“I Promised No More Poetry And I'd Rather Think Of This As A Confession: You Are Still The First Person

you need to respect that your sibling has new priorities, and are likely trying their best! Be patient

Sometimes, losing people helps you find yourself.

The wound is the place where the light enters you

LATE NIGHT MOTIVATION

Nd I have heard in Google articles…

If you wanna move on..donot stop loving him..donot change ur ways..

Nd I am not...I think I am going thru the right path.

I am gonna get better soon..

I will shine as usual

Fearless nd smart ...that's who i am.

I am my strength,my frnd ,my love

I am a star and stars never fail to shine..

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You know, there are some people you meet in life…

You feel like they’re such a cool person. You try talking to them, but there’s this feeling deep down that you could never really be their friend or even an acquaintance even though you’d love to be a part of their life.

You try reaching out often. And though you try, somewhere in your heart, you feel like a real connection is impossible… because they’re totally out of your league.

There’s love from them, yes but it’s so far from you that it’s hard to even notice it, let alone feel it.

It’s like the universe placed them just close enough for you to admire, but never close enough to hold.

This is exactly how I feel about you.

It’s what I felt after one failed video call with you.

No matter how much I try or don’t

the bond... will it ever be something I can truly call a bond?

There’s no blame on anyone.

This is just how it is.

And it hurts.

Because I feel like a sister that is foriegn to you.

Everyone you love, or are close to even in terms of friendship

stays a stranger to me.

They talk to me just for the sake of basic courtesy. This is how I feel. Maybe it’s not the truth.

But the feeling is real.

And sometimes, I wonder

after mom and dad...

do I really have anyone in this life I can lean on?

And that thought… it makes me really sad.

Well the question is "why are you sad when you get home??"

People say, stop thinking about things that pains you. It's your time at home with your parents, enjoy , have fun, spend time with them.

Well I am sorry , I tried but I can't. I ain't that person even after several trials. I am not trying anymore .

I am home. In my space where I can breathe , I can talk without people judging me. I am alone with my vulnerable self. I am sad, trying to feel my pain.

I am feeling things deeply. If I am going through something that is uncomfortable or painful or hard, I am allowing myself to dive into those emotions or allow myself to numb them. I don't wanna kill my pain through television or spending time with friends or Instagram. I chose not to protect myself from pain because it demands to be felt . Pain demands to be felt . Coz I feel it will show up in other ways if I do not deal with it now.

“Some people are going to leave but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

— Unknown

I would rather die than live with anxiety

“Other peoples’ opinion of you is their problem, not yours.”

— Unknown

God is always my SAVIOR