Yes But Its Me

realizing im actually kinda cool (my older sister wrote back when i texted her a meme)

OMG AND ONCE SHE SAID I WAS and i quote "actually kinda gang"

i hate exposure therapy so much

you tried to kill yourself? GOD FORBID AN ENBY HAVE HOBBIES OTHER THAN NAMING THEMSELVES AFTER MARSUPIALS AND KINDS OF ROCKS

im not even kidding i researched oceanography institutes and their distance to a (fake) address in berkley just for this post. am i insane? yes. do i care? no.

god i just want to kiss her so bad

i want her to kiss me on the way out of our shared apartment in berkley before she grabs her coffee and keys and walks out the door to her job at the uc berkeley oceanography institute. then at her lunch break, she texts me a photo of the lunch i packed her and a selfie of her doing kissy lips and saying "thank you for the lunch, my love" and i'll send her a selfie back and say "of course! love you! can't wait for our date tonight, you booked the dog sitter, right?" and she'll say "oh shit i forgot" and i'll say "babe im just kidding, the downstairs neighbors said they'd watch luna, remember?" and she'd send back the sighing emoji and then say "i gotta run, see you tonight!" with a red heart emoji

bruh

25 posts! ik this is really boring but ive been on tumblr for like 3 days now so...

dont play music you like in front of you parents i guess?

so ive been hospitalized twice and every time i listen to music that isn't happy go lucky my parents freak out so this morning i was listening to Relapse by Cheap Perfume (GO LISTEN TO IT ITS AMAZING) and she was being all "are you ok? do you need anything?" ik its great i have supportive parents but im just really tired of it

got a new diagnosis

got diagnosed with an ED last night, so lets do some safe foods! (non body image based, spd based, although i do hate my body)

if a picky american child (6 years old) would eat it, there's a good chance i will too. name a food in the comments and i'll tell you if i'll eat it or not.

for consistently safe foods/meals:

strawberry smoothie and tortilla chips

grilled steak and rice

cucumber salad (chopped into quarters, with balsamic vinegar, olive oil, and a lot of salt)

plain quesadilla (flour tortilla, mexican blend cheese. thats it)

mac+cheese and ground beef (not mixed together, i eat them separately)

and pretty much nothing else. my spice tolerance is that of a nordic viking. (but i don't eat fish. or any kind of seafood)

pretty sure five nights at freddy's doesn't have any f's