I just wanna say thank you to the people who continuously write for The PITT.
Thank you for feeding my obsession! I love you all đ„°
(Alright Iâm new to writing please donât judge me. I HAD to start writing because of The Pitt. Mild spoilers if you havenât finished the show)
TW: reader is attacked at the end. I had to make it dramatic sorry.
Sheâs putting almost all of her focus into refilling her coffee mug, she hardly notices him entering the small cafe. It isnât until he plops his travel mug onto the counter before her that she looks up from staring at the precious coffee falling into her mug. She raises an eyebrow at him as she sets her mug down and holds her hand out for his.
âEvening Half Caff.â He smirks, using his call sign for her. Her short stature and reliance on caffeine had only caused him to double down on the nickname. When she had first protested it.
She only grunts as she fills his mug from the coffee pot sitting on the edge of the counter. She hands it off to him as she grabs a tray of various baked goods sitting on top of the espresso machine and he follows her as she moves to set them up at the folding table thatâs dragged out for these meetings.
Every Thursday night the local coffee shop closes its doors to customers and opens it for the local Veteranâs Affair office. One a week, veterans of all ages and branches gather. Part of the night is devoted to mingling, friends old and new talking about their week. The second part of the night has a darker hue. Chairs are dragged to the middle of the shop and set up in a circle. It reminds y/n of an alcoholics anonymous meeting: everyone sharing the tragedies theyâve witnessed, the fellow comrades theyâve lost both overseas and at home, and the struggle of integrating back into civilian life after having been in some of the toughest conditions the world has to offer.
Itâs how her and Jack met. Not that sheâd ever seen combat or boot camp. Not in terms of military service at least. After struggling with her mental health, her therapist had recommended volunteer work, something routine and low stakes that wasnât another job. Sheâd offered to donate her time to her local coffee shop, setting up and taking down for group activities twice a week. A book club on Tuesdays, and the veteran meetings on Thursdays. Sheâd often help set up and take down for special events the cafĂ© held; like when the middle schoolâs theater club had asked to borrow the space for brainstorming set design.
Jackâs eyebrows furrow as he looks at her, noting her usual cheery appearance gone and replaced with sharp sarcasm and deflection.
âNot enough caffeine?â He asks her, noting her usual grace being replaced with something that resembles stomping.
âYouâve got another one tonight. Blue sweatshirt on your six.â She nods over to where a newcomer has caught one of the older vets in conversation.
âOh no. Thatâll be the third one this month.â Jack groans as he notices the cocky behavior of the kid who must only be twenty. His army buzz haircut still fresh. He leans against the wall next to the table. Trying to hide his smirk behind his cup as she continues to grumble while setting out more muffins and scones next to the containers of coffee.
They referred to these kind of people as âOMBsâ or âone-month babiesâ. These individuals got the wrong idea of war from obsessing over army video games as young kids and teenagers. Often coming from heavy right leaning families, these individuals joined the numerous branches of armed service not to serve their country, but to fuel their ego. These meetings had been hosts to numerous individuals who were more upset that they hadnât had the chance to shoot someone, than they were over the small stipend they received once back on US soil.
âHow bad?â Jack said, turning to her as she braces her hands on the table. She winces and sighs.
âThree weeks on a German base as custodial. I think boot camp has been the hardest thing heâs been through.â She turns and crosses her arms, glaring at the back of the kid.
âSo, nothing compared to the rest of these guys.â He smiles and raises his coffee mug as a familiar army buddy of his passes to grab a seat.
âOh, my fucking god.â She hisses though gritted teeth. Jack winces as he watches the kid toss a muffin wrapper on the floor as he continues talking, the two vets heâs dragged into conversation raise their eyebrows and share a look.
âDamn, if I didnât work, Iâd take you to dinner tonight to make up for his bullshit.â She laughs at his joke. Theyâve made this joke for months; often joking about getting dinner after the meetings despite Jack working the nightshift at the hospital just down the road. Y/n gives him a once over, secretly enjoying the way Jackâs black scrubs look, his white badge a stark contrast to the rest of his outfit.
âHit him with the one two guilt trip.â She all but sneers, causing Jack to laugh into his mug. He holds it out and she refills it.
âThat bad huh?â He turns to her with a smile, she smirks up at him.
âHe called me âcoffee girlâ. If you donât take it off, Iâm ripping it off and throwing it at him after a fat knuckle sandwich.â
âAlright easy Half Caff, go read your book behind the register and Iâll see what I can do.â He bumps her with his shoulder as he shoots her a smile and makes his way to gather with everyone else in the middle of the dining area.
The meeting starts as they usually do. Jeremy, a navy veteran who did two tours, opens the conversation with his usual story. How he lost three of his friends overseas to violence, and one here in the states as they succumbed to their PTSD and trauma.
Jack shoots a look over to y/n behind the register as the new kid, Ben, immediately starts a rant about how more violence is needed. Jack starts to see red as Ben goes on about using violence to thwart foreign governments and the need for additional troops to bring down resistance to US soldiers.Â
Jack leans forward in his chair, rubbing at his calf. He interrupts Ben, âWhatâs the worst thing you saw while over there in Germany?â He doesnât look up to see Benâs reaction as he rolls his pant leg up slowly.
When heâs met with silence he looks up and finds the new kid staring at his leg as Jack slowly removes his prosthetic. He massages the spot where his mid-calf and the prosthetic rub, an irritant he knows will never go away. The new kid only opens and closes his mouth like a fish.
âThat bad huh?â Jeremy says, covering a small laugh with a cough as he catches on to what Jack is doing. Ben clears his throat and looks away as Jack replaces the prosthetic, offering the kid a small smile. Another vet launches into a story on his struggles reintegrating into civilian life, having only been back from Iraq for two weeks.Â
Jack glances back to the register where y/n offers a small smirk and mouths âthank youâ to him, he nods. Heâs thankful for her, not many civilians understand the struggles of coming back, of facing the music. Sheâs dealt with OMBs almost as much as he has, something he struggles to accept. He often brings these individuals up to his therapist. How can someone who got so lucky in their overseas assignment get so angry they didnât see the true horrors of war?
The meeting wraps up and he stands to stretch his back. He makes his way back to y/n for one last top off on his coffee mug. She fills his mug over the register and smiles.
âBe safe Lance Corporal.â She says with a smirk, he smiles. She often throws out whatever army rank she can remember when referring to him. Something heâs sure is payback for her Half Caff nickname. Something he considers her callsign.
âAlways am Half Caff. See you next Thursday.â He secures the lid on his travel mug and raises it in thanks. He leaves the cafĂ© and turns right, making his way towards the hospital to relieve the day shift workers.
She chuckles and shakes her head as he leaves. She begins to busy herself with clean up, gladly accepting help from Jeremy as she and the café owner, GiGi, start to put everything back into its rightful place.
Sometime later, the café is back to normal, chairs and tables back to their places, dishes washed, and coffee mugs stacked neatly and ready for the following morning rush.
âCan you grab the trash? Iâll take out the recycling in a bit before I lock up.â GiGi says, sweeping her hair out of her face as she jots down notes for the morning crew.
âOn it!â Y/n calls as she grabs one of the bags and swings the other over her shoulder, backing into the back room to toss the garbage out into the dumpsters of the back alley.Â
Sheâs too busy making a to-do list in her head to see it coming. She tosses one bag into the open dumpster from the top of the small staircase and is about to throw the other when sheâs grabbed from behind and wrenched into the guardrails.
She groans as sheâs thrown down the rest of the stairs, a well-aimed punch lands on her jaw, and she sees white as the pain burns through her body. Sheâs so out of it she barely feels the two kicks bash her ribs in, her breath becoming ragged.
She gasps on the ground, gravel digging into her side and cutting her face. Her vision swims as she sees the quickly receding footsteps as whoever attacked her runs off. She wheezes, her mouth gaping as she tries to call for help.
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Idk, y'all want part two?
Overview: On your first night after moving to San Diego to spend more time with your brother Bob, you unknowingly have a one night stand with his teammate Jake Seresin. For the first time in his whole life, Bob has a closely knit friend group and youâre desperate not to rock the boat. But an unexpected and unplanned pregnancy upends your world, forcing you and Jake closer together, against Bobâs wishes. What will happen when you find yourself actually falling for the father of your unborn child?Â
Pairing: Jake Seresin x Reader; Bob Floyd x Sister!ReaderÂ
Overview:
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Jack Abbot x reader
You spot Jack across the bar, he doesn't think you actually like him.
warnings: none yet, it will become smut later on
You stared at him as he lifted his beer to his mouth. âI swear to god, if you don't go over there, I will.â Kacey's thought broke you from your staring, âyou wouldn't dareâ you shoot back at her. You know she would, she did it with the guy who you asked to prom, even if he did stand you up. âWho even knows if he likes younger women? Heâs probably mid 40s, and I'm 26. He could be my dad!â She just stares at you, with a knowing look of âreally?â.Â
You huff at her, turning to the bartender. âThe salt and peppered one sitting with the dark brunette. What's he drinking?â, she glances over at him, âa draft, i'm assuming you're asking so you can send him one?â, âyes.â She nods and pours one, bringing it over to him, tilting her head in your direction, as she sets it down. In front of the brunette, the wrong guy. You make eye contact with him, pointing at his friend.Â
He laughs and sets in down in front of Jack, who whips his head to make eye contact with you. You smile at him, before ducking your eyes to your glass. It takes 5 minutes for you to look back and see he's ducked his head back down. You ask the bartender for a piece of paper, to write your number down. âHeâs a war veteran with a prosthetic, he's probably worried youâll run.â, she says as she hands it to you. You quickly scribble your number down, asking her to give it to him. You see her drop it infront of him, the correct guy this time, and wait.
Jack stared at the beer in front of him, âCâmon man, she's cute and very clearly likes you!â Robby tossed his way as he slapped his shoulder. âShe's young, she doesn't need to be shacking up with me. Besides, she'll see the prosthetic and run screaming." Jack tosses back at him and the bartender drops a piece of paper in front of me. âFrom your not-so-secret admirer.â He flips it open to see her number and a smiley face, moving to crumple it up before noticing her other note, âI don't mind the prosthetic, it's a part of who you areâ. Robby leans over, âI told you man. Go get her!â Jack rolls his eyes at him, before chugging the last of the beer. Jack slid up next to her at the bar, âso, howâd you figure out about my leg?â, she turns and smirks at me, tilting her head towards the bartender.
