Ijounakame-blog - ᵃᵇᵉʳʳᵃⁿᵗ. ( WIP. )

Uhhhhhhhh, so, kind of an update since I realized I ghosted everybody and their mom and went AWOL. Which I apologize for, because I didn’t mean for that to happen.

As you’ve likely noticed, I’m still not back onto Gospel yet, mostly because Chapter 5 isn’t released yet. If you really want to ask my opinions on anything BATIM-related or otherwise, feel free to hit up @buildourmachine, since that’s my personal sideblog.

Another thing you’ve likely noticed is that I’ve…basically disappeared on the blogs I said I’d be active on. I really haven’t had much muse for those blogs as of late, and I also realized that I’d taken too much onto my plate, some of which was becoming a “finish just to get it done” factor. So I’ve shelved a couple of projects, and I’ll go on HIATUS on my other RP blogs until…

…and this is the big one…

Probably October-November, due to Back To School time at my workplace. For those of you who’ve been with me since I was calling myself TC, you know how this time period wrecks my schedule and my muse. I work, I head home, I relax with friends and head for bed early because I’m so tired. The works.

Now, I will be keeping an ear out for word about Chapter 5 or other big developments to fandoms, but currently I have three projects that I’ve been cultivating at different rates: a small visual novel project ( just for funsies ), a blog ( @fivenightsleft , the Miketrap theory-based Michael Afton I’d had planned prior to making Alice ), and a possible fic ( again, just for funsies ).

And yeah! Just as a small tl;dr:

My muse has been mostly shot, thanks to both taking too many projects and Back to School arriving.

Back to School will basically fuck me up until October-November.

I will be keeping an ear out for Chapter 5.

I’ve got a few small projects in the wings to help me upkeep my writing / etc., being worked on at different rates.

You can contact me at @buildourmachine if you want opinions / clarification / etc. on anything.

Thanks for your time, and again, I do apologize!

starters based on things my group chat has said.

❛Shit, I’m being attacked by porcelain clowns.❜

❛I think ___ and I just cringed from how white that was.❜

❛I’m fine with you punching me in the nads, but don’t you mess with my Pepsi.❜

❛I need to like, cry.❜

❛My beautiful voice mimics the words everyone is thinking, but is too shy to say. ‘Fuck you, ____’, I whisper into the air. A sigh of relief fills the audience. They all nod their heads in agreement. Hushed voices all around the auditorium, all carrying the same message. ‘Fuck you, _____’.❜

[TEXT] Stop with the :3c face. Nothing good ever happens when you do the :3c face.

[TEXT] andnlifhtbg3ts mad [TEXT] grts mad [TEXT] gets mad [TEXT] that one

❛We have to put a warning label on _____.❜

❛What? Is my three-inch thruster too much to handle?❜

❛Yeah, but isn’t your ego as big as your dick? WAIT, FUCK.❜

❛If only you knew I made 32k since June. Then you would treat me differently.❜

[TEXT] _____, will you space succ me?

❛I can’t believe that ______ is going to space suck ______.❜

❛______ is a tranquiliquest.❜

❛______ doesn’t feel pain. You know, because he blocks the pain out with testosterone.❜

❛Once I got punched in the dick and I didn’t even give a fuck. I have really high pain tolerance.❜

❛Nootnoot. The musical.❜

❛I want ______ to go to Cowboy Camp.❜

❛Eternal suffering isn’t as bad as they all say!❜

❛I can’t believe ______ is fergalicious.❜

If we ship something (or our characters otherwise have a very developed relationship romantic or not) know that I definitely want to talk about it. All the time. I am totally willing to talk headcanons, scenarios, do plotting, all of that– but I don’t want to seem like I’m being pushy by bringing our muses’s relationship up. I just want to know that if I do talk about that sort of stuff with our characters that I don’t come off as annoying… Or seem like all that I’m thinking about is our ship. If you do let me know it’s okay to talk about it whenever, though, totally expect me to send you anything I think of when it comes to our muses relationship! There’d certainly be no shortage of things to talk about. I just want to make sure that you’re just as engaged in it as I am.

