The first chapter from my comix on life and learning after seven hundred and seventy-eight days on testosterone!
THIS COMIC IS INTENDED FOR MATURE READERS -- contains nudity, cigarettes, alcohol, and descriptions of gender dysphoria
The other chapters are
Trans Boy's Complaint - negotiating identity in light of gendered perception
Nutrisco et Extinguo - on the myth of testosterone rage
Double Stellar Black Hole - the experience of gender dysphoria when you don't know being transgender is a thing that exists
Adam Kadmon - for the first transgender man I ever knew 5.5 x 8.5, over 40 pages, surreptitiously printed in college computer labs
$6, plus shipping!
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
Sketches for an in-progress Topical Comic about cis people being cast to play trans people.
As a trans guy who was raised in the theater and has a mom who’s an actress I have lots of Opinions on this subject.
To the right, you can see my mom when she was a Dolly Parton impersonator. And when she was in a Greek tragedy and shaved an inch off her hairline to recreate Greek hairstyles. And when she was in Candide.
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
Xmas gift for my mom. A portrait of me (and my mullet), my partner (and his beard), the cat, and the plants.
My Etsy:LINK / My Society6:LINK / My Ko-Fi:LINK
One of my grad classes on Thursday requires a creative piece in response to a reading assignment and I just painted this thing fast as dicks. Three hours!
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
(via original illustration face 6 by panicvolkushka on Etsy)
available for $35
My Etsy: LINK / My Society6: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
If you are 18+ and make, purchase, or enjoy artwork with nudity (especially depictions of "non-normative" bodies) or sexual activity, I encourage you to join this list.
SESTA/FOSTA and the restrictions of payment processors are the primary reasons that places like Tumblr, Instagram, Patreon, Squarespace, Gumroad and Etsy (with varying ways to get around the rules) will not sell products or even host images of nudity or sexual acts.
Since I started selling my own artwork online, almost 20 years ago, the number of sites where artists can post and sell anything that merely has a NIPPLE visible has been drastically reduced. If you're aware of the disparity in censorship on sites/apps like tumblr, insta, and tiktok -- all of which have documented trends of censoring images of visibly queer, fat, and/or disabled bodies, regardless of sexual content -- then you can understand how these additional limitations further restrict the arena for creative works by marginalized communities. And the ways you can directly, ethically support adult content creators/porn stars/sex workers.
Patreon, Squarespace, Gumroad. What do all these online spaces have in common? A monopolizing payment processor. My hand slipped and I contacted the ACLU, the FSC, and the MA Bar Association for legal assistance. If you’ve been fucked over by draconian nsfw bans please join my Mastercard Injury Mailing List.
Because the rigid heddle loom rolls up the cloth on the front bar, you can’t see everything I’ve woven, so this diagram is the best way to demonstrate how increasingly unhinged this weaving is becoming.
Doing insane shit with string today
Awwww hell yeah we getting somewhere now
My Etsy: LINK / My Society6: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
I've been listening to the audiobook of "The Killer of Little Shepherds: A True Crime Story and the Birth of Forensic Science" by Douglas Starr.
It's the case of a French serial killer in the late 1800s, Joseph Vascher, and the development of early forensic science by Alexandre Lacassagne.
Lacassagne worked in Lyon, France, where the morgue was housed on a barge in the Rhône. The reasoning was that this would keep the stench away from the city and it was close to the two largest sources of corpses -- the hospital and the river itself. However, there were problems.
Joseph was a problem child...
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
Dreamed that my parents were going to give a power point presentation about my gender identity at some sort of conference.
In the presentation, my mom was contending that I was actually an addict, addicted to the idea of being transgender, and that if I went into recovery like a drug or alcohol addict, then I wouldn't want to transition anymore.
I edited the power point to include a bullet point stating that "the subject thinks this theory is a load of bullshit."
I guess working in rehab is rubbing off on my unconscious mind.
I have been a very bad art school drop-out and have not done any gesture drawing in a looooong time.
A page of 1 minute drawings, and a page of 2 minute drawings.
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
Hello, my name is Panic. Find my other links on my Carrd
417 posts