ijounakame. ind. priv. highly sel. au. 2k12 donatello.brought to his knees by decay.
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i am so so so so so sorry for going AWOL, it’s just that i’m focusing on a few projects, one of which i want to see through before anything else. so, mostly, @despairmade, with a couple parts “for funsies visual novel project” and “i am more than likely going to reboot one muse and combine them with another for a trio-muse blog”.
sorry for the lack of responses! it might be a while before I’m back active on this blog, it’s just that I want to finish despairmade while I’m putting myself to the grinding, you know?
ETA: oh i’m gonna drop my discord while i’m thinking about it. zetsubou. 🐻#4473
*: ･ﾟ✧ black butler season one episode three starters.
feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.
“ i’m so, so, sorry, i… i’ll wipe it off.”
“ why did you agree to take on such a useless idiot?”
“ you’re one to talk.”
“ it didn’t seem like such a bad idea.”
“ can’t refuse your favorite ___, can you?”
“ i never expected that i would be affected by it as well.”
“ i’m so sorry for causing all this trouble.”
“ whoa, calm down a second!”
“ should we take the knife away?”
“ just think of the horrible mess you would make.”
“ it would take hours just to clean up the blood.”
“ thank you. you’re so very kind.”
“ that was kindness?”
“ perhaps you should just sit there and relax so you don’t cause anymore trouble.”
“ if you do decide to seek your eternal rest, please see to it outside, would you?”
“ and try not to make too big a mess.”
“ it’s a pain to special-order a new one.”
“ you haven’t had a growth-spurt in years.”
“ we shouldn’t stay away for too long.”
“ it was a great tragedy.”
“ forgive me for asking, but your parents, did they…?”
“ sadly, they both perished in the fire.”
“ you just need to rest yourself for a while.”
“ why are they all skulls?!”
“ no! not again!”
“ i’ve made yet another unacceptable mistake.”
“ i can’t go on any longer!”
“ quit trying to die all the time!”
“ but i have to! it’s the only way to redeem my honor.”
“ i’m sure you’re tired.”
“ what’s the matter?”
“ what happened to this place?”
“ why, it’s a disaster!”
“ what is going on here?”
“ why on earth are you dressed as lunatics?”
“ you’re crazy! crazy…!”
“ what are you doing now?”
“ at the moment i believe i’m in the process of dying.”
“ you’re back! i missed you so much.”
“ what a surprise!”
“ how many times do i have to tell you? call me ___.”
“ oh, you really are just the cutest thing ever!”
“ i could just eat you up!”
“ you detract from the beauty of the room.”
“ oh! but i made such a lovely decoration out of him.”
“ yes! just look at it all. isn’t it so cute now?”
“ and i have a present for you too.”
“ you’re always dressed in black. i thought this would be a nice change.”
“ what do you think?”
“ i am deeply honored that you went to so much trouble for my sake.”
“ your generosity overwhelms me.”
“ happy to help.”
“ in any event, what are you doing here?”
“ i sneaked away because i wanted to see you, silly!”
“ you- you sneaked away? don’t you think you’ll get into trouble.”
“ why don’t we have a ball tonight?”
“ you can be my escort and we’ll dance around all night long.”
“ isn’t that a wonderful idea?”
“ you’ll wear the clothes i picked out for you, won’t you?”
“ pretty please? it’ll be so cute on you!”
“ you come with me! i want to make you even cuter than you already are.”
“ wait! i said NO BALL!”
“ i believe the wisest course of action is to go along with the plan.”
“ i don’t think she is going to listen to reason.”
“ i know i’ve never seen you dance before, but i assume that you can?”
“ well, that explains why you’re always such a wallflower at social engagements.”
“ i have too much work to do.”
“ i don’t have time to waste on dancing.”
“ with all due respect, dancing is a necessary skill to possess.”
“ fine, i’ll do it. now stop the lecture.”
“ we don’t have sufficient time to call in a tutor.”
“ don’t be ridiculous! i’m not going to take dancing instructions from you!”
