floweydefenderforlife

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[now i'm going to say something that will upset you: i know what you look like. i know your feet and hands and your skin. i know your head and your hair and your heart. you shouldn't bite your nails.]

every now and then i think about i'm thinking of ending things by iain reid

re-upping our isat sketch dump :3c

So, I was watching a letsplay of In Stars and Time during work and, well, french men would rather lose their humanity in the loop than open up about anything. Anyway, my hand slipped, I used my power for evil yada yada don't judge me.

(Translating puns is a pointless task, but I'll try regardless. This word is constructed like it's a name of a place but it sounds simultaniously like it's formed from words "looping" and "foreskin" at the same time)

Some Isafrin fanfic writers are really funny!! But idk, when they primarily use they/them pronouns for Siffrin, its not as funny, they lose all the hehe’s :(

:D

Loop watching as Siffrin runs to the plantain peel for the 3rd loop in a row after guessing what kind of samosas Bonnie likes most wrong once again.

he's doing great

imagine a stop sign, but blue

i just learned that noelle used to be smaller than kris. microscopic

a concert just for me

au by @goomyloid !

Introducing another interest of mine: CUPHEAD. I feel hard and fast for it in 2023. Both the show and the game, though I was better at the shows style. It got me into style imitation, actually. I wanted to be like the artists that worked on it so bad.

'If you let me live... I'll come back.'

doodles of Flowey after the Omega fight because I love all of his sprites for it-

waiting…

Каждый день я просыпаюсь и я не знаю, что я буду чувствовать, как я буду себя вести, что я смогу сделать, насколько я в принципе буду функциональна. Я никогда не чувствую, будто контролирую себя, свою жизнь. Я чувствую себя призраком, иногда я забываю, что я существую, и о боже, как легко это было бы! Забыть! Я мечтаю об этом! Я не имею никакого контроля, всё что со мной происходит никогда не моя заслуга или даже вина! Это просто случается! Я не человек, я ничего не делаю! Я просто наблюдаю! Поэтому каждый раз когда у меня спрашивают, что будешь делать в будущем, я не знаю! Почему ты говоришь это так, будто я выбираю! Я никогда ничего не выбираю, никогда ничего не контролирую, как я могу знать что случится! Я просто хочу чтобы я снова могла делать то, что хочу, чтобы я была способна подумать «я сделаю это и это» и потом сделать это и это! Я даже не хочу контроля над тем, что происходит вокруг, я только хочу контроль над собой! Я хочу почувствовать себя настоящей, как будто я человек, а не как грёбаный зомби!

Sillies

I hate him sm i hate him i hate kokivhi hes so ugly

I miiiiiss theeeeem

the neurodivergent experience:

20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333

80% of the time: this mind is a prison

Happy (late) DRV3 8th Anniversary!!

So sorry for being late but I REALLY wanted to draw both in-game & pre-game for this year but it took longer than expected!!

I had a different idea for this drawing but it wasn't working out too well so I settled for this and honestly it turned out so much better than I expected.

The most annoying thing I’ve been told as neurodivergent is „you can’t do this, just because you believe you can’t. You convinced yourself you can’t do it, but it’s all in your head actually. Just try“

Fuck. You.

„You just have to trust yourself“

I WISH I COULD, BUT YN I HAVE EXPERIENCED MYSELF FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE AND WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I CANT ——— I CANT!!!

What makes you think you know me better than I do? What makes you think that when I complain, you’re entitled to throw away my words and give me your gaslighting piece of „advice“?

Im just tired

Wicked + text posts

Just some Soos and Melody fluff

hiii alien

I like to headcanon that it was his job to take care of the bathroom fish tank

He's sooooo mlp to me like, its like if a background pony became nightmare moon <3 <3 <3

The fish

There was a little fish

It lived in little house

There was no water in its room

And house was made of glass

Therefore it couldn’t really breath

And life was pretty hard

But little fish was fine by that

It thought that was alright

That all the fishes have it hard

And maybe even worse

It really should be quiet

And just do its daily job

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I wrote some poem in English. And like it was supposed to be an allegory to neurodiversity, but then I remembered the „im nothing like yall“ meme 😭