Iambusysblog - See Through My Eyes

Unheard

I went home, hoping to spill my sorrows,

to let the weight pour out in tears,

but silence sat heavy in my chest,

and not a single drop fell.

I tried to tell my father,

whispered the sadness I carried,

but he just left,

not out of cruelty, but out of not knowing

how to hold what he’s never learned to carry.

And my mother,

so close, yet distant,

sees only the shadows of her own thoughts,

never the truth in my eyes.

So I leave again,

back to where I came from,

carrying the ache of words unspoken,

of comfort unfound,

of a heart still waiting—

yearning to be held.

It's Night. Dreams are calling me , sky has switched on its cooler, stars are ready to shine till dawn . And i am gonna talk with my subconscious mind.

Good night ❤️

I became happier with the relationship with him when i fixed the relationship with me

when Rumi wrote, “You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens,” he was referring to breaking our heart by giving and receiving love from other people, to fully trust them, which means, if they break the trust, our heart would break. If this repeats, either with the same or different partner, we will eventually wise up by opening our heart to ourselves: by loving ourselves, by being accountable. To ourselves.

Only when we open our heart to ourselves first, we can have a healthy relationship with ourselves. Anyone who has a healthy relationship with themselves will have a healthy outlook on life and relationship with others. It’s similar to the saying, “you can’t pour from an empty cup”. Fill your cup first. Take care of yourself first. Love yourself first.

Once we love ourselves, we don’t feel the need to completely depend on others for our happiness. Sure our happiness gets affected somehow, but if they decide to betray us or leave us, instead of kicking and screaming, throwing tantrums (or shoes, or plates), we’ll peacefully let them go. I’m not saying that we won’t feel sad or angry. The uncomfortable feelings are inevitable, but when we love ourselves, we will not avoid the responsibility to take care of ourselves.

In the long run, we’ll naturally repel anyone who is not right for us

There will always be an invisible bridge between us

A hope , a feeling of optimism or a wish for something to happen. But here I am in disbelief that the thing I was yearning for years won't come true..

Fear of being judged by my own thereby begetting intense and impending danger portraying the evil in me

I know it hurts but I believe that these gestural expressions gives me hope of things that won't come true.. which also puts me into vivid grief..

Feels like I am enclosed within the walls of hell

But I do realize that I have a spiritual bond with the almighty which makes me an angel trapped in inferno

IN A WORLD FULL OF CHAOS,

I am looking for PEACE 🕊

I don't feel like I deserve love because I haven't done anything to earn it. I believe there must be a reason for someone to love you, and I don't see any reason for anyone to love me. Even if someone did, I would still feel like I don't deserve it. So, there's no point in being in love or in a relationship. I'm flawed, and I don't think anyone should be with someone as flawed as me. That's why I don't want to fall in love or be in a relationship right now.

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I wish this world to end soon, so I can pass away without causing anyone sadness and finally escape from my perpetual mental anguish.

I'm not alrighttt

I'm so happy tht I'm not crying now

Guessing the tablets indeed worked