 Laughing, âyeah, she tries to play matchmaker with everyone, she's too damn fast at her job, leaves her time to conspire.â She laughs like spring air, with a lightness that chips at his steeled heart. She places her hand on your elbow, leaning in when someone shoves behind her to the bar. His hand sets on her lower back, and she leans farther into him. âSo, you and your friend are doctors, I could tell by the scrubs.Â
If I guess the specialty, do I win a date with you?â she says after stepping back. âOk, but first,â her friend chimes in, causing you both to look at her, âis your friend single?â You laugh at her, âhe, well, itâs complicated.â, she hums, âgood. I'm not either, but now I can grill him about you without having to date him.â she turns on her heel bouncing towards Robby. âIs he going to be safe around her?â Jack asks, âoh yeah, but she's about to give him the third degree about you.â She turns smirking at Jack. Jack gently grabs her wrist, pulling her towards an empty table, her staring into him as he sits next to her.
You stared into Jack as he sat down next to you in the booth. Looking around the bar as the sounds get louder, you hardly hear him asking if you're ok. âHuh, what? Sorry.â you say ducking your head down. He gently lifts your chin up with his thumb, âdo you want to go outside? We can sit across the street, but it's getting loud and I'd like to not shout at you.â You nod, as he stands up pulling your hand with him. You feel him drap your coat over your shoulders, as you walk over to Robby and Kacey to let them know where you're going. Leaving the bar, the sounds instantly quieting, you're sure he can hear your heart beating now. Settling on the bench, he sets his arm behind you across the back. âWow, didn't even do the fake yawn, you must be very confident Dr.?â âAbbot, but call me Jack.â You smile as you tell him your name back, him repeating it back to you, your mind wandering to him saying it in bed.Â
âHey,â he says startling you back, âsorry, was just thinking.â Jack laughs at you, stretching his legs out as he slides closer to you, you gladly leaning into his side. âSo, do I still get a guess for what kind of doctor you are?â He laughs at you, âsure, but you get a date with me either way.â You feel your face flush, as you lean back, running your eyes over him. âHm, the dog tags give away you were in the military, best guess Army. Sooo, Emergency Medicine. Bust guess attending, and most definitely night shift. You like chaos.â He looks at you like you're a psychic, and you laugh before he talks again. âHow did you guess that? Like that's scary good.â You laugh at him, âyou stitched up my roommate last year after she knocked her head after drinking too much at a party. But in full honesty I didn't realise it was you until you said your last name.â He laughs at you, before the wind kicks up and blows goosebumps up your arms. âOh hey, here.â He says wrapping your coat around you more, leaving his arm hooked around you.Â
As he wraps his arm around you, he feels your heart beating against his side. âDo you want to get something to eat? I know a 24/7 diner not far away. Theyâve got great pancakes,â he says as he runs his hand up your arm. He stands up grabbing your hand in his, it sliding in perfect. He follows the sidewalk rule, keeping you close to his side, which he claims is because you are shivering. He holds the door for you, keeping his eyes not so subtle on your ass. He whips his head up when he sees you turn towards him, âwhere do you want to sit?â He rocks back on his heels as best as he can with his prosthetic. He follows you to the booth, the waitress coming up to give you two menus. âDo you trust me?â he asks you, you nodding at him in response, âi came with you didnt I?â you sass at him. He rolls his eyes, and orders for both of you, âso the usual Jack? This is the first time I've seen you with someone here.â she teases him, before leaning down to his ear, âshe's very cute, but youngâŠâ She gently pushes his shoulder before smiling at you and walking away. He coughs, âso, that question is now, I'm not grave robbing am I?â he asks you. You laugh at him, âI'm 26, is that an issue?â He shakes his head, reaching his hand across the table for yours. You set your hand in his, as he rubs the back of it. âNo, it's not.â he smiles at her, as the waitress comes back with your food. The two of you eat as you chat for an hour, you look at your phone to see 10 missed calls from Kacey. âShit,â you say as he looks at you.Â
âWe forgot to tell them we left the park; theyâre threatening to call the copsâ
Thank you for reading! Please comment and reblog if you liked it! This will be cross posted on my Ao3, ElizaKazansky86, that is the only place and name it will be under!
Taglist: @mynameismckenziemae @rhettabbotts
i am obsessed with jack yapping to robby so he feels a bit better so could i req a scenario of jack and reader having a nasty argument and reader gets overwhelmed af so she gets some fresh air and he follows soon after and just yaps ur ear off and tries to land some jokes cos hes a loser #please â€ïž i love ur work
"bc he's a loser" LMAO (thankyouu!!)
Donât Walk Away From Me|Pairing: Jack Abbott x Reader
The door slammed behind you harder than you meant. Not that it mattered.
Your hands were shaking as you leaned on the rusted railing of the hospital's back steps, the chill of Pittsburgh air cutting through your scrubs like paper. You just needed a second. A breath. A break fromâ
"Okay, wow." Jackâs voice followed seconds later. "So weâre slamming doors now? Cool. Was just wondering where we landed on the maturity scale today."
You didnât turn around.
"I needed air, Jack. Thatâs all."
"Right. And you had to get it dramatically. Like mid-argument Broadway walk-off level dramatic."
You clenched your jaw, the tears building against your will. âIâm not doing this right now.â
"No, no, you donât get to ânot do this.â You stormed out after basically accusing me ofâwhat? Caring too much? Being too involved? Forgive me for giving a shit, sweetheart."
"Jack," you snapped, whipping around, "you talk over me constantly when you're mad. You bulldoze every feeling I have until Iâm so spun around I start questioning if Iâm even making sense."
You looked up at himâstorm in your eyes, chaos in your chest. âI needed one thing today. One ounce of support, and instead I got thatâwhatever that was in there.â
Jack blinked. The words landed harder than you expected. He stepped back, rubbed a hand down his face, then sighed, soft.
âOkay,â he said finally. âI deserved that.â
Silence.
He shifted awkwardly. You knew he wasnât good at this. Processing feelings that werenât neatly filed under âsarcasmâ or âmaking dumb jokes to defuse tension.â But he tried. Always tried.
âIâm⊠not good at being wrong,â he admitted, running a hand through his hair. âOr scared. Especially not both at the same time.â
He glanced over at you, squinting in the streetlight glow.
âBut for the record,â he added with a smirk, âI was mostly mad because you looked me in the eye and told me you didnât need me. That was rude. And honestly? False. You definitely need me. I keep this operation charming.â
You laughedâmore like a watery scoffâbut he grinned like heâd just won an award.
âThere it is,â he said, stepping closer. âThe laugh. God, I missed that. Felt like I was arguing with a robot version of you in there. Kind of scary.â
âYouâre such an idiot.â
He nodded solemnly. âCertified. But Iâm your idiot, and Iâm trying here, okay?â
You shook your head, but you didnât move when he came close. He didnât touch you, not yet, just stood there breathing beside you, both of you watching your breath cloud in the cold.
After a beat, he nudged you with his elbow. âWant me to sing you a sad song about it? I can do jazz hands.â
âI will push you down these stairs.â
âRomance isnât dead,â he whispered, mock wounded.
You cracked a smile. Just barely.
And then Jack finally reached for your handâtentatively, reverentlyâand laced his fingers with yours.
âI love you,â he said, quiet this time. âEven when weâre fighting. Especially then, actually, because youâre mean as hell when youâre angry and I find it wildly hot. Just FYI.â
You rolled your eyes but squeezed his hand back. âYouâre exhausting.â
âYep. But you keep coming back. Guess that means weâre stuck.â
You leaned into his shoulder. âGuess so.â
And for the first time that day, you finally breathed.
Pairing - Jake 'Hangman' Seresin x daughter!reader, Jake 'Hangman' Seresin x Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw
Word count - 3,513
Warnings - brief mention of abandonment, allusion to sex, mostly fluff
Summary - Jake's daughter notices the obvious feelings between her dad and Rooster and schemes to get them together
A/N - hey y'all I strike again with another installment of the 'Hangman junior' universe! This took me a hot minute to write bc I was so determined to get this right. I really hope I did this idea justice and y'all enjoy it (and if you notice the lil 'Set It Up' reference in there you're awesome!) Anyways I'll stop rambling now. As per y'all, please send in requests, feedback and enjoy!!
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By only being raised by your dad your whole life, you had learnt to read him like the back of your hand. You could tell when he was hiding something from you, and you could tell how he felt about people just by the subtleties in his expressions as he interacted with them. With Coyote, you could tell your dad was relaxed. Heâd laugh, smile and thereâd be no evidence of tension in his body. You figured thatâs what it was like to have a best friend you trusted with your life. With the rest of Dagger Squad, it was a similar situation. Your dad was completely relaxed around them, always cracking jokes, beating them at pool and rubbing it in their faces. Your dad was relaxed and unguarded around most people he surrounded himself with. So what made Rooster the exception?
The first time you had noticed the way your dad acted around Rooster was after the team had returned from the uranium mission. The team had gone out for celebratory drinks and when Rooster had clapped your dad on the back and thanked him once more for saving his and Maverickâs lives you noticed your dad tense up. His grip tightened on the neck of his beer bottle and a light blush spread over his cheeks as he cleared his throat and nodded with his signature cocky grin before he could finally find the words to speak.
You noticed that as time passed, Rooster started acting in a similar manner. He became more hesitant to initiate any physical contact with your dad, even things like a friendly slap on the back became too much for him. You saw how when Rooster was playing âGreat Balls of Fireâ heâd look over at your dad as he sang. You saw the way Rooster averted his eyes and blushed deeply on the beach when your dad had tugged his shirt off as they prepared to play dogfight football. And you especially didnât miss how your dad blushed when Rooster did the same thing.
âHey, dad? How come youâve never dated someone since my birth giver took off?â You asked the question innocently one night as you lay across the sofa with your head in your dadâs lap, curious about why your dad had never dated anyone your entire life. Your dad scoffed lightly at you referring to your mum as your âbirth giverâ but since she never played a role in your life you felt she didnât need the title of mother.
