"J-John, Don't You Think We Should Take This Up Stairs? What If Someone Sees Us?" Kaidan Stammered As

Cortega, mShenko and Cullrian are the most awesome ships in the world. Thanks for making them!

Awwwww! Thank YOU, Anon! You are most welcome and just so you know, you made my week with this! <3

Is this a trace of moonlight That shimmers through the darkness That covers my sleep tonight? Here all alone Drowned in nightmares And agony Be my guide Silverish light Touch my eyes Wake me With your kiss Dry away All these tears In my... ...Heart, oh moonlight Chase away all the fears in my mind Oh moonlight, cover me! Only your kiss will set me free Steve's heart was pounding out of his chest as he ran for Robert's turned back. He could see the Collector's moving closer to him. "ROBERT! OVER HERE!" Robert turned slightly toward him smiling. He spoke but Steve couldn't hear him but he could read his lips. I love you. And like that....he was gone. Steve filled with rage then charged and tackling the closest Collector violently punching it. It's blood was splattering in every direction with each pound of his fist. "GIVE HIM BACK! YOU SON OF A BITCH!" He screamed as he went to throw another punched but stopped dead when he looked down to find Robert under him bloodied by Steve's fists. Steve sucked in a sharp break. "Esteban..." Robert said as blood gushed from his mouth. Robert lifted his arm and touched Steve's shoulders. Tears rolled down Steve's face as he watched Robert struggle to keep his arm up to comfort him. "Esteban." He said again with love in his voice and eyes but suddenly he was ripped away from Robert and he screamed. "N-NO! NO! ROBER-" Steve stopped when he found himself on his back and face to face with James Vega. His face was torn with worry and he had Steve by both shoulders. "There you go, Esteban! It's ok, you're home! With me, guapo! It's ok!" James cupped his cheek and soothingly ran a thumb over the tears and sweat that covered it. He was shaking and couldn't focus. Where the hell was he? Where was Robert? He was glad to see James, maybe he could help him find Robert. James leaned down gently kissing his forehead and it was only then that Steve remember what had happen over 4 years ago. Robert was gone...forever. He brought a shaky hand up to his husbands tattooed chest needing something to ground him. "I-I'm sorry, James...I just-..I'm sorry..." James pulled him up right and into his lap, wrapping his strong arms around his shoulders and guiding Steve's head down to his shoulder. "Shhh, now, lindo. It's ok." James soothed and started rocking him slightly but Steve's mind wasn't letting him relax. He felt horrible. This was the 16th nightmare he had woken James up with this week. His nightmares always got bad when Robert and his anniversary came near. It had been 4 years and still he couldn't stop the self guilt and hate that filled him for losing Robert and James was paying for it. When Steve's nightmares got so bad he could sleep at all James would stay up all night with him even when he was worn out himself from a long day of training the new recruits in the N7 training fields but he never once complained. He would just smile and say 'He wasn't tried at all!'. How long was Steve going to burden James with his issues? How could he be so damn selfish? James never did anything to deserve such a shitty husband! "Esteban, stop." Steve looked up and James cupped his cheek again looking down at him with both love and understanding. The light James had turned on behind him lite him up like he was an angelic figure. His moonlight angel that lite up the night when darkness was all he could see. "Just don't, little Esteban. I'm not going anywhere and you aren't being unfair to me." Steve opened his mouth to protest but James ran a thumb over his mouth. "Look I'm not good with words you know that, I'm more the physical type." James flashed him a crooked smile full of teeth. "But listen to me, Esteban, it wasn't your fault. Dios, I know I sound stupid and shallow for saying that but, no, Esteban it really wasn't your fault. Fate can be a bitch, and there are times in which things are beyond what we can control." James stumbled over the words trying to be as soothing as possible but even with his struggle you could feel the love that they held. James gently rubbed Steve's cheek and whipped at the tears that still fell uncontrollably. James eyes were filled with such warmth, kindness, and care. It was impossible for Steve to take his eyes off his husband. When he tried to speak his throat would clinch shut and the words he tried to speak came out as straggled whimpers. James laid his forehead on Steve's and started rocking them gently while humming a gentle tone never once stopping his comforting strokes on Steve's check with his thumb. The tension in Steve was slowly draining at the low tone of James' song washed over his frayed nerves and suddenly the pain of his nightmares was a distant memory. They would come back to haunt him another night but he wasn't as scared of the thought anymore. Not with his husband, his light in the darkness, by his side. ----- For: Eternal <3 (Oh like you guys didn't see that one coming?! XD He just keeps putting story ideas in my head!) Credit: Steve: www.deviantart.com/art/ME3-Ste… James: www.deviantart.com/art/Mass-Ef… Bed: www.deviantart.com/art/ME3-Apa… Window: andrastesass.deviantart.com/ar… Song: Soulslide -Nightmare All other modification by Me All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! <3 (Good work guys!)

