I Crave The Feeling Of You Around Me Even After Everything You Did. I Think About It Daily And I Would
I crave the feeling of you around me even after everything you did. I think about it daily and I would still go back to you in a heartbeat. I once told you all I wanted was for you to be happy. I professed my love to you for years and you used me for your own benefit. You cheated, lied, and stole years of my life and you still have me wrapped around your little finger. I miss you. I miss us. I miss the feeling I had when we were together. I know at some point you loved me too. You just had a shitty way of showing it. I know it's toxic and if anyone else was in my situation I would smack some sense into them. I wish we had never met. I wish I could have ended it differently but if I didn't do it I would still be with you. We'd probably be married by now. I would have given up seeing my family again for you. I would have given anything for you and you fucked up. I fucked up. It's been years and I'm still finding out new things about when we were together. It makes me sick to think that I would still be with you after all of it. I hate it. I hate myself. I will never be the same because you ruined it. You ruined me. You ruined everything. Then I ruined everything a second time. We did this. We both caused the chaos and we're both going to burn in it.
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✨️I will not eat✨️
✨️I will be hungry✨️
✨️I will get skinny✨️
✨️I will not eat✨️
All 3 babee
Someone you know is trans. You regularly interact with trans people.
They are closer than you think.
They have entered your home before and will do so in the future.
They are in your walls.
They produced the sounds you hear at night.
You cannot escape them until you join them.
Someone you know is trans.
Your honor, the defendant was unable to do the crime because at the time the crime was committed I was sitting on his lap.
this is so fucking funny
To anyone that tries to guilt people into not hurting/hating themselves because "it hurts you too" FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF!!!! You have no say in what we do or how we think about ourselves. It is our choice. Let us deal with it. Putting guilt on us is only going to make it worse. Just because you like us doesn't mean we have to like ourselves. You have no idea what we feel like. What it feels like to want to peel your own skin off because of something that happened years ago. Wanting to drive into oncoming traffic just to finally have some semblance of peace. Wanting to waste away until there is nothing left... Not even bones. Wanting to evaporate. Not even wanting to restart anymore, you just want it to end. How the fuck do you think it's ok to tell us that it would hurt you when you don't have a clue the amount of pain we are in.
FUCK YOU
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Hail Loki
Hail to the Smiler Hail to the Parent of mighty children Hail to the consort of fearsome Angrboda Bless and walk with us this day
i’d care if the person i reblogged this from vanished
idc if you reblog this from me but reblog it every time you see one of your friends or mutuals have reblogged it
25, They/Them Fat bitch trying to get skinny S.W. 285lbs. C.W. 255lbs. U.G.W. 135lbs. 6'0"
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