âBelieve it or not, itâs hard to get time to yourself when youâre working a job and raising a kid.â Jake says with a grin poking you in the side as you swat at his hand.
âWell, Iâm old enough to be left alone now so you can go on dates. Or I could spend the night at a friend's if you wanted to bring them home.â You reply, adjusting yourself so you can look up at your dad.
âMost people donât want to date someone who already has a kid.â He then admits, his gaze dropping to you briefly before back up at the tv.
âIâm sorry.â You say, feeling guilty for being part of the reason your dad couldnât go out on dates.
âHey, you donât have to apologise. You didnât ask to be born. Iâm happy enough with it just being us two. Maybe Iâll start dating again but you are and always will be my first priority.â Jake reassures, running a hand through your hair and smiling down at you gently. You smile lightly up at your dad before turning so you can watch the movie on the tv again. As you watched the movie you started concocting plans in your head about pushing your dad and Rooster together before your dad could start seeing someone else.
Your first plan was to set them up. You texted both of them one day asking if they wanted to meet at your favourite cafĂ© after they finished work but didnât tell them two big things. One, that you had invited the other. Two, you werenât going to show up. Thankfully both your dad and Rooster replied to your message saying theyâd meet you at the cafĂ© at the time you sent, and you smirked to yourself as you sent them a smiley face emoji. Your dad was the first person to arrive, ordering himself a coffee and sitting down at the table you and him usually occupied when you went to this cafĂ©. Not long after he sat down, Bradley came in, at first not noticing Jake but after getting his drink and turning around, he saw Jake sitting alone, scrolling through his phone. Bradley had to give himself an encouraging pep talk to get his legs to take him over to where Jake was sitting.
âHey, Hangman.â Bradley greets casually, his coffee in one hand as he looks down at where Jake was sitting.
âBradshaw, fancy seeing you here.â Jake replies, looking up briefly at Bradley before turning his attention to his coffee cup so Bradley wouldnât see the blush that was threatening to coat his cheeks.
âWhat are you doing here?â Bradley asks, as he glances around the cafĂ© and hoping he doesnât say heâs here on a date.
ây/n asked if I wanted to meet after work. We havenât had time recently to come here and chat, so I figured it was a long overdue father-daughter thing. What about you?â Jake replies, following Bradleyâs line of sight while silently hoping he doesnât say heâs waiting for a date.
âFunny, y/n asked me the same thing. She didnât say anything about you coming along. Not that Iâm bothered.â Bradley says with a laugh, quickly flushing red and apologising in fear of sounding rude.
âIf itâs any consolation, she didnât mention you either. Youâre free to sit here until she gets here. Maybe sheâs having problems and sheâs too scared to tell us outright.â Jake says as he gestures for Bradley to sit opposite him. Bradley plants himself in the seat opposite and the two begin conversing. At first, they discuss their usual topics of conversation, how work was going, and whether they were going for drinks with the Daggers at the Hard Deck on Saturday. They were the only kinds of conversations the two were used to having. Bradley often asked how you were doing if you werenât around, wanting to know from Jake if things were going okay but that was as personal as their conversations would get. When the two ran out of their normal conversation topics they sat awkwardly for a minute. Jake picked his phone up and sent you a text, questioning you about your whereabouts.
âYou know when I saw you in here, I thought you were here for a date and y/n had recruited me to spy on you with her.â Bradley chuckled to himself as he glances up from his coffee cup to make brief eye contact with Jake, looking away quickly before a blush threatened to take over his cheeks.
âThat does sound like something sheâd do.â Jake laughs as he imagines you and Bradley trying to discreetly spy on him on a date in the small cafĂ©. Jakeâs laugh was like music to Bradleyâs ears. Back when the two were first called back to Top Gun, hearing Jake laugh was a rarity since they were always busy bickering. Bradley would never forget the first time he heard Jake laugh properly. It was at the beach a couple of days after the uranium mission, and youâd tagged along. You had sneakily brought a bucket with you and filled it up with seawater when no one was looking, and the second your dadâs back was turned you dunked the water all over him. Bradley remembered how Jake was quick to sling you over his shoulder and walk towards the sea with you squirming and trying to free yourself from his grasp, even calling out to Coyote and Rooster for help who both pretended they couldnât hear you. Once Jake was waist-deep in the water he dropped you into the ocean, throwing his head back as he laughed when you emerged drenched from head to toe. When Bradley heard Jakeâs hearty laughter, he swore his heart stopped as a small smile graced his lips. He was so entranced by the laughter that he didnât hear Fanboy calling for Roosterâs attention as the football came flying at him and hit him square in the chest.
âSomethingâs telling me sheâs not turning up.â Jake then says after checking his phone for the hundredth time and still not seeing a text from you on his screen. Both menâs hearts sank at the realisation because they instantly assumed the other was going to get up and leave now that they had no reason to hang around at the cafĂ©.
âWell I paid for this coffee so I donât know about you but Iâm going to sit here and finish it.â Bradley says, hoping and praying that Jake does the same thing.
âI might have to do the same. No point wasting a coffee.â Jake says with a large smile that Bradley mirrors. The two find themselves falling into easy conversation and talking to each other about things they had never considered ever talking to each other about. They talked about the football game they had watched the other night at Coyoteâs house and playfully debated whether that team deserved to win or not. When theyâve finished their coffees they smile sadly at each other, expecting this to be the moment they part ways for the day but neither of them wanted this to end.
âHey, how about we got to the Hard Deck and have a couple of drinks. If we head there now weâll be able to get our drinks just before the rush hits.â Bradley offers, mentally prepping himself to be shot down.
âAre the others going?â Jake asks, opening his phone and finding the Dagger Squad group chat to see if he missed something.
âNo. I was hoping it could just be us two.â Bradley asks gently spinning the coffee cup in his hands and directing his focus to that.
âYou asking me on a date or something, Bradshaw?â Jake asks with an amused tone as he raises an eyebrow while Bradley flushes red.
âI- I was just. Like-â
âRelax, you donât need to blow a fuse. I mean I wouldnât mind if it were a date but if youâd rather it just be as friends then thatâs okay too.â Jake says and Bradley swore at that moment he couldnât have gotten any redder in the face than he has right now.
âI mean⊠I want it to be a date. Only if youâre comfortable with it though.â At Bradleyâs words, Jakeâs smile softens, and heâs reminded of all the reasons why he liked him in the first place. Not only was Bradley insanely attractive and able to keep up with Jakeâs wit. He was kind and always put the feelings of others above his own.
âGuess itâs a date then Rooster. Letâs get going I donât want to get there when itâs busy.â Jake says, rising from his seat as Bradley follows suit, the two smiling shyly at each other before exiting the cafĂ© and heading in the direction of the Hard Deck.
Penny was shocked to see Hangman and Rooster enter the bar without the rest of Dagger Squad trailing behind. Her shock only increased when the two ordered their beers and went to sit at a table in the corner of the bar rather than standing alongside the pool table or dart board. Since it was quiet in the bar, she watched the pair curiously and couldnât stop the smile gracing her face when she noticed the shy smiles and light blushes on their cheeks. Penny had also been someone who noticed the way the two acted around each other and had been silently hoping theyâd figure out their feelings and get together. She also hoped that Dagger Squad werenât planning on showing up to the Hard Deck tonight because if they were she was willing to fight them off so Rooster and Hangman could have an undisturbed evening together.
âYou know, the more I think about it. The more I think y/n Cyranoâd us.â Bradley says with a slight chuckle as he takes a sip from his beer.
âWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?â Jake asks with a raised eyebrow, confused about what Bradley was going on about.
âItâs a story about a guy who helped this guy date a girl he had a crush on. In other words, she set us up.â Bradley explains, an amused expression on his face at Jakeâs confusion. When Bradley elaborates, Jake nods along.
âThat kid is too smart for her own good. She sees things others donât. It would explain why she asked me the other night about why I havenât dated anyone since her mother took off.â Jake says, a flash of hurt appearing in his eyes at the mention of his ex.
âHey, we donât have to talk about that. But if anything this set-up shows how much y/n loves you. She just wants her dad to be happy.â Bradley says softly, finding the sudden courage to reach across and gently take one of Jakeâs hands in his. Jake initially tensed up at the sudden contact, not used to any gentle contact.
âSorry. I didnât mean to-â Bradley apologises, releasing Jakeâs hand.
âNo. Youâre okay.â Jake says, taking Bradleyâs hand again as the two smile softly. By the time it started to get late, neither man wanted to go their separate ways.
âI really enjoyed tonight. Do you think we could do this again sometime?â Bradley asks as the two exit the Hard Deck, both of them relieved they had an uneventful date that wasnât crashed by Dagger Squad.
âYou have my number, Bradshaw. Just text me a time and place.â Jake replies with a wink and a smirk as the two bid each other goodbye and make their way home separately.
It took a couple of dates for Jake to get the courage to ask Bradley if they wanted to become an official couple, but he didnât regret it because he ended up having the best night of his life. He spent the night at Bradleyâs and when he finally arrived home the next morning after reluctantly leaving Bradleyâs bed, he found you in the kitchen making yourself some breakfast.
âWasnât expecting to see you up, kid.â Jake says, trying to sound casual as he walked into the kitchen. He thought because it was a Saturday morning, youâd be having a lie-in so he could sneak in and get changed without you noticing.
âJust woke up early.â You shrugged, your focus on making your breakfast.
âDid you have a good night? Mustâve been some date if you only just came home.â You smirk to yourself as you quickly glance your dadâs way.
âHowâd you know thatâs what it was?â Jake retorts, moving past you to pour himself some coffee.
âLike I said, you didnât come home at all. If youâre out at the Hard Deck youâre always home by one am at the latest.â You explain, adding the bacon and eggs into the pan, glancing over at your dad to silently ask if he wants breakfast too.
âPlus you have hickeys on your neck.â You continue nonchalantly with a shrug as you add more food to the pan for your dad as he chokes on the coffee he was taking a sip from. He then pulled his phone out of his pocket and used the selfie camera to look at his neck, groaning under his breath at the bruises.
âDamn it, Bradley.â He whispers, inspecting the bruises closely while silently being grateful that itâs the weekend.
âYou and Bradley, huh?â You asked with an amused smile as you busy yourself with flipping the bacon as the pan hisses.