“ besides, do you even know how to dance?”
“ now, if you would do me the honor, may i have this dance?”
“ your natural ability for dancing isn’t so much lacking as it is non-existent.”
“ you cannot simply cling for dear life onto your dance partner.”
“ you’re too tall / short, it’s not working!”
“ most importantly, you need to wipe that gloomy look off your face.”
“ now, let’s have a smile. pretend that it’s fun.”
“ let me go!”
“ i can’t smile.”
“ i’ve forgot how.”
“ i don’t know how to pretend like i’m having fun.”
“ how AWFUL! this is the most humiliating outfit ever.”
“ i think you’re going to have to make peace with it.”
“ that’s your problem with it?!”
“ i can’t live with a shame as deep as this. no… i’d rather die!”
“ eh… you aren’t going to try to stop me this time?”
“ i’ll make you look so adorable!”
“ i’m really farsighted, i can’t see anything without my glasses.”
“ you don’t have to see to have fun.”
“ now hand those over, silly.”
“ no, no, please!”
“ leave her / him alone.”
“ ___! you look adorable!”
“ why aren’t you wearing the ring i brought you?”
“ you’re so cruel!”
“ hah! fooled you! it’s mine now!”
“ give it back!”
“ wh-why are you so angry at me?”
“ what’s wrong?”
“ so- so why are you so angry?”
“ it’s truly one of a kind.”
“ it- it was that important? and i destroyed it?”
“ what are you doing?!”
“ how long are you going to cry?”
“ i- i’m so sorry.”
“ your face is a mess.”
“ what the hell? you can actually sing?!”
“ you can count on me.”
“ are you sure?”
“ indeed, i’m more deadly efficient than i appear.”
“ i’m in your debt.”
“ you’ve taught me a lot.”
“ they say that before a person dies, his life flashes before him.”
“ i know that when i see the light of death, this momentous evening is what will appear to me in my dying vision!”
“ interesting that you would say that.”
“ it’s finally over.”
“ you seemed to be enjoying yourself for a while there.”
“ don’t be so foolish.”
“ am i the fool here?”
“ when i close my eyes, i hear them too.”
“ i hear voices echoing in my head.”
“ you must get some rest”
“ don’t want to make yourself ill, do you?”
“ stay with me till i fall asleep.”
“ goodness, are you displaying weakness in front of me now?”
“ i will stay here. i am by your side forever. until the end.”
reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise
not reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore
Horned Serpent aesthetic
PSA -
VILLAINS ARE VILLAINS.
Villains are not a precious little punching bag that’s going to stand there and take your shit and be sassy with their hand on their hip. If you mess with the bull you get the horns – if you push a villain, you will get the wrath of a villain. If your character is rude/disrespectful to a villain, especially one in a high place of power, and the villain lashes out (whether it be verbally or physically) –
THEN YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE UPSET ABOUT IT. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT TO HAPPEN?
Don’t write with villain/cruel/evil characters if you can’t deal with a villain/cruel/evil character being less than nice to your precious cinnamon roll of a character. Surprise! That’s not how this works! If the villain suddenly kills your character without having spoken to you first, then you have absolutely every right to be mad. But if your character receives a verbal lashing or non-lethal physical response that is in character for the villain to give, then you need to deal with it.
I’m also sick of this sense of prerogative way of thinking certain characters hold when it comes to villains. This mindset of, ‘oh this person is evil, bUT OBVIOUSLY THEY’LL LOVE ME AND I’LL BE THEIR SPECIAL SOMEONE THEY WON’T HATE ME OR TRY AND KILL ME.“ NO. STOP THAT. You cannot go into interactions with villains expecting them to absolutely fall in love with your character/be best friends with them. This is why it’s most times excruciatingly difficult to ship/bro-ship with villains. And even if this does happen, you should expect a villain to still be aggressive and/or rude from time to time.
A VILLAIN DOES NOT STOP BEING A VILLAIN JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP.