Larger version:

http://kaidanalanko.deviantart.com/art/My-Moonlight-in-the-darkest-hours-538450517

Winter Wonderland

"K, wait up! I'll help you pull it!" John laughed at his husbands excitement over what he called the prefect Christmas tree. "You're taking to long!" He called back sticking out his tongue as he started pulling. "Oh yes! How dare the guy that just chopped the tree down take a breather!" He chuckled catching up to him and taking the trunk in his hand and pulled along. "You know we could have brought them along and share this with them." He playfully elbowed Kaidan who shoved back snorting. "Yeah right! One Shepard around an axe is good enough for me!" He laughed as John's face contorted in mock disapproval and hurt. "For your information, I did a fabulous job chopping down that tree." He lightly pulled the base of the tree into Kaidan's butt who jumped a bit and lightly punched his chest in return. "Ohhh yesss!" Kaidan paused. "If by fabulous you mean completely missing the tree 12 or 13 times every other swing!" "Oh you! That's it!" John drops the tree and axe in one movement to tackle his laughing mad hatter of a husband into the nearest snow bank. They wrestled around in the snow for a few moments before settling. Kaidan laid on top of John laughing for a moment before sitting up. "On second thought, maybe we should have had Mom and our son come along." He smiled down at John. "This would have been a great opportunity to show them both how NOT to chop a tree down!" Its a good thing John loves his husband otherwise he would have had a face full of snow.... MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAY’S ALL! I hope you all enjoy this! :3 Decided I wanted to bring in a few of my OC’s finally. (Aka Kaidan and John’s kids.) I’ve wanted to for a long time but honestly I’ve been afraid of the back lash but whatever! I enjoy them so I’m going to share them in the next few renders hopefully! :3 Hope you all have been enjoying your holidays so far!

Credit: Shepard: http://www.deviantart.com/art/John-Shepard-Sweater-XPS-501424115 Shepard's Jacket: http://adngel.deviantart.com/art/Chris-Redfield-RE6-Bar-outfit-356543737 Kaidan and Kaidan's vest: http://gragra96.deviantart.com/art/Kaidan-Shirts-Pack-503850692 and http://gragra96.deviantart.com/art/Kaidan-T-Shirts-and-Shorts-Pack-510592010 BG: http://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=330364 Axe: http://tf3dm.com/3d-model/axe-2-54767.html All other modification made by me. (I made the snooowwwww! I'm so pleased with myself its sad!) All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! (Good work guys! <3) NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT WAS INTENDED!

New Account

Short version:

https://twitter.com/MisterAlenko

And just in case links are still dead I have a new account on Twitter. My name there is MisterAlenko if you would like to find my art here and some new art please follow me there! And if you have a twitter or other account please PM me with your account so I can follow you all!

