I Need To Just Stop Eating Entirely.

The same thing goes for BPD people!

Since people seem to feel invalidated because of me possibly having the same mental illness as them?!

You can't tell me that my attachment-detachment issues in my relationships are just how normal people function or why I have a no sense of self, my mood swings, lack of decision making, self harm, chronic feeling of worthlessness, anxiety, dissociation etc.

Other than that I don't think with everything I experienced in my childhood, I could possibly come out as a normal human being. 😭

It’s kind of funny when people are against self diagnosis.

Like you are about to tell me I just ⭐️ve and B/P cause it’s fun?

Yeah it’s a feast bro, you should try that sh!t some time^^

Be fucking for real! I have had an 3d, when I didn’t even fucking know what it was.

There’s a kind of loneliness that has nothing to do with being alone. It’s when you're surrounded by people but still feel like no one really sees you. Like you're speaking in a language only you understand, and no matter how loud you scream, it gets lost in the noise. I’m tired of feeling like I have to shrink just to fit in — tired of carrying thoughts too heavy to share. Maybe I’m not looking for answers, just a place where I don’t have to explain myself.

I just said hello to one of my previous school teachers, when I saw him outside.

He didn’t recognize me and looked at me like I was bat shit crazy 😭

I just had to tell him that I know him from my school and not trying to flirt and shit

I was humiliated. Just kill me dude😫

𝜗𝜚 — i promise i'm cool, you guys.

„I’ll ⭐️ve tommorow”.

Someone does today. Did yesterday. Will do tomorrow.

I read my last One Piece manga chapter about half a year- maybe a year ago. And now I don’t know where I should start reading from :/

fat girls become sickly skinny girls

I need to stop normalising binging

The word 4nor3xic seems so unfamiliar to me sometimes. So distant. So not me, but at the same time it is me. It is what makes and breaks my day. I relate and understand it so well, but at the same time I feel distant from it. Like I am just watching from outside of my body.