Hello! So I Was Just Wondering If Anyone In The Shifting Community (that Isn't Me) Looks Into Their Destiny

So I did a channelled reading using tarot and Oracle cards for my desired reality s/o in my Peaky Blinders' desired reality. As I've heard about people doing this so I decided to do it.

I asked how my s/o saw our relationship and the cards I got back were that he basically saw our relationship that is full of love but lots of arguments and conflicts because of how stubborn we both are.

I then asked him what he wanted to say to me and how he felt about me, and I got an Oracle card that literally said, "Fall into my arms" and then got a card that was talking about feeling homesick for a place and/or person and then I got a card saying that what I want to do will happen sooner than expected. There was a card, i forgot what it was called, but it immediately said under it: "Loyalty, love, trust and safety."

I then asked if he loved me, and I got four cards that were strongly saying yes.

I then asked one last question of, "How do you feel that I'm shifting to my Peaky Blinders' desired reality to see and be with you?" I got cards saying that he felt slightly anxious because he wanted to make sure that I'm making the right choice, but otherwise, he felt truly and deeply loved.

A lesson taught to me by Óðinn: “No one else can see the world through your eyes, so see as much as your eyes allow, and think as uniquely as you can.”

"He felt a sense of comfort staring at the void, the void never lied, the void was predictable and was never something it wasn't. It was real and true."

Fuck meditations fuck methods. I’m shifting because I said so and that’s it. I’m literally in my dr rn why am I stressing myself about shifting when I’m already where I wanna be? Girllll you’re already in your dr don’t think about it as an unreachable goal you’re literally in your dr right now.

you know what- it's not "eventually" anymore. it's "now."

i will shift now. we will all shift now. do not allow yourself to suffer any longer.

If anyone asks me in the future why I believe in Greek gods, norse gods, Egyptian gods, and any other pagan gods are real, I'm going to tell them this. One, there are so many people talking about their experiences that it's hard to believe it's not real. Secondly, there are so many stories about them that makes it hard to believe someone just randomly made them up. Finally, I just offered a glass of milk to lady Hekate after I felt drawn to offer that to her and when I gave her that offering her candle for a few seconds went up and wild and I instantly knew she liked it and was excited. That made me feel good to know she liked it and was happy and made me believe even further that the gods from the past are real, all of them are.

you and your body need nutrients. please make sure you are eating enough food and drinking enough water and getting enough sleep, you matter so much and i don’t want anything to happen to you

So Loki's original candle that I had for him was very small (as it has melted obviously) and I felt bad seeing it two days ago? So I told him I would get him a new candle, I did, and his flame on the candle was incredibly small. It was barely there, so I was freaking out. I was asking him if he was okay, if he had a bad day. (Loki and Hekate don't really do any communication with me it's more if I feel drawn to something or a yes/no, which pops up in my head). I did a drawing of him and wrote a small prayer on that drawing for him, hoping he'll like it and his flame would go up. It didn't for the record.

Then I put the original candle back, deciding he might want it back, and his flame was still small. After some time later I told him that if he's had a bad day, I hope tomorrow will be better for him and that if I had offended/hurt/upset/insulted him without realising I do apologise as that is never my intention.

I thought 'Loki if you forgive me, please give me a sign,' but then I realised he doesn't HAVE to forgive me if it was my fault. He could have just had a bad day for all I know. But he doesn't have to forgive me. He can just accept what happened and move on, and that's okay. One of the first things I have told him was 'I'm not going to force you to do anything', and I'm still going by that.

i am no longer manifesting for this reality. i am shifting and never coming back.

i no longer gaf about anything in this life, not graduating, not getting a car, nothing here has an appeal for me.

i can have everything. everything i would ever want and need and all i have to do is leave. just leave and never come back. i don’t have to sacrifice anything, i don’t have to sacrifice myself to live another day.

i can just go.

"I'm tired, not physically. I'm tired of hate human beings have for anyone who doesn't fit society norms. Why the hate for someone unique and beautiful? Their humans just like you. "