I’ve written villains for a long time now, and one thing has been made perfectly clear – you will get shit for writing your character too IC and you will get shit for writing your character too OOC. You will be fucking cursed out for your character being aggressive to those who are rude to them, and you will be blasted for writing them being nice even just from time to time. So fellow villain writers – just let your villain flag fly. Don’t fucking listen to people who try and give you shit either way for your portrayal. To those who do not write villains – respect them. Just because your character is sassy and spunky, doesn’t automatically give them the right to try and be disrespectful to someone who is most likely superior to them.
TL;DR IF YOU CAN’T STAND THE HEAT, GET OUT OF THE KITCHEN. IF YOU CAN’T DEAL WITH SOMEONE BEING CRUEL TO YOUR MUSE, DON’T WRITE WITH VILLAINS.
i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY. it should have been me. i know it should have been me.
Injury Starters
“Whoa, when did you get this?”
“Who did this to you?”
“Hold still— I need to clean it.”
“I’m supposed to believe this was an accident?”
“Damn— I’d hate to see the other guy.”
“Does this hurt when I touch it?”
“What the hell, ___? Another fight?”
“What the hell happened to your face?”
“Why are you so calm about this? You’re really hurt.”
“I think your arm is broken. It’s not supposed to bend like that.”
“Here, let me help you with that.”
“You’re bleeding a lot. Too much. Apply more pressure. I’m calling an ambulance.”
“Did you think I was gonna leave you like this?”
“Instead of helping you, they ran off? What an asshole.”
“You need to be more careful. You keep getting hurt like this and you’ll put yourself out of commission.”
“Let me grab the first-aid kit. Don’t move.”
“So, do you wanna explain to me what the hell happened?”
“You look really pale. Sit down. I don’t need you fainting before I get this stitched-up.”
“I’m not blaming you, I’m just saying this looks awfully suspicious.”
“How many of them were there? This doesn’t look like one man’s doing.”
“Sit still. I need to clean this before it gets infected.”
“Wiggle your fingers. I need to make sure it’s not broken.”
“This is gonna hurt. A lot. But it’ll be quick. I need to pop it back into place.”
“I told you not to act recklessly like that. You might think you’re protecting me, but you’re gonna get yourself killed if you keep jumping in like that.”
“That was really close this time. Too close. Please, promise me you’re gonna listen to me and be more careful in the future.”
Dear Innocence,
Where are you? What happened? Who I’m I?
hogwarts aesthetics - ravenclaw
gryffindor, slytherin, hufflepuff
I’ve got 99 icons and the particular expression I need ain’t one.
ancient roleplaying proverb (via withabox)
But, the T R U T H is, some things never change.
History has a way of repeating itself.
It’s just most people don’t live long enough to see it happen.
☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme
Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. ... No, really. I don't. D:
1: What does their bedroom look like?
2: Do they have any daily rituals?
3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
6: Eating habits and sample daily menu
7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
9: Makeup?
10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
11: Intellectual pursuits?
12: Favorite book genre?
13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?
16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?
17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
18: Favorite beverage?
19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?
21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?
22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?
24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?
25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?
27: What is their biggest regret?
28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?
29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)
30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)
31: Most prized possession?
32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?
33: Concept of home and family?
34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
36: What makes them feel guilty?
37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?
39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?
40: How misanthropic are they?
41: Hobbies?
42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?
43: Religion?
44: Superstitions or views on the occult?
45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
47: How do they express love?
48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?
