❜

❛   it’s not an insult, just a statement.   ❜

❛   i misread the situation.   ❜

❛   i wish…we had gone home already.   ❜

❛   you were supposed to go to bed, you know.   ❜

❛   don’t be afraid!   ❜

❛   it’s been awhile, huh?   ❜

❛   i missed you too.   ❜

❛   do something about your hair, it’s a disgrace of a mess.   ❜

❛   you have done a good job.   ❜

❛   did you wake up in a bad mood?   ❜

❛   don’t go anywhere without me  ——  …please?   ❜

❛   _____…focus on me.   ❜

❛   we’ll see each other again some day.   ❜

❛   don’t be sad.   ❜

❛   i’m sorry.   ❜

❛   you can’t leave me like this!   ❜

❛   uhh, could you slow down?  i’m not catching a word.   ❜

❛   you don’t understand anything.   ❜

❛   no matter what, we’ll at least be friends.   ❜

❛   don’t touch that!   ❜

❛   i’ll leave you behind if you are a risk.   ❜

❛   do you want something?   ❜

❛   could you leave, or…   ❜

❛   can we both agree to not investigate what the source of that was?   ❜

❛   i’m tired.  so very tired.   ❜

❛   come on, now.  be truthful.   ❜

❛   i am not here for your salvation.   ❜

❛   the world will be made to suffer with me.   ❜

❛   sometimes you young people give me migraines.   ❜

❛   it’s not acceptable to give up and die without trying.   ❜

❛   why…why aren’t you freaking out?   ❜

❛   unbelievable.  attention span like a pigeon.   ❜

❛   how can you just sit in here doing nothing and not go insane?!   ❜

❛   you can’t help me. ❜

❛   you’re such a…piss head!  i hate you!   ❜

❛   …i can’t be alone… ❜

❛   i saw something move over there!   ❜

okay, THIS is the part where i post a starter on a sunday night so i can stop dicking around and actually like. write. so.

feel free to like this for a starter, reply if you’re a multi or a sideblog, the usual stuff. mutuals only. yeah.

IN CASE YOU’VE FORGOTTEN,  NO MEANS NO.

so when people say mutuals only?  no non-mutuals?

that doesn’t mean you hassle them.  that doesn’t mean you bitch at them.  that doesn’t mean you antagonize,  hate,  terrorize,  abhor,  shit-talk, or  guilt-trip.  that doesn’t mean you sulk, you rally against,  you call out,  you turn against,  or do anything.

you suck it up,  realize THEY DON’T OWE YOU AN EXPLANATION,  and you move the fuck on.

AND IF YOU CAN’T GET OVER YOURSELF?  WE DON’T WANT YOU ANYWAYS.