âWe know you set us up the other week at the cafĂ©.â Jake chuckles as he puts his phone in his pocket and picks up his mug once more. You simply shrugged and plated up the food before grabbing cutlery.
âBradleyâs also coming around later so just expect him. And donât go out with your friends we want to talk to you.â Jake says as he picks up his plate and crosses to the table, with you following behind him.
âYouâre gonna tell me youâre a couple, right?â You ask with a raised eyebrow as you dig into your breakfast.
âHow did you-â
âYou spent the night together and you just called him Bradley, twice. You never call him that it was always âBradshawâ or âRoosterâ before.â You shrug as if it were the most obvious answer in the world. Jake couldnât stop the small smile that appeared on his face. You truly knew him like the back of your hand and the fact he was dating Bradley didnât bother you made him feel more accepted than he has in years.
âWell, Bradleyâs pretty nervous about telling you. He knows you set us up but heâs just worried. Just let him tell you.â Jake explains, eating his own breakfast and glancing up at you with a gentle expression.
âYou got it.â You reply with the signature Seresin wink before returning to eating your breakfast. After finishing your food and cleaning up after yourself you excuse yourself to do some homework while you wait for Bradley to arrive.
It was late afternoon when Bradley turned up at the house. Jake was the one to greet him at the door, giving him a quick kiss and ushering him into the house as he lightly scolds him for the hickeys left on his neck from the night before. As Bradley settles himself into the sofa, Jake calls for you to come downstairs, silently reminding you to let Bradley explain everything on his own terms before entering the living room with you.
âHey, Bradley.â You greet with a smile as you sit yourself in the armchair that sat proudly alongside the sofa while your dad stood behind the sofa, behind Bradley with both hands braced on the back of the sofa.
âHey y/n/n. We have something we need to talk to you about.â Bradley starts, feeling worry clutch at his heart as he begins to talk. His hands instinctively search for Jakeâs who slips his hand into Bradleyâs grip, giving him a supportive smile.
âWhen you set us up the other week at that cafĂ©, we ended up having a better time than we thought we would. I ended up asking your dad if he wanted to go for drinks at the Hard Deck. That date turned into a couple more and⊠I just thought you should know that weâve made it official. And Iâm not trying to force myself into your family or anything. We just thought you deserved to know.â Bradley explains, his worries about seeming like he was forcing his way into your family coming to light as he spoke, making your expression soften as you moved to the sofa to bring Bradley into a hug.
âIf my dadâs happy, Iâm happy. And you make my dad happy. Iâve seen it since the uranium mission. You make each other happy and thatâs all I want.â You say as Bradley moves to hug you back, smiling up at Jake who rubs a thumb over the back of Bradleyâs hand.
âAnd youâve been a part of my family since the uranium mission. So donât ever feel like youâre butting in.â You continue as you pull away from the hug, looking up at your dad who presses a kiss to the top of your head.
âWell said kid.â Jake grins, ruffling your hair as you groan and swat at his hand.
âYou staying for pizza and movie night, Bradley? I feel like you have to. You can even spend the night as long as you guys arenât too loud.â You say, making both men blush at your last comment.
âShe saw the hickeys.â Jake says with a laugh as he tugs down the hood of his hoodie, exposing the marks Bradley had left the night before.
âThis is a good lesson of âdo as I say not as I doâ because I donât think your dad needs to be having heart attacks over hickeys any time soon.â Bradley says with a laugh as you fake gag and punch Bradleyâs shoulder jokingly.
Neither Bradley nor Jake saw the afternoon at the cafĂ© going any further than just a friendly chat over a cup of coffee but the courage that grabbed at both men in the cafĂ© caused them to go down a road they never thought theyâd get to go down. But they couldnât have been more grateful for it. Even if it was a set-up caused by Hangman junior.
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It's no secret that the BAU team is like a family, but for some agents that's more literal than others.
A collection of works about SSA (Y/N) Rossi-Reid because when you work with your husband and your father, there's bound to be some stories to tell.
Read the anthology insipiration here.
Anthology co-creator: @doctorsteeb
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Guide to Italian
Chronological Written List
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SSA Rossi-Reid: David Rossi raised, Gideon mentored you, Spencer fell in love with you. What could go wrong?
What Goes Up...: Some cases hit harder than others. This one hit hard enough that your mentor reached his breaking point.
...Must Come Down: Spencer comes back from Gideonâs cabin with three things- a badge, a gun, and a letter you hoped youâd never have to read.
It's Proposals, Dads, and Halloween, Rossi-Reid! (S3E6): When your dad comes out of retirement after a decade, you hope it's just a Halloween prank. Spoiler alert: it's not.
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All works are set post-S3E6
Original Works:
Figuring Out The Family Buisness: With Rossi on the team the dynamics and typical pairings are bound to change. The story of the first time Rossi was paired with Reid, Rossi was paired with Rossi-Reid, and the first time Rossi watched his daughter and his son-in-law get paired in the field.
Not Just a Rossi: When Spencer notices RR struggling with her father's return to work, he can't help but intervene... with help of course.
Episode Rewrites:
Damaged (S3E14): After twenty years, Rossi-Reid learns why her father stopped putting up the Christmas Tree.
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All works are set pre-S3E6
Original Works Pre Show (for the most part):
The First Week: There are lots of old friends and new feelings during (Y/N) Rossi's first week at the BAU.
Never Grow Up: The role Gideon played as Rossi-Reid grew up.
Where Did The Time Go?: Rossi (eventually -Reid) goes on her first case with the team.
How Do You Seal A Deal?: Spencer and RR go on their first date.
Episode Rewrites (S1E1-S3E5):
The Big Game and Revelations (S2E14-15): A fun night out with the team turns into a case, which turns into a disaster, which turns into Rossi-Reidâs own personal Hell.
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gill and doctorsteeb talk rossi reid
random rossi reid thoughts
incorrect rossi reid quotes
Blurbs:
Someday
Headcanons-ish:
Rossi-Reid Gets Hurt S1
Being Jack's Madrina (godmother)
Spencer and Rossi-Reid on Valentine's Day
Rossi-Reid Birthday Headcanons
Answered Asks:
Who is Rossi-Reid's Mother?
Rossi-Reid and Stephen Gideon
How long did Spencer and RR know one another before getting married?
Will there ever be little Rossi-Reids?
Hotch and RR Sibling Content:
Gill's Favorite Sibling Moments Between Hotch and RR (Part 1), (Part 2)
Spencer asking Hotch for advice with RR
SOLID WORK; dr jack abbot x dr!reader
words: 4,700+
content warnings: my minimal medical knowledge, doctor humor, abbotâs filthy mouth, some smut, fluff <3
notes: i am so beyond new to this fandom and to tumblr so please stick with me but i couldnât not write thisđ«¶
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âSolid work.â
My breathing slows as I start to process the complexity of the procedure I had just performed. Iâd probably be blushing at Dr Abbotâs praise if it werenât for the adrenaline coursing through me.
âThat was your save. Not mine.â
Trust me - I am never jumping to credit a man with my work but that was the truth. I may have physically done everything but the idea and the instructions that made it possible were all Dr Abbot.
I look back down at the patient. I tell myself itâs to make sure this is all real. That I really just did that. But if I am being honest itâs to avoid Dr Abbotâs unwavering eye contact.
âHey-â
He is not gonna let me. I look up to meet his gaze. So rock solid but somehow so warm all at once. He may as well be staring right through me.
He lightly rests his hand on my forearm to stop me from going for the suture. To stop me from giving him anything other than my undivided attention.
â-you are the smartest person in here. Take the win.â
I canât help the exasperated smile that spreads across my face. Heâs right. Iâve only got a couple months left of residency. I should just take the fucking win for once in my life.
Abbot, much to my surprise, smiles back. And he has dimples because of course he does.
Heâs calm under pressure, he lies on official paperwork to get a teenage girl the abortion she has every right to, heâs the actual smartest one here, heâs kind to everyone in this ED regardless of the stress he is under, andâŠhe still has his hand on my arm.
His hand. The veins there donât hurt the eyes either.
We must both realize his lingering touch at the same time because he is clearing his throat and pulling away. He reaches for a surgical instrument he doesnât need. Picks it up and then puts it down.
I swear there is a faint blush on his cheeks but if I think about that too long one will appear on my own.
âLet Whitaker stitch this up. Go home - get some rest. Your shift ended hours ago.â
âI love Whitaker but he is so slow we may as well let the wound heal all on its own.â
Dr Abbot laughs. Genuinely, truly laughs as we exit out of the trauma bay. So loud that Robby looks over and asks if heâs okay.
Donât get me wrong. Dr Abbot has a wonderful sense of humor. A wicked one, actually. But itâs one of those dry, witty kinds. Not the animated, giggly kind.
I tell myself itâs not a bad thing that Iâm proud to have gotten a good laugh out of him. That itâs not a bad thing that it gave me butterflies. Thatâs itâs not a bad thing that I am laying in bed wondering how the hell I am going to get him to do that again.
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Jack lets out a low moan as he recovers. His eyes are dazed, his head slightly tilted back but not so much so that he canât keep eye contact with me.
His hand that held the makeshift ponytail in my hair starts to massage my scalp as the other hand reaches for my chin and tilts my head up to meet his strong gaze.
Once heâs got me where he wants me, his thumb travels from my chin to my lips, swiping whatâs left of his release off of it.
âMy good girl. So good for me, yeah?â
My thighs involuntarily clench together at his words. He knows it too. I nod as his thumb presses further into my mouth, my lips wrapping around it.
His mouth quips into a smirk, âSolid work, doctor.â
I roll my eyes and bat his hand away. Standing up from my knees on my own. Ignoring his arms trying to gently guide me up instead.
âThat! That is exactly what I am talking about!â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about, baby.â
Jack just laughs as he grabs my wrist, turning me back towards him. Heâs quick to have me pinned up against our shower wall - his strong thigh spreading my own apart as he plants long slow kisses across my neck.
âYou know exactly what Iâm talking about.â
Back when I was a resident, otherwise known as a couple months ago, Jack consistently praised what I was doing by saying âSolid work.â
The way he did always made me dizzy. His voice would drop an octave and heâd look me straight in my eyes while he said it. There is nothing inherently sensual about the phrase but it took me a while to realize he was not complimenting the other residents like that.