49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?
burnbooking:
roleplayers are people, not just accounts.
this is something that i’ve been meaning to talk about for a while now. it’s begun to weigh heavily in the community that i write in as well as those of others. it’s the idea that we should take pride in callout culture and completely obliterating accounts. that a callout post needs to be written for any and all transgressions, that one half of a story is gospel, and that roleplayers can be judged as problematic by association.
let’s start with face-saving apologies. the type of apology that a roleplayer will half-assedly give just to have a receipt of one. to appease those they hurt when the harm was intentional and in no way plan on improving themselves as a person. the kind of apology that is issued so they will sympathized with rather than ridiculed. these apologies are absolute bullshit. if you’re going to vague or be a bully or act out, own your behavior. i’m aware this sounds hypocritical coming from a burn book but what happens on the dash is a lot different than sending something to us. when posting on the dash your content is broadcasted to a direct audience. the same community. here, it gets thrown into an aggregate void and spat back out. don’t vague or talk behind someone’s back and believe that it won’t get around to them.
it shouldn’t be a goal to attack someone over petty shit. don’t criticize people for liking or not liking something that isn’t heavily problematic. you can dislike the vampire diaries but write with a stefan salvatore. you can hate damon salvatore as a character and still like the vampire diaries. what doesn’t need to happen is posting harmless opinions on your own blog and then being attacked for them. if someone is so hurt over another rper disliking their fandom then maybe roleplay isn’t for that person. stop being so fucking petty.
to attempt to destroy a persons reputation over hurt feelings is a stupid, selfish thing to do. keep your friend circle bullshit in your friend circle. nobody needs to be put on blast or shunned for actions that were not purposely or outright abusive or otherwise disturbing. you cannot claim to be looking out for your own mental health by seeking to turn people against another roleplayer who may have hurt your feelings. not only is it immature, it puts the other person’s mental health at risk and while some people on this website believe that the world revolves around them, i can assure you that it does not. nobody in this blue hellscape is judge or jury.
finally, it saddens me as well as the other mods to hear constantly from people who have been turned on by their friends and partners and are now having panic attacks because they’re afraid that they’re being slandered in private; that i, as well as many of my close friends, have become too paranoid to interact with certain people after negative experiences with roleplayers similar to them; that we’re still having to hear that people are being called “abusive” and “manipulative” and “toxic” for hurting another roleplayer’s feelings accidentally or handling a situation badly and then having such critical language thrown on their name.
behind every roleplay account is a person with a life and family and friends and feelings. they’re not merely account names to drag through the mud. think before you wild out or gossip or act like an asshole. it’s not all that difficult to have some god damn tact everyone once in a while.
Random Sentences Starters
“Alright, I love you, but you need Jesus.”
“Are you done?”
“Are you reading fanfiction?”
“Can I have your fries?”
“Coffee is the only substance I drink.”
“Did you get my text?”
“Eat my whole ass.”
“Hey, don’t insult memes!”
“How long have you been playing that game?”
“I don’t know whether to be insulted or impressed.”
“I like your taste in music.”
“I said I’m sorry!”
“I think your gayness might be affecting me.”
“It’s a damn shame.”
“I’ll be home in five minutes.”
“I’m just gonna nope out of this situation.”
“I’m sorry…”
“I’m three feet away from you, why did you text me?”
“Let me go.”
“Like a good neighbour I’m gonna take your shit and never give it back.”
“Me. I meant me.”
“Nice voice crack.”
“Our friendship is weird as hell. But so are we. So it’s perfect!”
“Please don’t do this…”
“Suck my ass through a straw.”
“Touching leads to babies.”
“Um?”
“Wait up!”
“What are you talking about?”
“What the hell is that?”
“… What the fuck is wrong with you?”
“What’s going on?”
“Why are you like this?”
“Your taste in music is shit.”
“You’re trash for her, aren’t you?”
“You’re trash for him, aren’t you?”
Send ✤ plus fandom name and I'll describe an AU version of my muse from that fandom.
submitted by anonymous.
█ ▌—— AMERICAN BEAUTY/AMERICAN PSYCHO LYRIC STARTERS
All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine.
I didn’t come for a fight but I will fight till the end.
I love the way you hurt me.
You’re second hand smoke. I breathe you in, but I don’t know what you’re doing to me.
She’s an American beauty.
I think I fell in love again.
We’re the things that love destroyed.
You will remember me for centuries.
I never meant for you to fix yourself.
You look so pretty, but you’re gone so soon.
