Tw Ana Bløg - Blog Posts

nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse

your boy got a bf you bet your ASSCHEEKS im locking tf in

since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it

WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!

(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)

psa: if you faint (or almost faint) EAT SOMETHING!!! eat the chocolate in your cupboard, eat a protein bar, make yourself a sandwich, JUST EAT SOMETHING!! it doesn't matter if it's 300 cals or 50 cals, any amount will help you get energized. don't faint and then not eat, your chances of fainting AGAIN and landing in hospital is gonna shoot up.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

my friend next to me as she watches me like ed stuff on my tumblr feed

my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.

soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.

m3ansp0 lowk doesn't work on me... just cuz you said i shouldn't eat that chocolate bar because im fat im now gonna eat it just to spite you 😭

OH MY GYATT IM 62.2 KG WHICH IS CLOSE TO 62 KG AND 62 KG IS CLOSE TO 60 KG WHICH IS MY FIRST GW IM SO EXCITED!!!!

my favorite thing to do is lie on my back in bed. suck in my tummy, and feel my hip bones and ribs magically pop out.

who needs motivation when i have it right here?

when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔

this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture

when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down

i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^

i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁

Be safe.

i fainted about an hour ago and my ears are still ringing. if you see this, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS! fainting isnt fun and you can seriously hurt yourself.

i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF

when he's not answering my texts so i immediately think he'd respond if i was skinnier 🎀 (im just a silly boy with an ed)

gang.... i love akira.!!! and amon!!!!! guys!!!!

hiii there!!! my names theo, im trans(masculine) with an ed . . i've lost like 16 kg since (late-) july and im still going!! i shitpost about this stupid ed a LOOOTTTT and amongst that will be my silly rambles of my silly willy babyboy amon (and akira too ig....) and also just devilman crybaby stuff in general ngl

im ALSO 13!!!! A MINOR!!! PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU ARE OVER 18!!!

stats under the cut!! (along with like... general stuff maybe)

hw/starting weight: 79.9 kg (what the freak)

lw: current weight

current weight: 59.5 kg

gw1: 60 kg

gw2: 50 kg (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS YEAR GANG!!)

gw3: 45 kg

ugw: 40 kg!!! (HELL YEAH GANGY!!!)

— “Akira, why am I the only one talking?”

silly stupid tags i use for my non ed content:

• theo lowkey be rambling

• theos life is super interesting!!

— “Please, be somewhere! Say something! Akira!”

don't report. this is my safe space where i can spew what i want to randos who relate to me. if you feel triggered, just block me.