Him saying it during sex started as a joke. Harkening back to when, as he puts it, I was so painfully oblivious to his flirting. To which I responded, âThat was flirting?â.
He said it again to me at work the next day. Being completely and utterly genuine. I donât even remember what I did but I did it well and he is always the first to acknowledge that. So he was confused when I just huffed in annoyance and peeled out of the room without so much of a glance at him.
I wasnât annoyed at him. I was annoyed that now all I could think about was him. His hands, his biceps, his tongue. Everything. And I still had six hours of my shift to go.
He followed me into the on-call room I was going to find some refuge in. He locked the door behind him - closed the curtain for good measure.
âWhatâs wrong? Are you okay?â
And then I felt bad. He thought something was actually wrong. That no way Iâd ever brush him off like that when he was just trying to compliment me unless something was seriously wrong.
His eyes bored into mine, genuine concern and love pouring out of them. And here I was just being a brat.
I tried to be sly about the way my eyes trailed the veins bulging out of his biceps. I tried to be sly about the way I was imagining my hands tugging on his salt and pepper curls that were just slightly askew from a couple hours work. Unfortunately for me, Jack can read me like a book.
âDid you just stomp out of the ED because youâre needy?â Jack couldnât contain the grin that spread across his face at the realization.
âWell maybe if you werenât always going Mr Christian Gray on me with the praise-â
âI donât even know who that is but all I said was âSolid workâ-â
Jack stops himself as he remembers the past couple nights. When he was saying the same thing in a much different context.
I canât say Iâm entirely innocent. Or innocent at all really. I love throwing in a âsirâ every now and again at work to tease Jack. So he does the same to me with other phrases - constantly.
And he said the same thing in that on-call room that he is saying to me right now, âBut what I do know is how fucking wet you are for me. So stop pouting and let me taste you, yeah?â
He swipes a finger through my soaked folds before heâs the one sinking down to his knees as I try to keep mine from buckling.
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âSolid work, Dr Abbot.â
I smile down at my sparkling new engagement ring and then up at the love of my life.
âSeriously? You can tease but I canât?â
âWhatâs that saying again? Happy wife, happy life?â
Neither of us can wipe the huge grins off of our faces. No one knows weâre engaged yet. Just how we wanted it.
A couple of months ago, right after I had taken an attending job at The Pitt, Jack had broached the topic of marriage. Weâd talked about it before. We both knew we were spending the rest of our lives together. But we hadnât actually talked about the timeline of it all - the logistics.
Jack was always extremely hyper aware about how our relationship affected me. He didnât want it to interfere with my career or all of my hard work. So as much as he wouldâve walked down the aisle six months ago, he wanted everything to be on my terms.
âHypothetically - if I were to propose, say within the next month - would you say yes?â
âHypothetically - if I ever say no to a marriage proposal from you - please get me a psychiatry consult.â
Jack laughed - in an airy way where you could tell he was relieved. I kissed him. There was no universe in which I ever said no to a proposal from him.
He pestered me with questions. He wanted direction but not so much so that I wouldnât be surprised when the time came.
I told him I didnât want anything fancy. No big party although I did want to have a small gathering with our friends and family at some point afterwards. A nice sized diamond but not gaudy. No grand gestures - just him being him is all that I wanted.
And he executed perfectly. Because when does he not. It was our first night in the new home we had bought. He said we could get a hotel while we waited for our furniture to be delivered. But I wanted to do one night with no furniture, an air mattress, some candles, and a pizza delivery.
âLike camping.â I had said.
âYou hate camping.â
I laughed because he was right but he obliged me anyways. He carried me over the threshold and I made a joke about how heâs got to be careful - being old and all.
Then he carried me right over to the air mattress, said something like âCan an old man do this?â and went on to coax four orgasms from me - one from his fingers, one from his tongue, one from his thigh, and finally one from where I wanted him most.
When we were done, I threw on one of his old tshirts and a pair of boxers. He just had on an old pair of sweats and a white tee. We stared into each others eyes like two lovesick teenagers until he said âCome here - I gotta show you something.â
âBabe, the house is empty.â
âGet over here smart ass.â
Jack picked up a candle and lead us over to the fireplace. He set the candle on the mantle as I read what was now engraved into the stone âThe Abbots - Est 2025â
âSo this is why you were getting all of those random tools from Amazon.â
Ever the handy man he is. Then he was on his knee. His bad one. To which I told him he didnât have to do that. And then he said he would even if it killed him. And I think I said something stupid like âNot on my watch.â
I donât even remember what he said after that. He doesnât either. We both blacked out from sheer happiness. All I really remember is him asking me to do him the honor of being his wife and me pulling him up off of his knee and saying âDuh!â as fast I could before kissing him. Over and over and over again until that air mattress was just a deflated extension of the wood floor beneath it.
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Danaâs hand rests on my thigh gently. My leg stops shaking. My mind doesnât stop racing though.
I'm not an anxious person. If anything, I can be relaxed to a fault. But I am an intuitive person - and something is wrong.
Where is he?
âRelax. When is that man ever late?â
âThatâs why Iâm worried.â
You would think I didn't have my own license or car the way Jack insists on driving me everywhere. He tells me it is to keep our insurance from being sky high. I may or may not be a bit accident prone when behind the wheel. I tell him it's because he's obsessed with me. He always huffs a laugh and murmurs something about two things being true at once.
The Pitt makes sense. Ever since Jack started taking on more day shifts to balance out our conflicting schedules, a lot of times we are arriving and leaving here together. But on the off chance we are not, he is still picking me up. Always with some kind of treat in hand - usually a McDonalds Diet Coke much to Jack's dismay.
Jack takes the saying 'If you're not early - you're late' far more seriously than anyone I have ever met. The day shift typically gets off at 7 PM which means he is usually here to gossip with Robby on the roof by 6:35 PM.
âGo - take a case! Heâll be here to pick you up before you know it.â
My dissents are quickly met with Dana shooing me from the nurses station and personally squaring my shoulders to the board.
I havenât even read the first name when Robby appears at my shoulder.
âWhere is your fiancĂ©?â
âSay that any louder and youâre going to be my next patient.â
âYeah because you two are so inconspicuous with the whispering and the giggling and the big honking rock on your finger and the-â
â-disappearing to 'clean' the on-call room.â Dana finishes Robbyâs sentence as they both double over in laughter.
Dana, Robby, and Collins are the only people in the ED that know about Jack and Iâs relationship.
Collins knew I had feelings for Jack before I even let myself go there. Robby knew Jack had feelings for me before he let himself go there. So they took matters into their own hands.
Collins had a $100 on Jack breaking first. Robby $100 on me. And he had an extra $100 to spare when he bribed Dr Ellis to ask me to take her night shift for a week. Oh, how that backfired on him.
Three shifts later and Robby was $200 in the hole.
Six months later, I was moved out of my city apartment and into Jack's house.
Dana offered to drive me home after shift one night. Because it was cold and rainy and my apartment was close by. My apartment that I no longer lived in.
Jack wasnât picking me up - he was out of town at a conference. I insisted on taking an uber, the bus, walking - anything that meant not explaining to Dana why my new address was the same as Dr Abbot's. She wouldn't take no for an answer and yelled "Oh, I knew it! Bridget owes me $100!" when I finally fessed up.
One year later, almost to the day that Robby had to pony up on his bet with Collins, I had an engagement ring on my finger.
Tonight, after he picks me up, Jack and I are going to pilates together.
It was only a matter of time before Robby and Collins gave it another go and I bet Jack that Robby would fold before Collins.
What's the point in betting money when we share a bank account? Seeing Jack in the pink pilates grippy socks he does not know I got him will be priceless.
âWell, when you find him please tell him that he is late for our date on the roof."
"Stop dragging him up there - you already have a date tonight!"
"Yeah, one in which I need his advice on."
"Oh please, you're talking to the wrong Abbot if you need advice on how to woo Collins." Dana interjects. Not everyone in the ED knows about Jack and I but they do know Heather and I are best friends.
"Oh, I wasn't aware you two had tied the knot already. Do you want me to change your name on the board? I can do that right now actually. Does HR know? It'll just take a moment-" Robby teases.
I grab the remote out of Robby's hands as he laughs, "Okay fine - go have your little roof date but do not take long!"
"Well, we'd already be done if he wasn't late. Where is he by the way? He is never late for anything.â
âYeah, donât remind me.â
I step forward, my elbows on the counter of the nurses station and my head now in my hands as I groan.
âRelax. Itâs Jack - we couldnât keep him away from this place even if we wanted to. Especially with you in here.â Robby squeezes my shoulder and is off to what I assume to be the roof.
I check my watch before I stand back up to scan the board for real this time - 6:50 PM.
Where is he?
I pull my phone from my pocket. Thereâs no new message from Jack lighting up my home screen but I open up our conversation anyways.
From Jack: I miss you
From Jack: I canât believe Langdon is getting to hang out with you right now and not me
From Jack: If you stay at that damn hospital any longer weâre gonna have to start forwarding all these packages you order there
Little does he know one of those many packages holds his new pilates socks.
To Jack: Oh please - as if more than half arenât all your little go bag gadgets
To Jack: And to think our colleagues think Iâm the drama queen
âIncoming - Trauma 1!â
Iâm happy for the distraction. Iâm gowned, gloved, and ready to go before the patient is even rolled in.
The doors to Trauma 1 fly open - but not with a patient. Just Dana.
âIâm going to get Robby! You should not have to do this.â Dana is staring pointedly at me before sheâs off. I donât even get a chance to respond.
Weird. I know Iâve only been an attending for a couple months but Dana had more confidence in me on my first day as an intern than she did just now.
I now understand why as the patient is rolled in front of me.
There he is.
Unconscious. Cold. Clammy. And slightly bloody from a small cut on his forehead.
My world stops.
âHeart attack.â Langdon is here.
Somehow all I can think of is Jackâs text from earlier. I want to laugh but I canât. What if I never get one again? Iâm supposed to see him in pink pilates socks tonight. Not in a body bag.
âCLEAR!â
Suddenly all the pieces from the past couple days are coming together and I cannot believe I didnât catch it sooner. Canât believe he didnât catch it sooner!
