The sexual tension between my skull and the wall is absolutely insane.
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
“I can’t talk right now, I’m doin hot girl shit”
*reads fanfiction for 3 hours*
*daydreams about my favorite characters and actors*
*takes a nap*
do you ever think you're special to someone, but then you see this person acting the same with everyone else and you're just kind of
oh, alright
please im so tired im just so fucking tired please just stop can everything stop im so tired im begging can it all stop
And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.
Unknown
i apologies to anyone who ever has the displeasure of trying to love me.
~ Girls when they can never be as pretty as the others, no matter how hard they try ~
It doesn't matter how far I've come, how hard I tried or how much I gave.
At the end of the day I'm just a sad little girl curled up on her bathroom floor wondering why she can't ever be someone's first choice.
Wondering why it never got better like they all said it would.
TW: lots of dark and uncomfy topics but if you're here that's probably what you're looking for ... I hope that someday we can both find a way to be ok.... I don't care what that way is.... whatever finally brings peace 20 years old
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