Long version:

Sooooo long time no see! I haven’t posted here in a long while and that’s just…sad. I love this account and all of you! But as I am sure all of you can understand life decided it was going to be come to overwhelming to endure. I lost alot, hurt alot, became horribly depressed, had not creativity and was unable to make anything. By the time I had the ability again to make anything I felt I had let you all down. I was afraid to come back. But I finally decided too and try to make some amends with all of you. Thheeennn tumblr decided to nuke itself right as I had made the decision! It breaks my heart that I am going to lose this account. It means so much to me. When I started this account I was in a bad place too. Lost my job, lost my ability to walk, lost my boyfriend, and had to move back to my parents. This account gave me an escape and all of you gave me hope! The fact it is all going to disappear just…hurts so much. So I have decided to try and preserve as much as I can on twitter. As I said above my name there is MisterAlenko. If you all have a twitter and would like to continue to see my work and talk with me please go there! And as I said, if you guys have other accounts and twitters please PM me with your account names and I will follow you there!

Thank you guys for making tumblr the best part of my life. I will miss all of this and all of you so damn much.

-MrAlenko Signing off. 12/14/2018

Last year you guys got Shepard: http://fav.me/d85nv1z This year you get Kaidan!! And damn does this boy need some love after Bioware's N7 Day live broadcast. There was a lot of Kaidan bashing going on! So I'm showing my love for him! Enjoy guys! :3 Credit: Kaidan: http://me-for-xna.deviantart.com/art/Kaidan-Nude-DL-491685082 Guns: http://nach77.deviantart.com/art/Pistols-369874391 and http://nach77.deviantart.com/art/Sniper-Rifle-369875152 All other modification by me. All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! (Good work guys! <3) NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT WAS INTENDED!

I am just sneaking in here, giving you a hug and letting you know that you are fucking awesome. That is all. :D <3

OMGS! I- just..YOU! JUST! AOHGAOHGFAOFAOHFKAHAKHKAHOAHakhfakfahflahfolh! You’re just awesome! ;_; This made my YEAR! <3

Oh yes....I went there. <3 Enjoy! :3

 I love the pose John is in. It's so....vulnerable. Something you know he only lets Kaidan see.

Credit: http://mralenko.tumblr.com/credit

All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! <3 (Good work guys!)

So this is an old pose from my Mshenko comic for Kaidan Porn Week that I decided to put through Blender Cycles. It came out pretty ok, the models are a little rough to deal with but with a little work I smoothed it out! I hope you all enjoy it! <3

Also HOLY WATCHERS, BATMAN! I have 40 of you! o_o That's just awesome to me! THANK YOU ALL! I must make something to celebrate once I get a little more time! :3

Credit: http://mralenko.tumblr.com/credit

All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! <3 (Good work guys!) I own NOTHING! Posing and Editting by MrAlenko

Sooooo HOLY CRAP GUYS!!!! 200 FOLLOWERS!!! *falls over* I just can’t believe this! I take a little break and you guys just descended! I LOVE IT! XD So as a thank you for all your AMAZING support of my naughty little hobby, I’ve decided to leave the choose up to you guys on what should happen to Kaidan in the next image! (Or doesn’t happen to Kaidan! LOL!)

You have 3 chooses! Choose number 1: I should go...(to the shower to take care of something!) - in other words John will go to the bathroom and take care of himself! ;3 Choose number 2: (Paragon) Make love to him right here on the bed! - Pretty self explanatory! XD  Choose number 3: (Renegade) Bend him over the stair railing and nail him! - Again self explanatory! XD THE CHOOSE IS YOURS! Just reblog this image and in the caption type your option! And on May 20th I will tally up the votes and reveal the winning image!

Edit [5/16/2016]: This image will become available with no lettering when I release the winning image!

THANK YOU SO DAMN MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!! <3

Credit: Shepard: http://padme4000.deviantart.com/art/Shepard-Renegade-Romance-Models-484215466 Kaidan: http://theraiderinside.deviantart.com/art/Kaidan-Nude-DL-491685082 Commander’s Cabin: http://www.tombraiderforums.com/showthread.php?p=6314856 All other modification made by me. All characters are property of Bioware and the Mass Effect Team! (Good work guys! <3) NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT WAS INTENDED! 

Dragon Age Blog :3

So I want this blog to be all for Mass Effect! So I have decided to create another blog for my Dragon Age stuff! If you’re interested please follow me there too! :3

http://clothofthefade.tumblr.com/

And thank you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much guys for all your reblogs, likes, and follows! I’m so touched guys! <3