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“I am a god, you dull creature. And I will not be bullied by… “

#lol

i think the coolest thing would be to see a new color

A gentle reminder of us

“I would’ve love you for the wrong reasons, and I would’ve love you more for the right reasons. But one thing is for sure, we will tear and break each other apart.”

“Don’t let it break you. No matter how hard things get, life goes on.”

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I ain’t deep in this year yet and now I wanted to be asked for once if I’m okay and being told that somehow it’s gonna be okay. For once, I wanted to be the one to looked out for. I can’t keep this strong facade anymore. I’m exhausted.

I’m done with feelings. Why do I even have it?

the universe has a crazy way of working out and right now i need to just trust that

In 1x09 there’s a scene where Olivia is having a “dream” talking to the twins that breaks me. Nell saying she has had her heart broken and feeling nothing while Luke feels sad that he puts poison in him. Then, it happened in their adult lives. And Olivia seeing what could happen, broke her, so she felt like “she could freeze them forever” and thought of what can keep them safe. And how fcked up that the twins’ fates are already sealed. It’s sad and I’m just

My thoughts after watching the trailer:

I didn’t know this time would come.

I could bring out my stuffed toy Pikachu that says Pika Pika in the cinemas when the movie comes out!

I won’t be surprised if Pikachu decides to cuss.

hope to see Cubone...

Psyduck is a mood

Also Jigglypuff

Wtf

This

Is

Too

Cute

I would shut my mouth abt the ummm

Yes but you go Pikachuuu

Detective Pikachu

You are always at the back of my mind. Like a flicker of light I can’t seem to fix.

Is this still a part of moving on or I’m still a fool for you

I just watched Crazy Rich Asians and Gemma Chan have my heart. She fiercely, badass portrayed Astrid and we so need a women like her. I just, I love her!

Anguish cry and silent sobs,

With a heavy chest,

And I silently pray.

Are You gonna take me away?

And I say,

Please not today.

I’m not okay.

But I’m here to stay.

Wrote this in seconds for the worst breakdowns I had this weekend. I’m not getting any better. I’m sure of that. It’s hard to stay on both feet when I don’t even know where this is all coming from. So please, if you know someone with struggles. Don’t invalidate them with mocks and taunts. You help in any way you can. We’d appreciate that.

What’s wrong with me is that one tiny ridicule or taunt could make my tear ducts unleash a waterfall

Exhausted

The sky is perfect

Si mis palabras pudieron ayudarte en algún momento entonces soy feliz.

“Prayer changes everything. Don’t be anxious, pray instead. If God is for us, who can be against us? His Grace is sufficient.”

Eudaimonia vs Happiness

Eudaimonia is an Ancient Greek word, particularly emphasised by the philosophers Plato and Aristotle, that deserves wider currency because it perfectly corrects the shortfalls in one of the most central but troubling terms in our contemporary idiom: happiness.

When we nowadays try to articulate the purpose of our lives, we commonly have recourse to the word happiness. We tell ourselves and others that the ultimate rationale for our jobs, our relationships and the conduct of our day to day lives is the pursuit of happiness. It sounds like an innocent and pleasant enough idea, but excessive reliance on the term means that we are frequently unfairly tempted to exit or at least heavily question a great many testing but worthwhile situations.

The Ancient Greeks resolutely did not believe that the purpose of life was to be happy; they proposed that it was to achieve Eudaimonia, a word which has been best translated as ‘fulfilment’.

What distinguishes happiness from fulfilment is pain. It is eminently possible to be fulfilled and - at the same time - under pressure, suffering physically or mentally, overburdened and, quite frequently, in a rather tetchy mood. This is a psychological nuance that the word happiness makes it hard to capture; for it is tricky to speak of being happy yet unhappy or happy yet suffering. However, such a combination is readily accommodated within the dignified and noble-sounding idea of Eudaimonia.

The word encourages us to trust that many of life’s most worthwhile projects will at points be quite at odds with contentment and yet are worth pursuing nevertheless. Properly exploring our professional talents, managing a household, keeping a relationship going, creating a new business venture or work of art… none of these lofty goals will probably leave us cheerful and grinning on a quotidian basis. They will, in fact, involve us in all manner of challenges that exhaust and ennervate us. And yet we will perhaps, at the end of our lives, still feel that these tasks were worth undertaking. We’ll have sampled something deeper and more interesting than happiness.

With the word Eudaimonia in mind, we can stop imagining that we are aiming for a pain-free existence - and then berating ourselves unfairly for being in a bad mood. We’ll know that we are trying to do something far more important than smile, that we are striving to do justice to our full human potential.

More willing to let go than hold your hand.

Had to give myself a chance to live without you

‪“I never really stopped. You know? Loving you. It’s just... I’m better off without you.”‬

If she ever asks when I stopped loving her

“But you’re allowed to be you, to be spontaneous.” And still I wonder why I sought for your approval.

I am allowed to be me. Never again should I allow you to enter my state of mind. You aren’t the boss of me.

And suddenly you can’t run from it anymore. You face it not to just overcome it, you face it just to end a suffering.

I still don’t know what my “it” is

Scene ♥️

‪My social media feed consists of my depressive state, food, my gayness out of control but to be crystal queer I’m a pan, my anxieties, my undying love for fiction and now I realized I’m kinda a mess. I absolutely love it.

I wouldn’t have it in any other way

Maybe someday, I’ll get to see Katie Mcgrath and it’d be perfect.

I’d give up everything just to have a moment with her. Wth. I’m really not straight. Oh well

“Sometimes there is no next time, no timeouts, and no second chance. Sometimes it’s now or never.”

— Alan Bennett

Sober enough to check up on them at 4 in the morning.

‪The detachment that comes with love is unimaginable.‬

It’s what after of the aftermath of falling out. I wish it wasn’t with you.