taking a break from study1ng this week to focus on starv1ng
update! my mum has said she will buy me a pedometer. i’m happy but also fuck how f@t am i that my parents are supporting me losing weight
i’ve been this big for so long and i haven’t even realised how disgusting it is. god i rlly hate myself for this…
hi 4n4’s,
i have no way of counting steps, but i walk for about 50 minutes everyday, does anyone have an estimate of how many steps that would be?
i keep seeing people on here saying you should do 10k steps but i don’t know how much that would be?
i’m so bad for watching study vlogs and inspo videos and doing nothing actually productive
The Productive One: refilling a drink, crossing a task off your to do list, the comfort of knowing that you're exactly on track.
The I-can't-fucking-take-this-any-longer: flinging yourself dramatically onto the couch or bed because this subject is turning your brain into mulch. snacking on something unhealthy but so delicious. texting friends who are suffering alongside you just to cry or scream together.
The "Just five more minutes" : Scrolling through tumblr or instagram. trying to pull your thoughts together on a bad day. convincing yourself that viewing motivational posts online is almost the same as actually doing that homework, really!
The Leg Cramp: No idea how long you've been sitting motionless but you gotta MOVE. Dancing badly and singing along to your favourite song. The joy of realising you've accomplished more than you hoped.
Easy changes you can implement that probably won't draw too much attention to you, but will make a noticeable difference if you are patient. So much of the w31ghtl0ss advice I see on here is so drastic and difficult, so here are some things you can do for minimal effort.
switch to zero sugar versions of energy drinks, just say that you prefer the taste.
if offered food always ask for a small slice/portion, say you're not hungry but it looks so good
Go for a walk every single day, just say you feel restless and need to get out more
stand on one leg while you brush your teeth, wait for the kettle to boil, any small things like that
walk around the house whenever you're on the phone/brushing teeth/listening to music
try and not sit down, unless you're studying or sleeping or eating with your family you should be standing up
put tiny exercises into your daily routine so that the habits become queued. Do ten squats while you make your tea/do a plank before you get in the shower, do 15 star jumps before you do your skincare
buy a water bottle with a straw and take it around with you. it is so much easier to drink because you just sit there with the straw in your mouth. I started doing this a few months ago and I drink like 4L a day
c@l log - 06/05/25 total = 1427
07:40 - 2 Weetabix (136), 100ml semi skimmed milk (47), 12 blueberries (12)
08:45 - 30 minute full body workout with weights
12:40 - scotch egg (300), kale (20), tomatoes (12), grapes (24), mushroom (8)
13:00 - frozen yoghurt (75)
14:15 - 50 minute walk
19:45 - tomato sauce (413) and pasta (150)
20:20 - strawberries (30), chocolate (200)
20:40 - light pilates and stretch workout
ugh so after I posted this my mum made me eat more, which is so annoying. I don't want to argue with her because things have been really good between us lately, but I also don't want to gain.
honestly remembering this is so important as part of your wl journey.
1. be able to wear shorts to workout or in the summer 2. toned arms!!! 3. not be afraid when my grandparents take photos of me in my swimming clothes 4. to have my th1ghs be so much smaller so I don't look like a fucking elephant 5. to have a flat stomach and small waist so that people compliment me 6. to be able to run without joint pain from being such a f4tty 7. to be able to wear a cute Halloween costume without being afraid people will laugh at me 8. to be sk1nn13r than the girl who used to bully me 9. to have boys compliment me and actually like me 10. to not say 'oh I don't know my weight' when people ask me, to be confident to say what I weigh out loud without feeling ashamed
study log - 09/05/25 decided to do some studying in the middle of the night because I was super stressed about my History Exam
1:50 - Source Question Method Revision and Wars of Independence Recall tests
2:55 - Source Question Practice
4:00 - Essay Review
Then I had two 115 minute exams. I'm posting this early to force myself to take the rest of the day off and give myself a break
total productive time - 6 hrs 40 mins
c4l log - 09/05/25
07:20 - toast (75), cream cheese (30), strawberries (18)
01:40 - sushi (200), orange (62)
14:30 - went on the bike burnt 119 c4ls. the bike disconnected from my ipad halfway through the workout which is so annoying! i feel like i had more in me but I had to stop :(
17:20 - went to a cafe with my mum and brother and ordered something dumb. i feel kinda gross. I have no idea how many c4l0r13s it was so i'm just going to estimate it as (600), for fear of underestimating it. also had a lemonade (40)
For dinner we made pizza, and I have no idea how many calories that was bc it was homemade, just to be safe i'm going to estimate 800, but i did not eat the whole thing. i also had about 50 calories of fruit and a glass of champagne
god why can't i just say no to food?
total - 1756
is it just me who gets hungrier when i chew gum? like i see people on here saying to chew gum rather than 34t, but it literally makes my stomach hurt so much
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs
Height: 173cm/5' 8''SW - 85kg/187.39CW - 80.19kg/176.80lbGW1 - 75kg/165lb 🔒GW2 - 70kg/154lb 🔒GW3 - 65kg/143lb 🔒GW4 - 60kg/132lb 🔒
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