I could scream forever.
And maybe I bit off more than I could chew.
And in the end I’d do it all again.
I think you’re my best friend.
I’m yours.
It’s our time now if you want it to be.
And I can’t get you out of my head.
You’ll find your way.
I’m the last one that you’ll ever remember.
And I’m trying to find my peace of mind.
Did you ever love her? Or did you never want to be alone?
Fight off the light tonight and just stay with me.
Honey, don’t you leave.
The sweetness never lasts, you know?
Because they took our love and they filled it up with Novocaine and now I’m just numb.
I don’t feel a thing for you.
You and I were fire.
You and I were fireworks that went off too soon.
I said I’d never miss you but I guess you never know.
May the bridges I have burned light my way back home.
I’ll be as honest as you let me.
You are my favorite “what if”. You are my best “I’ll never know”.
And I’m starting to forget.
What did it ever mean to you?
Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean any of it.
I just got too lonely.
No, don’t tell me you’re crying.
Oh, honey, you don’t have to lie.
I wish I’d known how much you loved me.
I wish I cared enough to know.
Do you remember when we drove through the night and we danced?
You were the song stuck in my head; every song that I’ve ever loved played again and again and again.
And you can get what you want but it’s never enough.
I can’t remember just how to forget.
They say we are what we are but we don’t have to be.
I try to picture me without you but I can’t.
I don’t want to remember it all.
And I just need enough of you to dull the pain.
I only appeared so I can fade away.
I wanna throw my hands in the air and scream.
I have been through the wreck but I can string enough to show my face in the light again.
SEND ME A URL AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I THINK OF THEM !!
Caring Edition
‘ Hey when was the last time you slept? ’
‘ Stay in bed, please. ’
‘ Do you want me to get you anything? ’
‘ Let me look. ’
‘ Let me help you. ’
‘ Here, let me bandage that up. ’
‘ I made you something to eat. ’
‘ You’re burning up! Go lay down. ’
‘ Please drink more water. ’
‘ Were you able to keep that down? ’
‘ Does this hurt? ’
‘ You need to stay still. ’
‘ Want more blankets? ’
‘ Do you want to talk about it? ’
‘ Try to breathe slowly. ’
‘ It’s alright I’m here. ’
‘ Here hold my hand. ’
‘ I’m not going anywhere. ’
‘ You can sleep here. ’
‘ Rest as long as you need. ’
‘ Look at me. ’
‘ Tell me what you are seeing. ’
‘ You can rest in my arms. ’
‘ I will make you some tea. ’
‘ Please, take this. ’
‘ You should be resting. ’
‘ I’m just checking in, how are you feeling? ’
‘ Snuggling helps with a lot of things, so come here. ’
‘ Want me to take you to a doctor? ’
‘ I am a doctor, so please listen to me. ’
‘ How long have you been like this? ’
Unlocking a traumatizing memory that’s haunting you like
spunstories :
psa;; please, for the love of god, don’t try to force someone to write with you. it’s uncomfortable enough to have to politely decline the first time; don’t make them more uncomfortable by pestering them. some people have anxiety issues, or feel the need to please everyone. don’t guilt trip them. don’t pressure them. and please don’t be rude if they tell you no. they didn’t owe you a response, but they took the time to write one anyway. accept it graciously. thank them for their time and move on. respect their wishes. be a considerate human being.
Send “📂“ for a random yet completely useless headcanon I have
Reblog with what you would tell your 13-year-old self in the tags.
ok i lied, i was in renpy hell, but hey, starter call still applies.
let’s pretend i didn’t wear myself out by doing a shit ton of dishes, and instead say, here, have a starter call for new followers / those i haven’t interacted with yet.
[ WHAT DO YOU SEEK, WANDERER? (Hiya! Hope you have a great day and evening!) ]
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“not a lot. i don’t consider myself, you know, a very high-maintenance mutant.” it was so nice when he had a witty remark on the tip of his tongue. maybe it’d prevent anything from happening.