🖤🖤🖤

&. SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

“please look at me.”

“is s/he really just a friend?”

“i’m just disappointed.”

“you know i’m not like that.”

“don’t give me space. that’s the last thing i want with you.”

“i know you still love me.”

“i can’t think straight with you.”

“why are you so stubborn?”

“don’t do this here.”

“trust me on this.”

“please don’t misunderstand me.”

“you… you never had a problem with it before.”

“i know i shouldn’t be here.”

“what do you mean by that?”

“you deserve more.”

“can you just kiss me? one last time? that’s all i ask.”

“i’m scared.”

“i swear i’ll do things different this time.”

“s/he’s beautiful. i hope s/he makes you happy.”

“i want to believe you, i do.”

“not everyone is going to hurt you.”

“i’m… i’m trying. i really am.”

“i can’t sleep.”

“how long will this go on for?”

“can i hug you?”

“do you ever mean the things you say?”

“you won’t understand.”

“you’re making me think that what they told me about you was right.”

“am i too late?”

                                                        Shamed and defaced!                                                       Scathed and disgraced!                                             Tainted by hatred and can’t be erased!

ᴘʀᴏᴄᴇssɪɴɢ... ᴜsᴇʀ ᴜᴘʟᴏᴀᴅᴇᴅ... sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀ.ᴇxᴇ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ...ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴜsᴇʀ @ironbloodcd ...ᴍᴜsᴇ: ᴡɪʟʟᴏᴡ...

“there’s no way i’d run into an unpickable door in THIS shack.” god, the place looked like it’d been abandoned for months, not even counting the smell of varying types of plants lingering around the place. a set of lockpick tools sat beside him, with his latest one (   a bobby pin, because desperate times call for desperate measures   ) also being a bust.

finally, he moved to retrieve his first tool again, a huff escaping. “there’s no such thing as an unpickable lock, unless it’s electric...”

⨳ — TYPES OF HUGS;

send one for my muse's reaction!

♥ – A romantic hug ☺ – A friendly hug ♫ – A hug while dancing ✉ – A hug goodbye ღ – A hug in greeting ❣ –A hug after being separated ✪ –A sleepy hug ✢ – An awkward hug ♢ – A familial hug ⊗ – A quick hug ☄ – A long hug ✾ – A passionate hug ☀ – A hug from behind ▲ – A surprise hug ☑ – A polite hug ✸ – A bear hug ✚ – A hug while cuddling ‽ – A hug around the waist ♠ – A squeezing hug ❋ – A silent hug ♣ – A spinning hug

Angst Sentence Starters

Change them however you want.

“All I wanted was for you to stay.”

“Can’t we just talk?”

“Don’t treat her the way you treated me.”

“Everybody tells me you’re no good.”

“Found out you were lying when you told me you were trying.”

“Hate to complain, but she’s a bitch.”

“He’ll hurt you. I know so, he got me before you.”

“He’s dragging me down.”

“He’s just telling you what you want to hear.”

“How long is this going to last?”

“How many times do I have to apologize?!”

“I don’t think I can stop.”

“I don’t want you, but I do.”

“I love you, but I’ve got to watch out for myself.”

“It’s me or him. Make your choice.”

“I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name.”

“I was always there for you, but you were never there for me.”

“Look, I gotta warn you about your new girlfriend.”

“Nothing could kill me like you do.”

“Nothing ever gets me high like this.”

“Only you can ease my pain.”

“She took everything that ever meant something.”

“She walked away without a second look.”

“The passion just… died.”

“There’s nothing left.”

“We need to talk.”

“What do I gotta do to make you treat me right?!”

“You’re no good for my health.”

“You’re the most jealous person I’ve ever met.”

“You think you can handle me?”