âCLEAR!â
His dizziness. The increase in massages of his amputated leg. The quick heart beat. The rash.
I hear the commotion around me. But Iâm not processing any of it until itâs directed at me.
âI said CLEAR! Move!â
This cant be happening. So I decide that itâs not going to.
âNo!â My voice comes out way more feeble than I meant. Way more feeble than anyone in this ED has ever heard me.
âWell I hope you enjoyed being Abbotâs favorite because youâre going to kill him and your career in one go.â
âLangdon - he is not having a heart attack.â
âYes he is!â
âNo he isnât - take off his leg!â
âTake off his leg?! Okay, youâre literally going insane. And Iâm supposed to report to you?! I know I went to rehab but oh my gosh - CLEAR!â
âIâm going to clear you out of this trauma bay if you do not get out of my way.â
You know how they say a new mom could lift a car off of her new born baby? Iâm pretty sure thatâs the phenomenon I am experiencing right now. I donât exactly know what other worldly force is taking over me right now but I do not question it. I am watching myself from outside of my body as I spring into action.
I shove Langdon to the side as I lift up Jackâs pant leg to remove his prosthetic. The prosthetic that noone else in this room wouldâve known he had.
He doesnât keep it a secret but he doesnât exactly advertise it either. Especially when he refuses to sit down on a double shift. Ironically enough, thatâs probably why he is on this table.
I spot what Iâm looking for immediately but Langdon is the one who speaks it out loud, âPressure ulcer - heâs in septic shock.â
âThanks for finally using your brain Dr Langdon but weâre going to be using mine from here on out.â
âBlood ox is 91.â Someone yells. I donât know who. What I do know is that 91 is dangerously low.
âScalpel.â I demand.
âWhat are you going to do?â
âWe need to drain this fluid before his organs start to fail.â
The first and only time Jack taught me this procedure it was his save. Now it has to be mine.
I tell myself that one day we will be sitting in front of our engraved fireplace. Old. Like, actually old. Not the fake old that Jack tries to pretend he is. With kids and grandkids - telling them the story of how Jack saved his own life through the transitive property. So I better get to work.
âScalpel. Now.â
Langdon slams the scalpel into my hand. I ignore the looks around the room. The looks that say âThe only person qualified to perform something like this in an ED is the patientâ.
âYour funeral. And his.â I ignore Langdon.
I must have cut the most perfect incisions of my life. Performed the most flawless procedure anyone has ever seen from me. I donât remember any of it.
The loud beeping slows. His blood pressure rises. Then his blood oxygen. Then the bag I drained is full and being disposed of by Dana.
When did she get here?
Robbyâs hand is on my shoulder, trying to pull me away.
When did he get here?
I hear him tell Whitaker to get a suture and close up the wound. Oh, the irony. Credit where credit is due - Whitaker has gotten much quicker under Jackâs patient teaching. Thank fucking goodness.
I think of the first real laugh I got out of Jack. My eyes start to tear up but I stop myself. I will hear that laugh again. Over and over and over again. So much so that I would get sick of it if that was even possible.
Robby is apologizing profusely into my ear. He has nothing to be sorry for. But I canât manage any words. So I just let him move me out of Whittakerâs way but I do not leave Jackâs side.
I canât seem to register anything beyond Jackâs face that Iâm seemingly trying to force into consciousness with my stare alone.
âWhere the hell did you learn that?â
My head turns to Whitaker at his question but it swivels so fast back to Jack I think I give myself whiplash. Because I donât speak - he does.
âSolid work, doctor.â
Iâve never been happier to hear those words come out of his mouth.
âOh my god.â My hand clamps over my mouth as my head dips to Jackâs chest, my arms wrapping around his shoulders.
My adrenaline tank plummets to zero and I am absolutely sobbing into Jackâs chest. Whatever was coursing through my veins during that procedure is coming out in what feels like gallons of tears and hiccups.
I donât care whoâs in the room. I donât care that everyone is slack jawed and staring and so beyond confused. I donât care that out of the corner of my eye I see Perlah slapping a $100 into Princessâs palm.
All I care is that Jackâs hand has found its way into my hair and when I place my shaking hand on top of it to make sure itâs real - it is. Even better - itâs warm and dexterous and alive.
Heâs alive and heâs here.
He gently guides my head out of his chest. I lift my chin up to look at him - give him the eye contact I know he is seeking. That we both are.
âBaby - Iâm okay. Iâm okay, Iâm safe, Iâm here. Iâm not going anywhere.â
His voice is as steady as ever. His heart beat matching it. The beat that was so faint what seems like moments ago.
I let it calm me down. I place a kiss to his chest and lean up to do the same to his forehead. My hand tangles in his salt and pepper curls as I hold his sweaty forehead to my lips and then bring my own forehead down to meet his. I close me eyes and breath him in.
Heâs alive and heâs here.
âWelcome back, brother.â Robby manages to choke out through a couple tears of his own.
âJust wanted to make sure you guys werenât getting lazy at the end of your shift.â
We all crack a smile but only Robby speaks, âDoes this mean I have to work a double?â
âNot if you go park my car. Itâs in the ambulance bay.â
I speak a full sentence for what feels like the first time in days, âYou drove here?â
âWe had a date. Plus, I wasnât feeling quite right.â Jack nods down towards his amputated leg like itâs nothing but a minor inconvenience.
I dig into his pocket and toss Robby his keys. Robby calls for a CT and a room with a bed before ushering himself and everyone else out to give us some privacy.
âAnd how are you feeling now?â
âIâm feeling like Iâd like to make the woman who just saved my life my wife.â
My hand immediately flies to the small cut on his forehead. The blood dry and crusty, âHow hard did you hit your head? Weâre already engaged.â
Jack chuckles, places his hand on mine and squeezes, âI barely hit my head when I fell out of the car. Iâm fine - I just really don't want to live another moment without being able to call myself your husband.â
So we donât. Not really anyways. I make Jack get every fucking scan in the book that I think we hit our insurance deductible in under an hour. He humors me by lying in the bed in one of the ER rooms as I pump a myriad of fluid and antibiotics into him.
After a few hours his blood oxygen is perfect. So is his blood pressure and his heart rate. I donât think Iâve taken my eyes off of him once. Or my hands. Running my hands through his hair, caressing his forehead, squeezing his forearm. Just to reassure myself he is here.
He understands what Iâm doing. Hears what I cannot say. He grabs my hand on its next pass through his hair and presses a kiss to every single knuckle before speaking, âBaby, Iâm sorry I scared you. I scared myself honestly. But I promise, I am not going anywhere. Ever. And I am so sorry you had to go through that. You should have never had to operate on me. I donât know how you did that. I mean if it was flipped. If I saw you come in like that-â
His voice falters, his bottom lip quivers and he pulls me into the tightest hug as we both begin to cry. I think if we could crawl into eachothers skin, we would.
We stay there like that for a while. Until Jack grabs my face, kisses every single part of it, then whispers âI love you so much but I think if you pump anymore fluid into me youâre going to water board me.â
As if on cue, Robby whips the curtain open, âTo the roof we go!â
âYou canât be serious.â
Robby holds up some kind of certificate as Collins and Dana round the corner.
In the hours I spent nursing Jack back to health, I went to the bathroom one time. And only because I hadnât gone the last four hours of my shift and I own a huge water bottle.
In that one bathroom break, Jack had managed to get Robby ordained online and enlisted Dana and Collins to âdecorateâ the roof.
Weâre still gonna have our wedding ceremony and the reception and the whole ordeal. But I agree with him - I canât go another second not married to him. Not after today.
So we go up to the roof. Jack still in his hospital gown and me in my scrubs. Robby officiates, Dana sings because she canât help herself, and Collins âwitnessesâ which really means crying.
Jack is kissing me before Robby can even say, âYou may kiss your bride.â
When we come up for air, Robby claps both of us on the back and says, âSolid work, you two.â
I just kiss my husband again. Because he is alive and he is here
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/40565079/chapters/101629776
Summary:
What would happen if Sam Seaborn and a White House reporter and daughter of a California US Senator spent a weekend at Sag Harbor after the Stackhouse Filibuster and they agreed to be friends with benefits?
What would happen is Sam won he election in the California 47th and they continued their agreement when heâs in DC?
What happens after spending a week in the California 47th doing a profile on Congressman Sam Seaborn, Anna Tran find out sheâs pregnant with his baby?
Sam Seaborn
Anna Tran
Wearing War
summary : Jack Abbotâs first night off in ten days shouldâve been spent in bedâbut instead, you go to his favorite dive bar. You wear the skirt. You wear his tags. You push, and Jackâtired, restrained, and entirely yoursâsnaps.
content/warning : 18+ MDNI!!! explicit smut, dominant boyfriend Jack Abbot, semi-public sex (in a parked truck), use of dog tags in kink context, possessiveness, fingering, vaginal sex, marking/bruising, overstimulation, reader is bratty and teasing, not much plot, mostly smut
word count : 4,323
Jackâs first night off in ten days shouldâve been spent in bed.
Youâd imagined itâhis weight pressing into the mattress, one arm tossed over your waist, the rest of the world pushed away by the rhythm of his breathing. Youâd imagined curling into the heat of him, tracing the faint scar beneath his ribcage with your thumb, pressing your face into his chest and not moving for hours.
But instead, you were standing in the doorway of your kitchen, watching him rinse his hands in the sink like he couldnât quite turn off the part of his brain still stuck at work. His scrub top was balled up on the counter beside him, and his undershirt clung to his back in soft lines.
âLetâs go out,â you said, voice careful but certain. âJust us.â
He didnât look up right away. Just let the water keep running over his hands like he hadnât registered the questionâor maybe like he was pretending not to.
âOut?â he echoed, like the word didnât sit right in his mouth after ten nights of nothing but fluorescent lights and hallway coffee. âYou mean⊠out out?â
You stepped into the kitchen, folding your arms. âYeah. Not fancy. Not fussy. Just somewhere that doesnât smell like antiseptic or have a monitor beeping in the background.â
That made him glance over. Barely. But enough.
His brow creased like he was doing the mental mathâhow long since his last shower, how much energy he had left in the tank, whether he could fake his way through being social when he barely felt human.
âYou sure?â he asked. âYou donât want⊠like, a real night out? Something normal. Reservations. Wine list?â
You shook your head. âNo. I want you. I want OâMalleyâs.â
That got his full attention.
