⸻ ft. imad stone x julius robotnik ⸻
( "i can't lose you." )
crafted by iggy & marker.
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if there were any mirth or any sense of peace in the air, it was gone now. julius stared silently at roman, shoulders shifting and standing to his full height with no slouching. he takes a collected, calm step towards roman. & even with those sunglasses obscuring his eyes, roman would no doubt feel the silent rage burning into roman's own eyes.
"would you like to try that again." his voice is a tad tight, yet still eerily calm. he's giving roman another chance to respond to him without getting so emotional.
ah. not accustomed to those. genuine compliments. for a moment, he stares down at her through obscuring sunglasses, unsure of what to say or do. how easy it was for her to accomplish what most others could not: leave him flailing internally for a way to respond. unlike most, he cared for her. julius could count on one hand the number of people he actually gave a shit about.
though, when she mentions the name robotnik as though it were a place of pride for her, julius does scoff, "yes and that is precisely the problem." he won't elaborate, and won't give her the chance or time to ask after what he might have meant, "don't you have something better to be doing, like paling around with the little hedgehogs."
"it IS a compliment, cousin julius." because what were the robotniks if not odd? they certainly weren't what the average would call normal, as much as she might have enjoyed some normalcy, but then again...she was alive because they were not 'normal'. so she smiles at him, shaking her head and goes on. " odd means different. i don't think there's anything entirely wrong with being different. it makes us who we are- robotniks."
Be so completely yourself that everyone wants to kill you
NAME. Mun: Wilhelm Muse: Julius
AGE. Mun: 34 Muse: technically immortal/ageless, appears 31ish.
PRONOUNS. Mun: He/They Muse: He/Him
HEIGHT. Mun: 5'2" Muse: 6'3"
RESPONSIBILITY. Mun: ●●●○○ Muse: ○○○○○
SOCIABILITY. Mun: ●○○○○ Muse: ○○○○○
SENSITIVITY. Mun: ●●●●○ Muse: ●●●●●
GENEROSITY. Mun: ●●●○○ Muse: ○○○○○
MODESTY. Mun: ●●●○○ Muse: ○○○○○
KINDNESS. Mun: ●●●○○ Muse: ○○○○○
PHYSICAL STRENGTH. Mun: ○○○○○ Muse: ●●●●●
CARING. Mun: ●●○○○ Muse: ○○○○○
CURIOSITY. Mun: ●●○○○ Muse: ●●●●●
IRRITABILITY. Mun: ●●●●● Muse: ●●●●●
TOUCHINESS. Mun: ●○○○○ Muse: ●●●●○
LAZINESS. Mun: ●●●●● Muse: ●●○○○
ANXIETY. Mun: ●●●●○ Muse: ●●●●●
SELF-DISCIPLINE. Mun: ●●○○○ Muse: ●●●●●
TAGGED BY: @maaskuline !! TAGGING: whoever wants to.
he hadn't heard the name julius uttered in, so long. nowadays it was Robotnik, or Doctor, or Monster, Villain ⸻ but julius? he hadn't thought he'd ever enjoy hearing his name again. nor how much he'd missed being called that, in that absence. maybe he hadn't let himself think on that for too long to really register the depth.
at being told he had a nice name, a blush crossed his expression, and that sincere, awkward smile was back. & as imad said that julius was the first, oh. oh his heart.
he wanted that. more; more, selfishly, greedily, wanted to be the first for imad. a need coiled in his body and he did his best to stifle that, not wanting to get too overwhelmed. might make his chaos energy go out of control again.
a little chuckle leaves him, the noise soft and an airy sort of breath to the sound. "i'm glad." is this what that feeling was? he wouldn't know, hadn't had anything to feel glad about in quite some time. if he had ever. couldn't put a name to most emotions, at points ⸻ but he'd said that without thinking. so it was probably true. maybe that had come from his heart.
"i," a slight hesitation here, but julius pushes through that, "is there anything you might want to do? now that you're here."
julius... what an interesting name.
he doesn't mind that the handshake went on for longer than was considered polite, figuring julius just might not be used to doing such things and perhaps didn't know the unspoken rules of it. then again maybe he just liked having physical contact, given julius' stone was no longer in the picture.
despite it though stone keeps his smile, feeling a bit happy that the man was willing to open up a bit more, even if it was brief.
"it is nice to properly meet you as well, julius. you have a rather nice name yourself. I do not think I've ever met someone named that before, so you'll be the first."
Big fan of Lee's "Stone might also be an orphan", but I always thought how insane it would be if Stone did have a family, a big one, he just chose Robotnik.
Can you imagine? The one abandoned by his own family being CHOSEN above somebody else's family? That'd be...the poetic cinema, truly.
instantly, julius steps forward and clasps a hand onto colin's shoulders, both of them, in order to turn the shorter male's gaze up to look at him. & his voice is eclipsed by emotion, quivering in that held back rage - not at colin but at the moronic notion of what had just been told to julius. "if you are going to listen to me, once. if you are going to hear me clearly, then hear:
your mother's death WAS NOT your fault. do you understand. you were a baby for fuck's sake. you had zero control over what transpired that day."
there's a beat, as if julius needs a moment to compose himself. he releases colin's shoulders, takes a small step back from him. "you are worthy of much more than you give yourself credit for. your existence holds meaning. it always has." if to no one else, then at the very least, to me.
“I won’t judge you.”
My uncle said that too.
"I killed my mother. Just by existing. She died giving birth to me. No one has thought my life a worthwhile exchange for hers since."
The acceptance of his own dead mentor's doppleganger is a hot blade to the gut, over and over.
When you are writing a story and refer to a character by a physical trait, occupation, age, or any other attribute, rather than that character’s name, you are bringing the reader’s attention to that particular attribute. That can be used quite effectively to help your reader to focus on key details with just a few words. However, if the fact that the character is “the blond,” “the magician,” “the older woman,” etc. is not relevant to that moment in the story, this will only distract the reader from the purpose of the scene.
If your only reason for referring to a character this way is to avoid using his or her name or a pronoun too much, don’t do it. You’re fixing a problem that actually isn’t one. Just go ahead and use the name or pronoun again. It’ll be good.
Julius has appeared! What to do?
Brush off Ask to leave Punish Leave them