He turned, leaning back against the sink. His dog tags swung slightly when he moved. âOâMalleyâs?â he asked, like youâd just suggested robbing a bank.
You took a few steps closer. âYeah.â
He blinked once. âYou want to go to a bar where the jukebox hasnât worked since â08, the floor sticks to your shoes, and that guy with the mullet always thinks you're hitting on him just for saying hi?â
You smiled, letting your hands slip up under his shirt, resting lightly against the warm skin of his stomach. âI want you. Where you feel good. Where youâre not someoneâs doctor or someoneâs emergency. Just⊠mine. Iâve been coming home to your things, not you. And I want to be somewhere that feels like you again.â
He went quiet at that. Quiet in the way Jack gets when something actually lands. The way he used to go quiet back when you first met himâwhen youâd say something kind and he didnât know what to do with it yet.
OâMalleyâs wasnât fancy. It wasnât even clean. But it was his.
Brick walls stained with decades of smoke and sweat and spilled drinks. The barstools wobbled. The bathroom door didnât lock unless you jammed it shut with your heel. But it was familiar. Steady. Like Jack.
It was the first place he ever kissed you in public.
The first time you saw him relaxâreally relaxâwith his hand on your thigh and his smile easy and unguarded. No pager. No badge. Just him and a beer and the kind of quiet contentment he didnât let anyone else see.
You wanted that Jack tonight.
Not the version who came home bone-tired and silent, who sat on the edge of the bed and stared into the dark. The one who carried too many stories in his hands and didnât know where to put them.
âAlright. Weâll go. But Iâm not shaving.â
You smiled. âI like you scruffy.â
He kissed you, slow and low, then murmured, âTwenty minutes?â
âFifteen,â you said, already slipping out of his arms and heading for the bedroom. âYouâve got first round.â
And as soon as the door clicked shut behind you, you made a beeline for that skirt.
The black one.
The one that hadnât seen daylight since your fourth dateâback when heâd taken you to a bar kind of like O'Malley's. A little louder, a little messier, but the same kind of dim lighting and cracked leather booths. Youâd leaned against the doorframe of your apartment when the night was over, keys in your hand, heartbeat wild under your skin, and asked, âDo you want to come up?â like you werenât already hoping heâd press you into the wall and never leave.
He kissed you before he even got his boots off.
Not soft. Not slow. Like something in him had snapped loose. You barely made it to the couchâhis hands on your hips, mouth trailing heat down your stomach, skirt bunched at your waist. He was on his knees before you could say another word, eyes dark, breath rough against your skin.
âTell me if you want to stop,â he murmured, voice all gravel and restraint.
You didnât.
He didnât rush. Didnât fumble. Just held your thighs open like he needed to, like he hadnât had a real taste of anything in months. He made you come twice before he even touched himself. All control. All focus. Like the only thing that mattered was what your body was doing under his.
You still think about how he looked that night.
The way he movedâdeliberate and slow, like he was memorizing every inch of you. The low curse he let slip when he finally slid inside. How he pressed his forehead to yours, jaw tight, barely breathing, like you were the only solid thing left in his world. No dirty talk. No theatrics. Just him, wrecking you with nothing but steady hands and a look youâve never been able to shake.
That night, Jack Abbot stopped pretending. He stopped playing it safe. He stopped pretending he didnât want you like a man starved.
You hold the skirt up in the warm light of your bedroom, thumb brushing the fabric like a secret, and smile. Itâs tighter than you remember. Shorter, tooâbut maybe thatâs just the way youâre looking at it now. With the memory of his hands. His mouth. His voice when he said your name like it was something sacred.
You slide it up your legs slowly. Deliberately.
Because you donât want soft tonight. You donât want tired.
You want him. The version of Jack who doesnât know how to hold back. The version who comes home and remembers exactly who the hell he belongs to.
And by the time he sees you in this?
You want him wrecked.
Not by the shift.
Not by the world.
By you.
When you came downstairs, he was in the kitchen with his phone in one hand, wallet in the other, the porch light casting long shadows across the hardwood.
He didnât hear you at first. Or maybe he did, and just didnât look up until he had to.
And when he didâhe stopped mid-motion. The screen of his phone still lit, thumb frozen over it, breath caught in his chest like it had nowhere to go.
His eyes dragged down your body and then back up, slow. Controlled. Like he was trying not to react. Like he had to try.
His mouth opened, then shut again. His jaw ticked once.
He wiped a hand down his face, slow and rough, like the sight of you was something he needed to get a grip on before it undid him. âYou reallyââ he started, voice low and ragged, gesturing vaguely toward your legs. âThat skirt?â
You leaned against the doorframe with the kind of casual ease that was anything but. âFigured Iâd dress for the occasion.â
Jack didnât move. Just looked at you.
âThat skirtâs been in the back of your closet sinceâŠâ He stopped, biting off the rest like it physically hurt to say it out loud.
You smiled gently. âYeah. I remember.â
Silence stretched long and heavy between you. His eyes never left yours.
Then, quietlyâhonestly: âIâm not gonna ask you to change.â He paused. âBut donât ask me to keep my hands to myself.â
You pushed off the frame with a soft shrug. âWasnât planning on it.â
When you reached for your bag, he still hadnât moved.
You had to walk past him to grab your keys, and even then, he didnât touch you. Didnât say a word. Just watched. Like he was counting his breaths. Like if he said one thing too soon, this night would tip into something neither of you were dressed for.
You walked out together into the thick hum of summer, the heat sitting low and wet across the driveway. Cicadas buzzed somewhere in the trees. The air smelled like warm concrete and fading sunlight.
As you made your way toward the truck, you let one heel wobbleâjust a little. Just enough.
âShit,â you muttered under your breath, stopping, bending at the knee like you needed to fix the strap.
You didnât.
But you knew exactly what you were doing.
And you could feel his gaze on you. Hot. Still. Quiet.
He didnât say anything. Didnât come closer. Just waited, jaw tight, fists curled around the truck keys.
You stood, slow. Turned, met his eyes.
He blinked once. Swallowed. Then turned and opened the passenger side door for you like he wasnât two seconds from backing you up against it.
The drive was quiet at first. The windows down, the music softâsomething bluesy and old, not quite loud enough to distract from the weight between you.
You reached over, let your fingers brush his thigh gently. The shift in him was instant. A subtle inhale. A twitch at the corner of his mouth. His hand gripped the steering wheel a little tighter.
âYou sure you donât want something nicer than this bar?â he asked finally, voice low and quiet like he already knew the answer but had to give you the out anyway.
You turned toward him, soft smile still in place. âNo, honey. This is about you.â
He didnât answer. Just looked ahead and nodded once. The streetlights passed in slow intervals, the engine humming beneath your feet.
And Jack?
He just drove. Knuckles white against the wheel. Thigh tense under your hand. Mouth pressed into a line like he was already counting down the minutes until you got homeâand he could stop pretending he wasnât about to come undone.
When you walked in, his hand found the small of your back.
âUsual booth,â he said. âIâll grab drinks.â
You turned, looked up at him with a soft smile. âNo, babe. Let me. You always do it.â
He squinted slightly. âYou sure?â
You nodded. âGo sit. Relax.â
He hesitated. Then pulled out his wallet, thumbed through it, and handed you his card. You turned and walked to the bar, slow and confident, letting your heels click against the hardwood. The bar was a straight shot from your booth, just far enough that he could still see you. And you made sure to give him a show.
You leaned forward, pretending to read the drink list. Let your hips tilt. Let the skirt shift. Just enough for the lace of your thong to show.
The whistle was immediate.
A low sound from a table of men a few feet away.
And then Jack was there.
Behind you in a blink.
His hand clamped to your lower back.
And the otherâ
yanked your skirt down.
Hard. Final. Like the motion itself was a correction.
The fabric snapped against your thighs, the sudden pressure sending a jolt through you. You straightened instinctively, blinking.
âJesus,â you said under your breath.
Jack leaned in. âYou really wanna do this here?â
âI was just reading the menu,â you murmured.
âBullshit. You order the same thing every time. Diet Rum and Coke. No lime. Half ice.â
You swallowed.
He didnât raise his voice. Didnât move again. Just pressed his hand firmer to your lower back and let the moment hang.
The bartender handed over your drinks. You took them. Didnât say anything. Just walked back to the booth with Jack two steps behind.
You slid into the boothâon his side.
He gave you a look.
âWhat?â you asked, sipping your drink.
âYouâre pushing it.â
You shrugged. âI missed you.â
âYouâre doing this because I havenât fucked you in ten days.â
You flushedâheat hitting your cheeks hard.
But you didnât deny it.
Instead, you leaned in. He thought you were going to kiss him. And then your hand dipped beneath his collar. You pulled the chain free.
Unclipped it.
And slid his dog tags over your head. They settled against your chest, heavy. His name resting between your breasts.
Jack blinked.
Then laughed once. Dark. Rough.
âYou wear them,â he said, voice low, âyou ride. Thatâs the deal.â
You smiled. âI know the rules.â
He stared at you another beat.
Then stood.
âWeâre leaving.â
âBut we havenât evenââ
âYou want people to see your cunt?â he cut in. âYou want attention? Then let me remind them who you belong to.â
You didnât argue.
Just followed him out, heart pounding.
You thought you were headed home.
But when he opened the truck door, he looked at you.
âYouâre not gonna ride me in bed.â
You blinked.
He nodded to the truck. âYouâre gonna ride me right here. Since you wanted to act like bait.â
You got in.
Because thatâs exactly what you wanted.
And he knows it.
The truck door shuts behind you with a heavy, final thunk. One of those sounds that doesnât echoâit lands.
Jack circles around the hood without a word. His boots hit the gravel with a quiet crunch, one slower than the other, rhythm faintly uneven from the prosthetic heâs never once complained about. Shoulders set. Gait loose, but loaded.
Heâs not in a rush.
Not because he doesnât want to touch you.
Because heâs trying not to break.
You sit in the passenger seat, legs drawn up just slightly, thighs tight, heart climbing higher into your throat with every second he doesnât speak. The skirtâs still riding too high despite his earlier interventionâand the lace between your thighs is still damp. Still warm.
When Jack slides in behind the wheel, he doesnât touch you.
Just plants both hands on the steering wheel and exhales. Once. Deep. Grounded.
Then he turns his head.
âI knew you wore that skirt on purpose,â he says, voice low. Strained around the edges. Not tired from work, but from holding back. Like keeping his hands to himself has taken more out of him than the last ten nights combined.
He says it like a confession. Like a warning.
And you donât bother playing coy.
You tilt your head, smile just enough to be dangerous. âFigured you deserved something to look forward to.â
He shifts beside you, slow and quiet. One arm drapes over the back of your seat, casual on the surfaceâbut his fingers find your shoulder. Trail down, soft as breath, to the edge of your collarbone. He lingers there. Just enough to feel your pulse.
âIâve been looking forward to you for ten nights,â he says, barely above a whisper.
Still, he doesnât kiss you.
Instead, his palm drags slowly down your chest, not lingering, not teasingâreading.
Then he moves lower.
Hand slipping down your stomach, over the edge of your skirt, until he finds the lace. The wet. The heat.
He hisses through his teeth.
"Youâre soaked."
You donât answer.
âYouâve been walking around like that since the house?â he asks, more statement than question.
Your breath catches.
His fingers press in slightlyânot a thrust, just pressure. Just enough to feel.
âI know this body,â he says, low, barely a whisper. âIâve had this pussy every way you let me. In the shower. Against the wall. Bent over the fucking sink. You think I canât tell when youâre asking for it?â
Your hips twitch into his hand.
He doesn't give you more.
âYou thought this was gonna be cute?â he growls, thumb brushing just beside your clit. âBend over at the bar. Show everyone the lace Iâve ripped off you a dozen times?â
You bite your lip. Nod.
That makes him laugh. A rough, breathless sound.
âI should take you back in there,â he says. âLet them see what it looks like when you beg.â
You shift toward him, no hesitation nowâlike your bodyâs been waiting for this as long as he has. You climb into his lap with practiced ease, knees against the worn leather of the truck seat, thighs bracketing his hips, breath warm against his jaw.
He exhales like the contact knocks something loose in him.
His hands find their way under you, palms settling at the curve of your assârough and sure, reverent in the way only a man whoâs gone without you can be. Like heâs grounding himself in the fact that youâre here. Real. His.
âYou missed me,â he murmurs, voice low, thumb dragging a slow arc along the edge of your hip.
âI missed you,â you breathe, your lips brushing his. âYou werenât home. Not really. I kept pretending it was enough just to hear your keys in the door, but it wasnât. I was alone. I neededââ
Jack kisses you.
Hard.
Not like a question. Like a claim.
It isnât soft. Isnât slow. Itâs hungryâthe kind of kiss that splits you open, that tastes like every second he had to swallow the urge to call you in the middle of the night just to hear you. His mouth is hot and demanding, his grip tightening like he wants you closer, like closer still isnât enough.
You gasp against him, fingers tangling in the fabric at his shoulders, and thatâs when he groansâdeep and wreckedâlike you just pulled the last thread keeping him together.
Because this isnât just a kiss.
Itâs ten nights of wanting.
And now?
Now heâs got you in his lap, and your skirtâs hitched up, and youâre not stopping him.
Youâre meeting him there.
He bites your lip, slow and deliberate. Tugs it between his teeth, groans when you gasp. The sound spills into your mouth and coils low in your stomach, sharp and warm. His hands shift, drag you harder against him, and you feel itâhow hard he is under his jeans. How close heâs riding the edge.
You rut against him before you can stop yourself, hips grinding down like instinct, like need. His hands grip tighter, grounding you, guiding you, pulling a sound from your throat youâve never made for anyone else.
âFuck,â he mutters, like youâve undone something deep in him. His mouth finds your jaw, your neck, the corner of your shoulderâfast, focused, starving. Each kiss lands like an answer to every silent plea you made in the nights he was gone.
âJack,â you whimper, breath stuttering. âPleaseââ
He growls. Low. Close. A sound like something tearing loose inside him, sharp and intimate and only for you.
His thumb presses into your waist, anchoring you. His eyes are on you now, heavy and dark, like heâs drinking you inâcommitting this to memory in case the world asks him to go without you again.
âYou want it that bad?â he rasps, voice tight. âYou want to fuck me right here, like this truckâs the only place thatâs ever existed?â
You nodâfrantic, breathless.
Your moan says the rest.
And the way he looks at you thenâlike restraint was never about control. It was about respect. And now, finally, he doesnât have to wear it.
He grabs your face, hands big and steady, his thumbs resting under your jaw, holding you like he needs you still to speak clearly.
âYou wear those tags,â he says, eyes locked on yours. âYou ride. Like you promised. You gonna be good for me?â
You nod again, quicker this time.
âWords,â he breathes, brow low. âTell me.â
âYes. Iâll be good.â
He exhales like that undoes something else in him. But he doesnât thank you for it. Doesnât say a word. Just watches you, jaw clenched, thumb brushing your chin like youâre both already undone and just getting started.
âYou made me watch,â he murmurs. âWatch every man in that bar eye whatâs mine.â
You meet his stare, voice barely a whisper. âI wanted to remind you.â
âYou did.â
He unzips his jeans without breaking eye contact. Slow. Controlled. Not hurried, not desperate. Just decided. Like heâs already known for days exactly how this was going to end.
The tags shift when you lean forward. They clink once against his chest before settling back against warm skinâyour skin.
âDo it,â he says, voice scraped raw. âDo what you promised. Ride me.â
His hands guide youâslow, steady, reverent. Like he knows what this is. What it means. What itâll undo.
âShow me what Iâve been missing.â
A pause. One breath. Then another.
âRemind yourself who the fuck you belong to.â
Your hand slips between your bodies. Sure. Smooth. No hesitation now. You find himâhot, hard, already pulsing in your palmâand line him up.
You sink down.
You donât even make it all the way down before Jackâs hands are on youâpossessive, certain, like your body belongs to him and heâs just reclaiming it.
âJesus Christ,â he mutters, voice ragged. His head falls forward, lips brushing your sternum as you sink fully onto him. You feel the tremor run through him. Hear the sharp breath he drags in like heâs been choking without you. âYouâre still so fucking tight.â
His fingers splay wide across your hips, holding you there. Not letting you move. Not yet.
âStay right there,â he growls. âLet me feel it. All of it.â
You whimper, thighs already shaking, because heâs thick, hot, deepâso deep it makes your chest ache. You try to move, to set a rhythm, but his grip tightens instantly.
âNo,â he says, tone dropping lower. âThis isnât yours to lead.â
You gasp. âJackââ
He shuts you up with a thrust so sudden, so deep, you see stars. The sound you make is gutturalâraw and involuntary.
His hands grip your waist, drag you down harder against him with the next roll of his hips, his cock hitting that spot that makes your spine arch, your jaw fall slack.
âIâve been hard for you for ten fucking nights,â he rasps against your collarbone. âYou think Iâm letting you play games? You think Iâm letting you tease me, ride me slow like youâre in charge?â
He pulls back, just enough to look you in the eye.
âYouâre not in charge tonight, sweetheart. I am.â
He doesnât wait. Doesnât ease you into it.
He fucks up into you like itâs punishment for making him waitâhands bruising your hips, his mouth hot against your throat, his body straining under yours like heâs holding back from breaking the whole damn truck apart.
Your skirt rides up higher. Your knees scramble for leverage. The windows fog, the air thick with the slap of skin, the creak of leather, your name torn from his throat like heâs never tasted anything better.
His hand slides up your spine, fingers threading through the chain around your neck. His dog tags. His.
And then he yanks.
Not hard. Not cruel. Just enough.
Enough to snap your head back. Enough to leave you gasping. Enough to remind youâheâs home now.
He thrusts up, harder now, sharper. You cry out, clinging to his shoulders, your body unraveling under every precise, unrelenting movement.
âYou wanted me to lose it. Wanted to feel me snap.â
âJackâpleaseââ
His fingers twist the chain tighter, the metal cool against your throat. âYou wanted this? You take it.â
Another thrust. And another.
Heâs all teeth and tongue nowâbiting at your jaw, kissing you deep, swearing against your skin like he doesnât even realize heâs doing it.
You feel your orgasm building hard and fast, coiled tight in your belly.
And he knows. Of course he knows.
âThere she is,â he whispers, voice almost gentle in contrast to how heâs fucking you. âYou gonna come on me, baby? Hm? Let go for me?â
You nod, eyes wide, breath ragged. âJackâGodâJackââ
âThatâs it,â he says, and he fucks you through it. âCome for me. Come now.â
And when it hits, it slams into youâyour whole body tensing, toes curling, nails digging into his chest, a moan torn from your throat that doesnât sound like anything youâve ever made before.
He fucks you through itârelentless, controlledâuntil your walls flutter around him and your body starts to fold.
Thatâs when he lets go.
He growls your name, hips bucking once, twiceâand then heâs buried deep, his jaw clenched, eyes shut. Like heâs finally home.
He stays there. Doesnât pull out. Doesnât move.
Just holds you.
One arm around your waist. The other still curled in the chain around your neck.
Breathing hard. Pressing kisses to your chest like prayers.
You let a beat pass. Then two.
You shift slightly, still filled. Still aching.
Then you lean back and smirk.
He notices immediately.
âWhat,â he says flatly, eyes opening just enough to pin you in place, âis that look.â
You blink, all wide-eyed and faux-sweet. âIâm just surprised, thatâs all.â
He raises a brow. âSurprised.â
You nod. Slow. A little too pleased with yourself. âMmhmm. I thought you were gonna ruin me.â
Jack exhales through his nose. Once. Controlled. His jaw shifts.
âCareful.â
You shrug, grinding down just a littleânot enough to be obvious. Just enough for him to feel it.
âI mean⊠it was good,â you say lightly. âDonât get me wrong.â
His hand flexes on your hip. Hard.
âBut I was expectingâŠâ you trail off, eyes dancing, âmore.â
Jackâs quiet.
Too quiet.
Then: âYou done?â
You grin. âI donât know. Are you?â
âNo,â he says calmly. âYouâre done.â
He shifts under you, cock hardening again. Already thick. Already ready.
Your smirk starts to fade.
But itâs too late.
Youâre about to get it.